Sunday, August 31, 2008

暗恋

好闷啊!!天气真的热死人了。。快下雨啦。。
无聊的扭开收音机,正好播着杨丞琳的暧昧,好久没听这首歌了,感觉还不错。

歌词:

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

听着,听着让我想起了我们姐妹帮的话题-暗恋。。
好久没有这种感觉了, 结果我们讨论了许多如果。
明明是有了感觉但是考虑了很多问题结果还是往肚子里吞了,为何不敢表白?原因是担心还是面子?有句名言,世上最遥远的距离不是天涯海角,而是我站在你面前,而你不知道我爱你。好悲伤啊。

我的中文部落格

哈,有一股兴奋的感觉,因为我终于可以用中文打字。。可是我的速度可说是像乌龟一样慢,可能是太久没有练习了。

其实,我并没有特别的事情想分享, 只想试试我的software :p

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

No title

I can't think of any title for this blog, as i just drop by to write something and not really have any specific topic to write.

I think my life become very messy after my result. Not i'm in low morale again but have to replan everything. I always think of work in Singapore after i grad but i start to worry that it is too far from me. I really hope that all subjects can be passed smoothly after that. Anyway, i've no choice but have to work in next semester to retake those subject i fail in my attemp. Hope that god listen to my prayer and don't upset me for another time.

Recently, there's lot of good and bad news around my friends. 1 of my long times good fren already found her so called "Mr. Right", but she looks down after together with him. Doesn't know what happen actually, just hope that she will recover soon and settle her problems. Maybe she cares too much of the bomoh's words --> he is not her right 1.

One of my unimate is very sad recently, even can't sleep well at night. She told me that she keeps on crying until fall zz or has sleepless night sometime. Thing happened after she left Penang. I think should say that problem occurs even she still here. She is facing big problem with her long time boyfriend and having "cold war". We would like to help her, but we can't do anything..hope that she will relief herselves after sometime. Furthermore, your relationship with your superior can be improved. I don't like politic in office at all.

Not only them, actually i'm facing some problems too. When people grows older, the problem we face become more and more. Doraemon can bring me to my happy old time? Ha..dreaming..
People grows older should face the problems bravely instead of avoiding the problem and indecisive.

I tell myself, you sure can handle it!!!!!!!!!!! Same to my fellow friends.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

ACCA result is going to release on 18-8-2008

Today is 17-8-2008, 18-8-2008 will be coming in few hours time, it mean that the moment i scare most is coming. I'm so nervous, i scare that i can't face the fact. I start to feel that tears in my eye even though i still waiting for the result.

This is not the first time i take result, had been gone through it in UPSR, PMR, SPM and university time. I still remember that i checked whether i managed to get first class or not for particular semester last time in university but things totally different now. My target is pass but i still totally no confidence at all.

ACCA really makes my life crazy. Ha! It might due to i've stop studying for 4 years after i graduate. I totally lost myself now, even feel curious about my decision to further ACCA. Is it worth to sacrifice my work to come back for my study. I still in part 2 due to i'm not accounting student and i already feel so tough, how i go to my part 3. If everything go smooth, i'll take it in next semester. Hope that i can go through it.

I'm so nervous due to i can't perform well in my exam. It is really a tough exam and i salute those top scorer and those who pass every paper through 1 sitting.

I should face it bravely, if i fail (most probably) just try for 2nd attempt. I believe that as long as there is a will, success will be yours. Pray hard that somebody will employ me in future and do my professional development.

Hope that this world got miracle. Praying hard....I already tried and did my best. No regret! U can make it! Don't ever give up! Success comes from hard work and determination.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Lee Chong Wei - Our Heroes




Bravo Lee Chong Wei! He secured at least a silver for Malaysia in this Beijing Olympic 2008. He defeated South Korean player Lee Hyun Il in 3 games, 21-18, 13-21, 21-13.

He has secured RM300K in his pocket currently, if he manage to win Malaysia's first gold medal, he will become millionaire after this Olympic. Government will grant RM1M to the player who win gold medal.

The game was very exciting and interesting. He performed not so good in 2nd game and made a lot of mistakes, luckily he managed to hold back his emotion and beat the Korean player. Overall, he already made Malaysia proud of him.

Congratulation to Lee Chong Wei, must perform well in final and beat Lin Dan (i think should be him). All Malaysian has fate in you and you make us proud. Lee Chong Wei forever! We will support you on 17 Aug 2008 final.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

who cares my feeling..

I put all my phone in silence mode and keep it into my drawer after i received a sms. I'm very unhappy after i received the sms. I'm really very tired with it already. I even feel very unfair, why you have to interrupt my freedom to make friends. I have to explain to you every guy in my friendster, facebook and phone book.

I'm not a kid and i know what i'm doing. I never ask you anything about the girls in your phone book and even those gals who express their feeling towards you because i believe you. I always very obedient and answer you the questions one by one, even after the incident. I thought that you will respect me one day but i feel that it is in my dream only. I totally can't imagine that things will become worse than last time, even comment in blog also can make you feel uncomfortable.

Don't know what to say and continue..Hope that this is the last time i tell you about this, feel tired to tell you again and again. If i wan to betray our relationship, it can happen long long time ago. Moreover, after the incident, i think i no need to answer you those questions anymore. If you wan to accept the girl as your new gf, just go ahead..you no need to ask me because you have the right to choose.

Please respect me as a human not your pet.

Nuffnang Gift Ideas


Actually i also not sure what happen around, just feel bored and surfing around without any purpose. Since i saw this contest and feel bored so just drop by to write something. Good entertainment beside Olympic game :p

I choose this wind trial computer backpack because i feel that it is useful to our daily life. Nowadays, computer plays an important role in our life and occupied most of our time in work and home. The most attractive part is blogger can carry their laptop around and write down every moment that he/she would like to share with others..haha...

I feel that I'm disturbing around only :p




Saturday, August 9, 2008

Explaination...

Someone told me that we must write something related to themselves in their blog, however for my opinion, blog shouldn't just restricted to themselves but is a place for us to express our feeling, sharing etc.. Actually i doesn't like restricted rules and regulation because it only limit ourselves to a box. Imagination can make our live better..if doesn't have imagination and innovation, i think we still live on the tree, without electricity...

Ha, i just voice up my opinion.

(p/s: i think i will get scolded soon :p)

中国普通话VS马来西亚华语

Found this fwd mail in my mailbox. It's very funny but it's true. Typical "rojak" languageage of Malaysian.

中国人 :今晚你有空吗?我没空!
马来西亚华人 :今晚你得不得空?我不得空!

中国人 :饼干受潮了
马来西亚华人 :饼干'漏风'

中国人 :从上海去苏州要多少个小时?
马来西亚华人:从上海去苏州要几粒钟?

中国人 :难道他不可以来吗?
马来西亚华人:你不给他不来啊?

中国人 :周杰伦不喜欢穿内裤。
马来西亚华人:周杰伦不喜欢穿底裤。

中国人 :我一向都是这样的
马来西亚人:我一路来都是这样的啦

中国人 :我的手机掉进沟渠了。
马来西亚华人:我的手机掉进龙沟了。

中国人 :这样你不是很不值得吗?
马来西亚华人:这样你''很不 ''
中国人 :你真是聪明!
马来西亚华人:你真是pan nai(源自马来语pandai,聪明的意思)

中国人 :你安静!
马来西亚华人:你diam diam(源自马来语diam,安静的意思)

中国人 :我要去银行取款。
马来西亚华人:我要去银行'按钱'
中国人 :为什么?
马来西亚华人:做么?

中国人 :你很强~
马来西亚华人:你很够力~

中国人 :明天也叫他一起去吧!
马来西亚华人:明天叫''他一起去!

中国人 :我很郁闷~~~
马来西亚华人:我很''sien)啊~~~~''比郁闷的境界更高)

中国人 :你再说我就打你!
马来西亚华人:你再说我就hood你!(有点粗俗的)

中国人 :你在说什么?
马来西亚华人:你在说sommok

中国人 :你不要令我丢脸~
马来西亚华人:你不要'下水'~

中国人 :真被你气到
马来西亚华人:被你炸到

中国人 :你别乱来~
马来西亚华人:你表乱乱来~

中国人
:你很无聊
马来西亚华人:你很废

中国人 XX
马来西亚华人:Kanasai(意思是像大便一样,骂人的话)

中国人 :迫切
马来西亚华人:bek chek

中国人 :我们一起吃这碗面~
马来西亚华人:我们'公司'吃这碗面~(源自马来语的kongsi,就是一起分享的意思)

中国人 :我们结婚吧!
马来西亚华人:我们结''吧!(''字受粤语影响,所以音不标准)

中国人 :今天的天气很热~
马来西亚华人:今天的天气热到。。。。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~''字要拉长,然后没有下文了)

中国人 :哇!
马来西亚华人:哇捞weh!!!!

中国人 :我受不了他!
马来西亚华人:我behtahan他!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Studying in library...

I'm sitting alone in library to prepare my coming test. Feel so bored over here.. This is the first time i write something about my study.

I start to worry about my result which going to announce on next monday. Although i knowed that i already tried my best in my final last sem but i still feel uncomfortable because i don't have confident.

Feel so miserable over here..hard to explain my feeling..haih...

Better back to study, since worry also can't help on my result. Just pray hard that god listen to my prayer.........

(P/S: Nobody is allowed to ask anything about my result on that dat! It's prohobited!!!)

Sunday, August 3, 2008

10 句讓你心有所感的話

第一句
沒有一百分的另一半 只有五 十分的兩個人

第二句
付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹 底
保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也註 定永遠寂寞

第三句
通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人 才是真正愛你的人

第四句
有時候  不是對方不在乎你 而是你把對方看得太重

第五句
冷 漠 有時候並不是無情 只是一種避免被傷害的工具

第六句
如果我們之間有1000步 的距離 你只要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其 餘的999步

第七句
為你的難過而快樂的 是敵人
為你 的快樂而快樂的 是朋友
為你的難過 而難過的 就是那些 該放進心裡的 人

第八句
就算是 believe 中間也藏了一個lie

第九句
真正的好朋友  並不是在一 起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起 就 算不說話 也不會感到尷尬

第十句
朋友就是被你看透了 還能喜 歡你的人

The Eye

Not trying to post scary story like the movie "The Eye". Found something in my mailbox today, i think it is useful for everybody especially those officer who sit day and night in office and students who look at computer for whole day.

I've been experienced it before while i still work in citi. Will painful eye every night. Here's some good way to protect your eye.

Specialist doctor called the termed as 20-20-20,

Step I :-

After every 20 minutes of looking into the computer screen, turn your head and try to look at any object placed at least 20 feet away. This changes the focal length of your eyes, a must-do for the tired eyes.

Step II :-


Try and blink your eyes for 20 times in succession, to moisten them.


Step III :-

If time permitting, walk about 20 paces in every 20 minutes. It help blood circulating.

I personally prefer to put some green plant on my work station, it not only good for eye yet can decorate my work station.

Eyes are mirror of our soul so must protect it :)