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龚芝怡明知我爱你

2011-05-02T15:34:00.000+08:00

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
但为何到如今我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你假装不在意
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

最動人的情話

2011-04-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

If i not found this from siu han, i think i'll forget abt my blog already because i not even can remember the url. Terrible...

When i read this, a lots of image come across my mind...how abt yrs?? I clearly know the message of Siu Han because i experienced it before..A lot of things would like to write, unfortunately time not allowed. I'm damn sleepy and I'm sick...I hope i can continue tomorrow but not after few months :)

這一生，你聽過最動人的一句情話是哪一句？

聽過太多，我都記不起來了。也許，不是我聽太多，而是我寫太多，混淆了。尋常生活裡，要找一句動聽的情話，那肯定不是「生死相許」這四個字吧？

一句情話是否在那一瞬間打動了你，從此刻骨銘心，得要看是誰說的，也要看是在什麼時候說。心情糟透了、忙得喘不過氣來的一刻，聽到「我愛你」，大概也感動不起來。氣在頭上、正想摔東西發洩，這時聽到「不怕，有我在！」，也許只想踹他。

不愛一個人，他說的「我愛你」就像一個不好笑的笑話。愛一個人，他說的最尋常的一句話，甚至是一句戲謔的俏皮話，也可能讓你眼含熱淚。

不愛他了，他卻說「我養你」，那一刻，只有感傷而沒有感動。愛著他，他不過說了一句：「這麼晚了，怎麼還沒吃飯呢？走！咱們吃飯去！」，你突然就感動得淚眼模糊。

愛情從來不公平，可又為什麼要公平啊？

Haih..............................not fair at all...........Hahahhaha..but what to do..Because ppl believe that work hard = with return..but this theory is not applicable to every situation..I'm still learning...

病情恶化

2011-01-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

今天得知病情恶化时我忍不住哭了。。在回家途中眼泪都不受我控制。我知道我有些悲观，甚至认为若病情恶化我也不想活了。。若我在高中生病时就走了，现在的我会怎样？那时我幸运的活下来了，现在的我应更努力的去面对。。我看我的生命线还蛮长的，所以我要更积极的去面对。。也许我很快的就康复了。。

愿神明保佑。。

sad

2010-12-06T23:43:00.001+08:00

nothing much to say but i'm very sad today...sad sad sad.......................
help me....................................

小嫺 - 愛情從未光臨

2010-10-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

我身邊有一些朋友和親戚，長得不錯，條件不錯，人也很好，可是，愛情要不是從未光臨就是很久沒光臨，上一次談戀愛，好像已經是上一個世紀的事。

眼看也許要孤獨終老，雖然只能坦然接受，但是，有時終究不明白命運的安排；尤其是眼看那些她們認識與不認識的女人，即使長得像阿凡達或是像豬頭，人也很討厭，卻有人愛，甚至愛到死心塌地。

多麼不公平啊？再怎麼豁達的女人，還是會有點不甘心。她們命裡五行不缺，金、木、水、火、土都齊全，就是欠了桃花。

我常常跟她們說，說不定她們前世是西門慶，配額已經用完了。所以，這輩子比較清閒。

當然了，假使不肯認命，跟自己說，好歹也要談一場戀愛，好歹也要嫁一次，於是像餓狼撲兔那樣，硬是要撲幾隻兔子看看，這樣的結局通常很糟糕，吃不到兔子，還重重摔一跤。

不管這生這世的姻緣是好是壞，姻緣的確是命中注定的。所有的緣份不都是這樣嗎？就像有些人出生在一個美滿的家庭，有些人來自破碎的家庭。姻緣也是一樣。這本來就是一個充滿遺憾的世界。然而，每一個遺憾，都使我們學會珍惜手上握著的幸福，也讓我們滿懷謙卑去探究命運的波譎雲詭。

萬一前世真的是西門慶或是潘金蓮，又或者是面首三千的武則天、喜歡玩弄愛情的絕世尤物，那麼，是不是就要忍受往後一千年的孤獨？抑或，要是在其中一輩子覺醒，也就能夠改變以後的命運？

Touch~~

败犬女王

2010-09-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

This term become very popular few years ago. It mean a woman who reach marriage age but still single.

I've lots of old sms which i still kept in my phone and i found a friend send me a message regarding this term. I feel that I definitely have this potential to become a 败犬. No, this is a fact. Ha! Due to this, I've to ensure that I have to perform better in other field of my life.

MACC

2010-08-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

This is another blog that I would like to comment about politic in Malaysia. I know there are lots of constraint in commenting in internet. My country is not as open as US or other developed countries. There are Multimedia Act and ISA to keep an eye on us. Ha!

Recently there are few actions from MACC eg, bring Dr Ling to drink coffee and Sime Darby's GM case. Beside this, they are taking ICAC (HK) as benchmark. The most funny thing is they use ICAC as benchmark but their action is not as transparent as them. There are too much power in MACC's hand. Can this call LPPL (talk = no talk, not sense)

I watched a local program in Astro yesterday. They interview the citizens of this lovely country. Their comments are as per following:-

1) They just make movies only.
2) All the Datuk, Politician sure won't get charged.
3) There are trying to do big things but not sure can work or not etc.

Ha! What a shame..Your peoples not even have confidence in you. Lastly i believe that the result would like other case, no story at the end or government will "control" the media.

Pity to Teoh Beng Hock.....who die in MACC's building......

当时 - 张信哲

2010-08-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

这把钥匙曾属于谁又是谁浏览过那栋房子的昼夜

我躲在已经泛黄的相片

怎么开始怎么流泪

这个酒馆有多少回

微醺了凌晨三点半镜子里的谁

到底该用什么样的方式

去告别用遗憾写完的那个故事

当时的爱太放肆撕裂了彼此原有的样子

以为紧紧相扣的手指却早已不是上帝给我们的恩赐

原来是当时的那种坚持并不是永远用不完的字

当我们变成一面镜子投射了彼此

才看到真实的样子

这个酒馆有多少回

微醺了凌晨三点半镜子里的谁

挥霍了所有年华和陶醉

我的孤单已然完美

I not sure whether it is a new song or not but i know this is the latest album of Jeff Chang. As usual, this is another touching song from him. I keep on repeat the songs for n times. Luckily nobody around me, if not they will thought something wrong on my radio :p

Highly recommended song if you are Jeff's fans. Nice to listen at midnight when you are alone or when you feel sad..

蔡依林-柠檬草的味道

2010-08-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

柠檬草的味道

他们猜我们后来有没有再见
离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天
对自己我终于也诚实了一点
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草
心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线
我们都没错只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
总是要过去以后才了解
突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面
我们都没错只是不适合
亲爱的我当时不懂得
选择是我的不是你给的
明天自己负责
给昨天的我一个拥抱
曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑
谢谢你谢谢你
我尝过爱的好
我们都没错只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
我要的我现在才懂得
选择是我的不是你给的
幸福要自己负责
错过的请你把握

I feel that this song is describing my current feeling. Although the story line is different with my current situation. From the day i made up my mind to reallocate, our nightmare beings. We are choosing different path for our future... You have the right to choose your way and I'll respect your decision. Although things might not as worse as what i imagine but my confidence is reducing. I like this phrase "快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责" a lot.

Will continue my story in future......no mood to type....but no matter what happen, I would like to say thank you and I hope that the worse scenario won't happen.

health tips

2010-07-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

神造人时给人体许多巧妙的安排，从身体的很多方面，我们都可以观察出自己健康的状况。只是很多时候我们都忽略了，现在让我们一起来看看，有哪些是你从来不知道的。

以长痘痘来说，有的人偶尔长一两颗，有的人长期为痘痘所苦。但你可知道，青春痘长的位置透露了健康的讯息？以额头来说，可能血液循环有问题，由于过于劳心伤神，所以脾气容易不好。应该睡眠充足、多喝水。

指甲则是人体另一个反应健康的地方。健康的指甲应该是淡粉红色的，且指甲板光滑、没有沟痕，韧度也要够，这些特点不妨自我检视看看。

如果指甲凹凸不平，且有沟纹，那堋可能要注意你的肝功能了。若是指甲容易破裂，是缺乏铁质，应该多补充深绿色叶菜、鱼类、豆类等。从指甲其实可以观察出许多疾病的征兆，应该利用修剪指甲时，慎重地检视一番。

而排泄物则是另一个显示健康状况的指标，不要嫌脏，每天观察一下，看看自己够不够健康。健康的排泄物是没有臭味的，如果吃多肉类、便秘时，都会产生强烈臭味。

除了从这些地方观察自己的健康，更要注意生理时钟，不要违背天然，才能让身体循环正常。例如凌晨一点到两点是肝脏排毒期，应该要让身体进入睡眠状态，才能顺利排毒。

总之，要有健康的身体，自己要做自己第一个医生，第一号的观察照顾者，这样才能健康又快乐。

1. 冒痘痘的位置与健康讯息　

冒痘痘的位置可能显示出身体的警讯，你知道吗？你可能　要看看是否真的该保养身体了。　　

额头

代表心火旺、血液循环有问题，可能是过于劳心伤神。这类的人脾气较不好，应养成早睡早起的习惯，睡眠充足，并多喝水。

鼻子

如果长在鼻梁，代表脊椎骨可能出现问题；如果是长在鼻头处，可能是胃火大、消化系统异常；若在鼻头两侧，就可能跟卵巢机能或生殖系统有关。

下巴

表示肾功能受损或内分泌系统失调。女生容易下巴周围长痘痘的可能是月事不顺所引起的。

左边脸颊

可能是肝功能不顺畅，如肝脏的分泌、解毒或造血等功能出了状况。

右边脸颊

可能是肺部功能失常。

2. 如何检视指甲的健康　

指甲的生长夏天比冬天快，手指甲又比脚指甲快，且健康情况也会在指甲上显现哦！所以快检视一下，你的指甲健不健康。

指甲色泽

通常是淡粉红色，但若太常使用指甲油、去光水，也会使指甲变黄。

指甲的韧度

用其他手指按压指甲尖端，若能略为弯曲表示硬度刚好，若太软也表示指甲不健康。

指甲板是否光滑

有时从侧面观看会发现沟痕，那就要多滋养指甲，让情况改善。

周围皮肤

指甲周围皮肤若是过于干燥、粗糙，就要利用按摩与保养，改善情况。

3. 指甲的病征　

指甲可以反应健康状况，观察指甲的变化，可以了解身体有哪些病征。

指甲过白

慢性贫血或肝、肾有问题。

白斑

缺乏锌，可由海产类、菠菜、菇类、五　类、葵瓜子等摄取补充。

容易破裂

缺乏铁质，可由深绿色叶菜类、鱼类、豆类、五　类等补充。

指甲过黄

缺乏维他命E ，也可能是淋巴系统、呼吸系统有问题。维他命E 可由深绿色蔬菜、水果中摄取。

凹凸不平

若还有出现一条条的条纹，可能是肝不好。

4. 如何从唇色观察健康状况

健康的唇色是粉红色的，如果唇色不正常，可能是健康状况不好哦！

唇色苍白

若指甲、眼睑也苍白，可能有贫血。

唇色青紫

若非因为气温过于寒冷，有可能是有贫血、心脏方面问题。

唇色淡黄

若脸色、眼白一样呈黄色，可能是肝功能不好。

唇色红紫

若非发烧或一氧化碳中毒，就可能有心脏病、肺病、心脏衰弱等问题。

5. 从排泄物看健康　

许多人排出的大便有强烈的臭味，其实如果吃多了肉类、便秘时、肠胃道老化都会有此现象。你可以从排泄物观察出自己的健康情况哦！

份量

每次以两三条为适量。

形状

直径两三公分的条状为佳，过软或呈颗粒状则表示肠子有老化状况。

气味

正常者应没有强烈的味道，若有□ 臭味、焦臭味、腐败味，则是有肠老
化现象。

颜色

黄色为正常，颜色愈深表示肠老化状态愈严重。

硬度

排便时若无压迫感或泻肚子状态则为正常。

6. 生理时钟表　

身体都有生理时钟，不同时间有不同工作，应该配合生理时钟，才能有健康身体哦！　

时段

时期

工作

午夜 12:00 ~ 1:00

浅眠期

多梦而敏感，身体不适者易在此时痛醒。

凌晨 1:00 ~ 2:00

排毒期

此时肝脏为排除毒素而活动旺盛，应让身体进入睡眠状态，让肝脏得以完成代谢废物。

凌晨 3:00 ~ 4:00

休眠期

重症病人最易发病的时刻，常有患病者在此时死亡，熬夜最好勿超过这个时间。

上午 9:00 ~ 11:00

精华期

此时为注意力及记忆力最好，且工作与学习的最佳时段。

中午 12:00 ~ 1:00

午休期

最好静坐或闭目休息一下再进餐，正午不可饮酒，易醉又伤肝哦！

下午 2:00 ~ 3:00

高峰期

是分析力和创造力得以发挥淋漓的极致时段！

下午 4:00 ~ 5:00

低潮期

体力耗弱的阶段，最好补充水果来解馋，避免因饥饿而贪食致肥胖。

下午 5:00 ~ 6:00

松散期

此时血糖略增，嗅觉与味觉最敏感，不妨准备晚膳来提振精神。

晚上 7:00 ~ 8:00

暂憩期

最好能在饭后30 分钟去散个步或沐浴，放松一下，纾解一日的疲倦困顿。

晚上 8:00 ~ 10:00

夜修期

此为晚上活动的巅峰时段，建议您善用此时进行商议，进修等　要思虑周密的活动。

晚上 11:00 ~ 12:00

夜眠期

经过镇日忙碌，此时应该放松心情进入梦乡，千万别让身体过度负荷，那可得不偿失哦！

ACCA P1 June 2010 tips

2010-06-11T10:31:00.002+08:00

To my dear friends who are taking P1 next week, some tips to share with you all. I get this from a lecturer.

Open tuition has spotted the following for JUNE 2010 P1 ACCA paper

1. Something to do with External and Internal Actors – Student Accountant Article from August 2009 . Scenario involving chair who is also chief exec, too few neds, domination by one person and ineffective other board members. Role of Corporate Governance and critical commentary about why this company fails and how it could improve. 5 marks worth of definition about transparency and integrity
2. Report ( or memo ) requiring identification of business risks and recommendations of how to best manage those risks
3. Role, function and responsibilities of internal auditors and maybe a comparison with external auditors
4. Scenario question with some very questionable ethical activities – maybe incorporating problems for both directors and auditors

Which is quite reliable, given the fact that some of the article issues should be examined, I would advice a full coverage of all the articles

BPP has provided the following tips for JUNE 2010 P1 ACCA exam:

• Corporate Governance. Governance underpins the P1 syllabus so you can expect detailed questions on principles-based systems such as the UK Combined Code (2006). Make sure that you fully understand the role and responsibilities of directors (both executive and non executive), and how good governance structures help to reduce risk. Remember that you may need to discuss the various committees recommended as part of best practice, and the disclosures required by the Turnbull report.
• Risk Management. Typical risk management questions often require you to identify specific risks in a given scenario, and then suggest how the organisation might seek to respond to those risks. You may also need to give your opinion on the risks, so key models that are highly examinable are the risk mapping matrix and the ‘TARA’ response model.
• Control Systems. In order to respond to risks, organisations will implement a range of controls. You need to be able to suggest suitable controls in a given context, and show that you know the difference between the control environment and control procedures. Questions in internal control may also cover internal audit, as this is an integral part of both risk management and control.
• Ethics. Ethics questions invariably require candidates to related their opinions or ideas to key theories. Remember that personal ethics relate to how we behave or choose to behave, and key schools of thought include Deontology (duty) and Telelogy (Outcome). Kohlberg’s model of ethical development is highly examinable, and questions may ask you to recognise where a particular individual fits into the model. Professional ethics is concerned with following an ethical code of conduct, and questions may ask you to evaluate an accountant’s actions.
• Corporate Social Responsibility. Organisations have a wider duty to stakeholders. This area is always highly examinable, and questions frequently ask candidates to refer to the Gray Owen Adams model, when identifying how an organisation should choose to behave.

Good luck :)

you are what you love

2010-06-05T11:01:00.002+08:00

Few days ago, i just said that i want to be wind so i can go to every place i like and i would like to be cloud so i can go to sky and beneath the world...Today i found this from my dear author.

有句話說：”you are what you eat ”，人如其食，你吃什麼，你就像什麼。

那麼，是否也可以說：”you are what you love ”？

人如其愛。

你愛什麼，你就像什麼。

你愛的一切就像你。

你愛什麼，你就像什麼。我們所愛的一切，一花一木，都是自我的延伸，是內心的表徵。

你愛什麼人，你也就是什麼人，你會跟你所愛的人變得愈來愈像。你總不能說：「我愛他，但他不是我的品味。」

為什麼不愛別人，惟獨愛他？是際遇嗎？可這際遇是怎麼來的？是不是物以類聚？還是在茫茫人海中我們找到遺失了的另一半？我像他，他也像我，只是我們看起來也許完全不像。

有些愛會隨著時日與年紀改變，有些不會。無論我愛過誰，是對或錯，都是那時候的我，我無法否認。要是沒有學懂什麼，曾經的錯愛也就沒有任何意義。

一旦學懂了，才可以告訴自己，從今以後，要愛一個更好的我。

I love freedom, i like to do whatever i like........I don't like rules....I like principles........I want be a happy person........I wan to go..pls don't stop me from doing things which i would like to try and take risk..sorry......

Jay Chou: 说了再见

2010-06-02T09:43:00.002+08:00

Phew! nice song! Jay Chou is back! This song is very touching, he did a great job. I like it so much..Let's enjoy! :)

　　天亮了　雨下了　你走了
　　清楚了　我爱的　遗失了
　　落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
　　想要放　放不掉　泪在飘
　　你看看　你看看不到
　　我假装过去不重要　却发现自己办不到
　　说了再见　才发现再也见不到
　　我不能就这样失去你的微笑
　　口红待在桌角　而你我找不到
　　若角色对调你说好不好
　　说了再见　才发现再也见不到
　　能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
　　说好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
　　再次拥抱一分一秒都好
　　天亮了　雨下了　你走了
　　清楚了　我爱的　遗失了
　　落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
　　想要放　放不掉　泪在飘
　　你看看　你看看　看不到
　　我假装过去不重要　却发现自己办不到
　　说了再见　才发现再也见不到
　　我不能就这样失去你的微笑
　　口红待在桌角　而你我找不到
　　若角色对调你说好不好
　　你的笑　你的好　脑海里　一直在绕
　　我的手　忘不了　你手的温度
　　心碎了一地　捡不回从前的心跳　伤心过去我无力逃跑
　　说再见　才发现再也见不到
　　能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
　　说好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
　　再次拥抱一分一秒都好

Copy this from BAIDU..good description :p

　　歌曲《说了再见》收录在周杰伦第十张个人专辑《跨时代》。《说了再见》是传统的“周氏”情歌，曲风舒缓、委婉，很有周杰伦的味道。
　　周董于日前表示，《说了再见》将会是李连杰最新影片《海洋天堂》的主题曲。这样的新闻一出，直接的改变了对于这样一首歌的定位。从《海洋天堂》的本身剧情出发，父子情深的主题使的这一首歌由刚开始的情歌转换为一种亲情的不舍。如此的音乐很是配合于父子的主题。用说了再见来表现这样的情感，可以给人以多种的解读，不得不佩服一下写下如此好词的杰威乐员工。

　　周杰伦在为一款新电视产品代言活动上表示，今年没有拍戏工作，全身心投入到唱歌事业中。“不想让歌迷等太久”周杰伦如是说。距上一张专辑《魔杰座》已经一年多没有发片的周杰伦称新专辑将在5月推出，所有的录音工作已经完成，6月将举办演唱会。今年除了去年拍好的好莱坞电影《青蜂侠》周杰伦没有其他影视作品，也许是因为去年电影电视作品背了不少骂名的周杰伦又回到了老本行，“在音乐方面我还是比较自信的，我喜欢做第一的事。” 歌曲《说了再见》就是周董新专辑中的力作。周杰伦第十张个人专辑《跨时代》即将于5月中旬面世。

Bolehland - 17 A1's student failed 2nd yr university exam

2010-06-01T22:30:00.001+08:00

Just for sharing purpose...

Many of u may have seen this one b4 but anyway it's good to refresh in our ageing memory & constantly remind ourselves what BOLEHLAND can do & produce....

This is what “Boleh-land” can produce, students with straight A’s for up to 17 subjects but fail at university 2nd year exams. If she ever gets to be a medical doctor, don’t know who wants to be her patients. No wonder my elder son was sent on a wild goose chase just for a simple leg ligament tear case! 3 doctors had a look at his X-ray but all could not or dare not give a correct diagnosis of his case. Only the doctor at the private hospital could give us the assurance.

17 A's student failed 2nd-year university exam

"The roots of true achievement lie in the will to become the best that you can become..."

The Failure of Nur Who Scored 17 A's!

I was really shocked and speechless to be informed about Nur Amalina Che Bakri.

Nur Amalina had held briefly the record of the most A's scored in the Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia . Upon the announcement of results of SPM 2004 on 26 March 2005, she received 17 1As - a record for number of A's received by a student in the history of Malaysian education back then. She was sponsored by Bank Negara Malaysia to study medicine in the United Kingdom , and did her A-levels at the Cheltenham Ladies College in the UK .

Now I am informed that she had failed her second year medical study at the University of Edinburgh . What went wrong?

Could English language be the problem? We are going back to Malay medium again and that means trouble.

Another article by Dr. Hsu

I was told that one of the girls with the most number of A's, 17 A1's, in SPM and who is currently on a scholarship in UK to study medicine failed in her second year examination.

While passing and failing examination is part and parcel of a student’s life, this case is particularly alarming, as this is supposed to be our cream of the cream. There may be other reasons why she failed , but this case typifies the trend of many of our so-called ‘top scholars’ failing in overseas universities.

I have mentioned before that among my daughter ’s year doing medicine in University of Auckland , there were many JPA's scholars (more than 10). Only one graduated with the class. The rest have failed along the way and have to repeat the year which they have failed. Some have failed one year, passed on second attempt and then failed again in another year. It is not uncommon to have someone who failed a few times along the way.

These scholars are supposed to represent the cream of our students, and yet they struggled to get through the course.

We must find out the reasons why so many of these scholars fail when they are supposed to be the our top students.

Granted that in an examination, even a good student can do badly sometimes, but to have a disproportional high failure rate among the so called top students is alarming and cannot be attributed to ‘luck’ or the lack of it. Compare this with those on their fathers’ scholarship, very few of the latter group failed.

Is it because our marking system is at fault? Is there any differential markings of papers? Is our education system at fault?

I think the time has come to have a thorough re-examination of the whole education as well as the examination system.

It really reflects badly on our country when scholarship holders fail in their examinations at an alarming rate.

P.S. When a scholarship holder fails and has to repeat a year, it would cost the Country a lot of money which can actually be used to finance more students for study. Scholarship holders also live a life of relative luxury, compared to self-financed students, and they normally stay in the best hostels and many of them have cars and so on… SO the whole system of awarding scholarship should be reviewed too…

If the students scores an exemplary number of distinctions (A's in Malaysia ) in a public exam, they are considered the pinnacle of what the Country's education system is capable of producing. They are expected to go through tertiary education anywhere in the world with flushing success. So what could possibly have happened if they fail abroad?

Malaysia 's education system has always been a laughing stock. Based purely on numeric superiority and mindless rote learning methods that even the British has long abandoned decades earlier, Malaysia continues to believe that the more A's the students attain, the better equipped they are. It doesn't matter how they get the A's so long as the aim is to get them and get as many in the process. So if the students were to labour over numerous past year exam papers in the library, memorise the answers and focus only on what the teacher 'suggests' are likely to come out for the exam, that's all right by everyone. The education system doesn't teach the students to UNDERSTAND the material. It doesn't encourage proactive teaching methods that encourage students to discover knowledge but to merely be taught.

When a student with 17 Distinctions fail in the real world, it is not a surprise. Perhaps it is to many Malaysians, but it's a system that is waiting to reward its students with spectacular failure when they leave the shores and compete overseas or when they enter the workforce. Many organisations in the private sector have continued to be horrified at the performance of such students during interviews. Communication skills are absent Standard ethics are absent. Common courtesy codes are absent. Presentation skills as well as personal grooming are absent What has the education system taught them?

If Malaysia continue to embark on the road of plain numeric superiority instead of to challenge the students to think, provoke them to create their own opinions and to communicate expressively, to eloquently define their standing in the world, there can never be an international leader in any field or industry emanating from Malaysia . It never produced one in the last 20 years. It never will for the next 100 years.

p/s: Pls don't waste our tax payer money! Malaysia is going to bankrupt.

Top audit firm 2009

2010-05-23T23:05:00.001+08:00

Found this resources from a lecturer of ACCA. Although i don't have any fantasy to these firms but some of you may want to enter to this big firms after completing your ACCA :)

1- PWC =26.2 Billion USD

2-Deloitte =26.1 Billion USD

3-Ernest Young- 21.4 Billion USD

4-KPMG=20.11 Billion USD

The big 4 have been defined with close to 100 billion in gross fee collected

5-BDO= 4.9 Billion USD

6-Grant Thornton= 4.1 Billion USD

7-RSM International 3.8 Billion USD

The following are the second tier firms
Source of information regarding the fees - IAB 2009 and Accountancy age

The ranking has been the same for the year ending 2008 too.

The top 20 firms in the world according to Accountancyage is as follows:
* Baker Tilly
* BDO Stoy Hayward
* Bentley Jennison
* Deloitte
* Ernst & Young LLP
* Grant Thornton
* Hacker Young
* Horwath Clark Whitehill
* HW Group
* Kingston Smith
* KPMG
* Mazars
* Menzies
* Moore Stephens
* PKF
* PricewaterhouseCoopers
* Saffery Champness
* Smith & Williamson
* Tenon
* Vantis

世博开幕不及16天　大马馆弊端显现

2010-05-16T16:29:00.003+08:00

世博会开幕不及16天，大马馆就出现多处弊端。

无法突出主题

参观了大马馆的董总主席叶新田和教总主席王超群说，大马馆算是颇有特色，但是在突出多元文化方面仍有不足之处，尤其强调着“一个大马”的大马馆，并没有充份展现大马华裔、印裔的特色。

尤其是在全世界的人都在为世博会主题：“城市，让生活更美好”提出对未来城市的向往理念时，我们的国家仍然停留在“血拼天堂”。

当新加坡馆在提出“城市交响曲”时，以水和花园作为未来城市的元素时，原本属大马美食强项的海南鸡饭成了新加坡馆的卖点。

附近的印尼馆，以“印尼生态化城市，多样化城市”作为主题，展示其生活方式、文化和经济增长。

以竹林和瀑布向世界展示城市人与自然、人与人的和谐共存，曾经七次下南洋的郑和雕像，也住进了印尼馆。

以米南加保牛角作为设计的大马馆，则鹤立鸡群，走“血拼”路线，卖的是鳄鱼皮制品、巧克力、ali cafe、不锈钢珠宝装饰、美容保健品、国家画廊的艺术品、纪念商品等。

展示的，是各族服装、F1的电视荧幕、人造的热带雨林、人造的双峰塔、槟城马六甲文化遗产的图片、人手雕刻品、峇迪布彩绘过程、燕窝、人造油棕树、皇家雪兰莪锡产品、一间室内家具设计、一只供旅游拍照的大猩猩洋娃娃、10对天然胶手套和两张按摩椅。

大马馆的主题是和谐生活，融洽马来西亚。

然而，真正的主题是什么？借用一个大马留学生的说话：大马馆像是购物广场。

舞蹈员不足

在开幕礼当天，大马馆呈现的各民族舞蹈让人留下深刻印象，那是让我国引以为傲的“民族舞蹈表演”。

当天，吸引了很多参观者的要求合照。

然而，在开幕礼之后却面对多方问题，尤其是少了笑容、多了倦容的舞蹈员。

指的不是舞蹈员的不尽责，而是原本已经准备了40多名舞蹈员，其中包括在上海生活的大马太太、留学生等，但是因为申请准证的疏忽，至今仍无法进入大马馆表演。

所以，只剩下几个从大马飞过去的舞蹈员，独撑大局，其中数名舞蹈员撑得边吃药边跳舞。

相比起附近的纽西兰馆呈现的“毛礼舞”，其古朴神秘的毛利舞蹈、粗犷高亢的唱诵祝福、象征彼此信任的碰鼻礼、舞台上数十人的热情欢愉和笑容，让现场人也随着起舞，借用张学友和郑中基的“一边是热情，一边是冷场”。

解说员素质差

已经开幕近16日的大马馆，严重缺乏的是解说板和解说员。

比较起其他展览馆的工作人员和解说员，我馆相对地缺乏自家子民。

据《光华日报》访问了一名不愿意透露名字的大马人，他说大马馆缺乏市场敏感度，因为访客大部份都是中国人，以中文为主。

然而大马馆却没有充足的中文咨询，同时解说员的素质也很有问题。

举个例子，大马馆分为上下层，楼上有一角落是专门摆设室内用具，将现代式的设计风展现人前，里头摆设的电子产品都是国内品牌。
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从楼台设计摆设，到浴室方面的设计都很摩登。

问，为什么要展示浴室内的浴缸？一名中国志愿者答：这是为了要展示大马中上阶层人士的生活。

另外，在大马馆内有数名大马人现场示范雕刻和峇迪彩绘。

访问了一名中国参观者对于大马馆的看法，他说：很失望，因为本来想要来看马六甲和槟城这两个文化遗产区的详细介绍，结果只得几张照片几行字，也没有华裔解说员。

《光华日报》记者在馆内参观时亲眼见到一个笑话。

两名年约60岁的中国夫妻问现场的雕刻员有关雕刻的问题时，该雕刻员淡淡的抬头然后以英文回话。

现场马上出现了鸡同鸭讲的场面。不消20秒，该对夫妻就转头走人，然后抛下一句：“怎么这里都没有一个懂华文的人啊！”

资源短缺

在拜访大马馆长施月季的时候，她则坦诚在一些地方的确需要改进，而且还将弊端即时记录，她说希望讲问题提呈以后，能够有所改善。

馆长自己也承认，开幕礼当天的节目呈献不太理想，因为人力、财力和物力的考量，所以只得从中国当地请来舞狮助兴。

在开幕礼之后的数天，情况同样没有获得改善。

甚至，在魏家祥到访大马馆之际，还出现馆长施月季要求援助的请求。

当时，施月季要求华社协助安排二十四节令鼓和高桩舞蹈狮的表演。

大马“美”食?

当新加坡馆在展示海南鸡饭、印尼馆在热销黄饭的当儿，大马美食厅同样也有著名的“Nasi Lemak”、“鸡骨茶”和“拉茶”等。

唯，苍蝇也有很多只，因为少人光顾。坐在餐厅处的，大部份都是捧着可口可乐，因为在等人，所以先喝冷饮解渴。

别说外人，就连部长黄燕燕在开幕礼之后吃了大马馆的美食Nasi Lemak时也摇头。

魏家祥：大马人想时　中国人已走到

在马青总团长拿督魏家祥拜访复旦大学之际，一名大学生提出“大马馆没主题、像购物广场”的疑问时，引起小尴尬。

当时，一名在该大学念政治系的大马学生黄家俊说了一段话：大马人抱着狭窄的眼光看世界，当上海学生在谈论中美关系、台湾防卫的时候，大马留学生则在喝茶谈论谁谁谁的是非。

就国际之间的问题，也常常就马新、马泰之间的小课题争论不休，而非针对东南亚地区、亚洲、甚至是地球村提出有建设性的说话。

就连教育部副部长魏家祥自己也说，他参观世博会时，看到一个现象。

他说，中国人想得快也走得快，让大马人在想完的时候，中国人已经走到了……

副部长也举了一个排队论作为例子：在世博会看到很多人排队，也有很多人看到长龙就掉头走。

这就是等待机会和冲向机会的差别了。而大马人抱着的心态，就是等待机会。

马青观光团　半数人失望

随马青主办的“走，到上海世博看世界”的观光团到世博会看世界的团员，有170人。

其中，一半以上的人都对祖国感失望。

其中一名来自槟城的马华党员在离开世博会的时候说，对于大马馆失望和无奈。

失望，是因为凭马来西亚的能力，其实有很多人才和足够的能力物力将自家的优点展示世人眼前，然而却因为一些人为的因素而告失败。

无奈，是因为不敢说太多话，不敢向有关当局反映看法，因为担心受对付，所以只好把“爱之深、责之切”的无奈往心里吞。

I believe that whoever read newspaper will see this news. After reading it, only 1 word appeared in my mind - Disappointed! I wonder are the peoples still celebrating the by election or preparing the by election in Sibu until neglect a good chance to promote Malaysia to the world. If this incident persist, how we achieve our Vision 2020!

I love my country, I support Lee Chong Wei instead of Lin Dan! But i really hope that our beloved government don't ever hurt our heart anymore.

I'm not economist or analyst. I'm just a normal citizen who love this country. The following are my views only, not a professional view. I'm using JS and W PESTEL analyst to view our macro economic.

Political
Generally i personally feel that BN still powerful as there are cash rich compared with PKR. Due to this, i expect that Malaysia political point still strong and stable. (you know, i know, what the tactics been used to chinese school) Beside the educated urban people, most of the citizen still support them. I personally feel that PKR won't able to take over the government in the next election. I scare of ISA, so can't write more :p We not really have freedom on this issue.

Environment
Our beloved country has a strategic location with lots of natural resources eg palm oil, rubber, petroleum etc. The weather is good and free from earthquake, volcano etc.

Social
Basically, our citizens are educated and know lots of language. Basic command of English and Mandarin is an easy job to most peoples.

Technology
Our technology is not as good as US, Europe, Japan but we are improving.

Economical
Overall our unemployment rate still consider relatively low. Inflation rate is acceptable. Ringgit value is consider cheap.

Legal
I dare not to comment more on this issues too, scare of ISA for another time. Sensitive issue. If you follow the news of Raja Petra, you will know how sad story to him and his son who can swallow a blade in prison to commit suicide. Scary.. Wonder how he can get a blade, curious huh!

From the reason news showed that there are lots of foreign funds in Asia BUT our country is no longer attractive to them. WHY? Our country has lots of favourable factors compared with Singapore, Thailand etc. What's wrong to our country??

Back to the news above, actually our country has lots of things to promote, we have different types of people, different culture and background. Malaysia = shopping paradise? That's all? If they really think of this then i gonna be disagree. or me, a shopping paradise gonna be Thailand, Hong Kong, Taiwan, some even say Jakarta is better than KL. So this still a selling point?? Since we already loss so much FDI, why not use this chance to promote Malaysia to the world? UMNO, MCA, MIC, please do something to win our vote in next election..Please...I hope that you can make us proud as Malaysian.

在一起...

2010-05-09T21:35:00.001+08:00

touching story from siu han.........

愛是不是等於每天思念你的次數？

是不是等於為你微笑的總和？

是不是把我為你流過的眼淚統統加起來？

是不是看看我能夠為你減去多少自私？

是不是用你帶給我的快樂除去你留給我的孤獨，看看還剩多少？

抑或，愛是在無數失望之後還有多渴望與你長相廝守？

誰又能為愛情下一個定義？

每個人的愛情，縱有許多相同，終究是不一樣的。

愛的方程式，不是算術的方程式，而是雙方、旅程、形式。我和你，會用什麼形式一起走完這段人生客旅？是戀人？是夫妻？還是浮不上面的情人？

有一天，你驀然發現，愛只有一種形式，這種形式只有三個字，不是「我愛你」，不是「對不起」，而是「在一起」。

是跟你在一起的感覺勝過千言萬語，是覺得有個人在心中在身邊的踏實和幸福，那個人不是別人，只能是你，相顧微笑，伸手可及。那份親密超越了肉欲，比它更深入，伴隨著溫暖的震顫直搗靈魂，駐守在彼此心底最私密之地，相濡以沫。

What is your feeling after reading this article?

真命天女

2010-05-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

Another nice article from siu han..

我們總是在尋覓真命天子，可是，我們又是否某人的真命天女？

如何得知這個人就是我的真命天子？又如何得知我就是這個人的真命天女？想要尋找答案，同樣不容易。

如何定義真命天子和真命天女？是一生最愛的那個還是長相廝守的那一個？

真命天子是不是必然會遇上真命天女？

我們是某人的真命天女，他又是否我的真命天子？

在愛情的領域裡，沒有一個人想成為次選，也沒有一個人想與次選終老，可是，並不是每個當事人都那麼不幸，知道自己是次選，大部分人只會天真地堅信自己是首選。在這個節骨眼上，人又為什麼要太聰明和太清醒？

如此難得，我們才會如斯渴望成為某人的真命天女。我要怎樣才知道我是你的真命天女？是被你長久地愛著，始終離不開嗎？是始終被你思念著，直到死亡把我們分開嗎？是被你愛到無法無天，不管我有多麼差勁，你還是捨不得丟下我嗎？抑或是有一天，你問自己，誰是一生最愛和最難割捨的，你會知道是我，你會帶著微笑撫愛我倆的回憶？

愛情是一場際遇。如許際遇，是幾生幾世的因緣和合？但是，至少，於這一生，讓我成為我所愛的那人的真命天女吧

感觉、恋爱、爱情???

It caused me think of 真命天女 acted by SHE... Everyone of us is looking of our soulmate...You found yours?

记事本

2010-04-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

An old song which i listen recently.......

陈慧琳
记事本

翻开随身携带的记事本
写着许多事都是关于你
你讨厌被冷落
习惯被守候
寂寞才找我
我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久
想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
日记本里页页执着记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反覆骗着我
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过
我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久
想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
日记本里页页执着记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反覆骗着我
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过

第29屆香港電影金像獎得獎名單

2010-04-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

入圍獎項電影 / 得奬者／片名

最佳電影
《十月圍城》

最佳導演
陳德森
《十月圍城》

最佳編劇
羅啟銳
《歲月神偷》

最佳男主角
任達華
《歲月神偷》

最佳女主角
惠英紅
《心魔》

最佳男配角
謝霆鋒
《十月圍城》

最佳女配角
葉璇
《意外》

最佳新演員
李治廷
《歲月神偷》

最佳攝影
黃岳泰
《十月圍城》

最佳剪接
志良、陳志偉
《竊聽風雲》

最佳美術指導
麥國強
《十月圍城》

最佳服裝指導
吳里璐
《十月圍城》

最佳動作設計
董瑋、李達超
《十月圍城》

最佳原創電影音樂
金培達、陳光榮
《十月圍城》

最佳原創電影歌曲
歲月輕狂（李治廷主唱）
《歲月神偷》

新晉導演獎
張經緯
《音樂人生》

終身成就奬
劉家良

專業精神奬
鄒林

最佳亞洲電影
《禮儀師之奏鳴曲》

最佳衣著
謝霆鋒、何韻詩

You and Me

2010-04-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed One thing remains
That they will always have each other
And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
Theres some kinda magic in the air

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park Enjoying the Day
And you can tell theyll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
You and me
You and me

星座

2010-04-16T00:14:00.001+08:00

12 星座代表的 "電器"~~會心一笑的準

牡羊座是【手提音響】（03/21~04/19）
牡羊男熱情開朗，牡羊女活潑直率，只要有他們在的場合，絕對少不了歡樂的笑聲。
如同開啟一台具有爆發力的手提音響，所到之處很難有人忽略他們的存在。
少根筋的牡羊座有著獨樹一幟的幽默感，神來一筆的接話常讓人笑到凍未條；而他們孩子氣的捉弄和調侃也常使人恨到牙癢癢。他們就像好幾千瓦的音響，只要跟他們混熟了，話匣子一開，保證全場歡樂起來。
當然，身為音響的他們可不只會製造歡聚的氣氛，別看他們在外總是一副好勇鬥狠的樣子，有時他們撒起嬌來，可是比鄧麗君的歌聲還甜蜜。而且牡羊們的脾氣一來，可是快到你難以招架。
可能他前一秒還在爆怒、不到五分鐘便煙消雲散。
和牡羊座相處就像聽一張混音的CD，大部分是快節奏的舞曲，有時會聽到兒歌或甜蜜呢喃的情歌，卻極少聽見心碎自憐的哀傷慢歌。
因為樂觀的牡羊們不太讓他人看見自己的負面情緒，即使有多不愉快的事，高唱幾首嘶吼的歌曲就可以當作發洩。
對他們來說，人生苦短，何必浪費時間在哀傷的旋律上？
自己的節奏自己掌握，這便是牡羊座為何是手提音響的原因。

金牛座是【縫紉機】 (04/20~05/20)
細心謹慎的金牛座，時常給人循規蹈矩的老實印象。
從小到大，無論是求學或是工作，牛兒們對於父母師長的期望總是全力以赴。
極具責任感的他們即使表現沒那麼突出，也至少可以維持一定的水平。
他們記憶力佳，做事細心，如同一台精緻的縫紉機，時常裁剪修改那些煩躁的、現實的生活。
有時，他們展現獨到的藝術天分，利用巧手裝扮家園和服飾；有時，他們用踏實和友善彌縫人際關係，讓身旁的人到窩心不已；有時，他們發揮天生的耐性和意志力，一針一線努力縫綴自己夢想的版圖。縫紉機般的牛兒們耐心十足，無論是適應新環境或是處理舊關係都相當有計劃及毅力。

牛兒們佔有慾強，有工作狂和愛情奴隸的傾向，他們隨時隨地都恨不得把工作和愛人都和自己縫的牢牢的，不願稍離半步。因為個性頑固又略帶完美主義，他們所下的決定，很難在短時間內更易，更不可能交出粗製濫造的作品。

金牛座是台富有品質保證、擁有超強記憶的縫紉機，只看你有沒有辦法和他一起堅持到底，一起完成他心目中美好踏實的藍圖。

雙子座是【PDA】 (05/21~06/20)
多才多藝又八面玲瓏的雙子座無疑是PDA的最佳代言人！
雙子座酷愛新鮮事物，患有資訊焦慮症的他們，不能忍受一成不變的生活、工作及人際關係。他們就像PDA，隨時都在update最新資訊，好讓他們的腦袋可以不停運轉、保持鮮。

他們把自己當作多用途的PDA，哪裡有好吃好玩的地點或是有趣的人事物，絕對逃不過雙子座靈敏無比的雷達。
也因為太過聰明和沒耐性，他們鮮少安於一段穩定持久的關係。
只要有機會一定會變花樣轉換心境，也因此招致花心善變的罪名。
其實要和雙子座建立長遠關係並不難，只要時常搜尋新知、試著適應他們有如新聞跑馬燈般的八卦快報，相信PDA般的雙子座絕對可以給你意想不到的腦內資訊革命。

巨蟹座是【冰箱】 (06/21-07/22)
巨蟹座善於保存記憶，無論是他人的或是自己的，他們總能在許久之後，一字不漏地端出那些塵封過往。他們就像冰箱一樣，慣於打包回憶到冷凍庫保存，生怕哪天遺忘了，往日年華也會被抹去。而且他們是頑固的，即使知道有些傷痛必須丟棄，仍會因不捨「緣分」的相遇，而執意保留一些傷心的過往。
但他們的效率卻不如記憶來得好，因為缺乏安全感，常常會將一件事反覆述說或叮嚀，形成一種令人抓狂的「嘮叨迴圈」。巨蟹座個性溫柔又細心，如同冰箱一樣，包容力強且善感，是許多人碰到低潮時第一個想傾訴的對象。
每當他們傾聽親友受的委屈，往往會比當事人還激動憤怒。不過，在感同身受的情緒之後，他們總有辦法說出許多撫慰人心的話語，例如一個友善的拍肩擁抱，或是「我會陪著你的」這類讓人倍感溫暖的溫馨力量。
當你的心靈寂寞空虛時可以打開「巨蟹冰箱」，他們對於自己人會毫不吝惜給予陪伴和慰藉，讓你得到有力的精神後援，更有信心面對接下來的挑戰。但若你想試著出清或改變巨蟹座的悲觀個性，很抱歉，冰箱再怎麼妥協還是有自己堅持的溫度。

獅子座是微波爐(07/23~08/22)
即使獅子座在團體裡再怎麼低調，他們眉宇之間所散發出的王者氣息仍不容他人忽視。天生愛照顧人的獅子座，有著輕鬆帶動團體氣氛的領袖魅力。
他們就像微波爐一樣，總能挑選適合的話題，讓冷卻的氣溫瞬間升高；體貼的獅子座時常會察覺到團體裡被冷落的成員，以誠懇的關心融化他們的害羞。
獅子座的熱情就像微波爐一樣，總能在最短的時間內讓他們所在的場合High起來。
面對愛情，獅子座也會以「微波爐般的精神」朝喜歡的對象進攻。
他們信仰一見鍾情的浪漫邂逅，一旦有感覺，便會使出渾身解數表達愛意，一分鐘也不會讓對方等。

不過，你可別誤會獅子座喜歡速食愛情喔！他們的熱情可是全年無休，只消一句膩人的情話，要他上山下海為你接送、買早餐都在所不惜。

不管你是害羞派還是沈默派，碰上電力十足的獅子座，就等著迎接熱烈開心的生活吧！

處女座是【吸塵器】 (08/23-09/22)
不論處女座再怎麼抗議，他們在一般人的印象裡仍是「龜毛、潔癖」。這兩個原罪常惹得處女座的人不敢承認自己的星座，就怕別人聽人覺得他們難相處。其實處女座的人仍不乏隨性又人來瘋的「High咖」，但不能否認他們仍有自己所堅持的「龜毛、潔癖」。
他們或許和你是無所不談的麻吉，但碰到家人的隱私時，仍會不著痕跡地竭力保護；他們或許房間和車廂亂得可以，但在選擇伴侶時，卻有著莫名其妙的潔癖。
他們會像吸塵器一樣，默默吸納親友傾吐的情緒，使人感到窩心。
韌性十足的他們，即使受到再不堪的傷害，在愛的感覺還在時，仍會堅持忍耐。
直到哪天吞忍不下對方的壞脾氣和糟個性後，才會選擇不發一語的離開。
要記得，處女座看起來再怎麼堅忍不拔，他們仍是需要他人關心的；再完美的吸塵器總有需要保養的時刻。

天秤座是【變壓器】 (09/23~10/22)
EQ很高的天秤座處事理性公正，碰到朋友和情人起爭執，他寧可力挺對的那方，也不願因為偏袒而犧牲正義感。天秤座對美感有獨到的見解，鑑賞力甚至到了前衛的地步，總能發覺他人所忽視的美麗。他們所稱許的「美」，不只是事物的外表而已，還可能是對方所散發出的均衡感、或是內在的氣質。
天秤座就像變壓器一樣，總能用溫柔的態度去體恤他人的作為。
無論碰到多麼極端的人，天秤座都會用他優雅包容的個性去調和彼此的落差。
變壓器般的天秤座是徹底的群居動物，和人群相處會讓天秤座感到被重視和自在，要是失去他能展現協調能力的舞台，蒙塵的他可是會一獗不振的。

天蠍座是【GPS衛星導航】 (10/23-11/21)
常有人說天蠍座愛報復，其實他們只是記憶力佳、直覺力好、比其他星座更不能忍受背叛。
對於心愛的親友戀人，他們可是會拋棄本性地傾注所有去付出，所以當遇到對方背叛的時候，那份受挫的羞辱感可是會讓平日看起來溫和的蠍子如火山爆發。
他們不見得會對背叛者展開報復，卻一定會傷心到讓自己遍體鱗傷。他們就像GPS衛星導航一樣，記得感情裡所有的點點滴滴，甚至會雞婆地為對方打點生活的一切。
因為缺乏安全感，他們需要對方主動告知去向好讓自己安心、他們需要經常地陪伴談話好讓自己平靜。
十分敏感的他們能在感情變質前便察覺不對勁；在對方說謊時一眼便看穿，其敏銳的程度如同腦海中安置了一具GPS，什麼把戲都逃不過他的法眼。
不要看天蠍座平時沈默寡言，他們可是安置了「字爆裝置」的GPS，千萬別接近失戀蠍子，小心被他們對情人叨叨不絮的控訴攻擊到無處可躲！

射手座是【跑步機】 (11/22~12/21)
熱力四射的射手座腳底簡直裝了馬達，一成不變的無聊事物會使他們抓狂，嚴肅的教條式生活會讓他們發瘋。

即使是在教室或辦公室等不能不裝乖的地方，人身馬蹄的射手座只要一抓到機會，仍舊會偷偷扭扭身子或藉故尿遁喘口氣。

就算不能動好了，他們也會盡情馳騁想像力，好在枯燥的環境中大口喘氣。
他們就像跑步機一樣，一動起來就非讓自己筋疲力竭不可，揮灑汗水和活動所帶來的刺激遠比什麼都來的重要。
也因此女生常會抱怨射手座的男友每天都跑得不見人影；而男生對於射手座的女友時而黏人、時而搞失蹤戲碼感到瞠目結舌。
如果你想親近射手座，最簡單的方式就是和他培養共同的興趣。
如果只是陪他出遊還不夠，得頭腦機伶些，好跟上他跳躍的思維談吐。
射手座是跑步機，他需要的伴侶是一個可以陪他一起跑、也可以有聊不完話題的對象。

魔羯座是【筆記型電腦】 (12/22-01/19)
不可諱言的，魔羯座絕對有「勞碌命」的傾向，只說他們是工作狂還不夠，因為他們對熱中的事物都會奮不顧身的投入，而這些事物不只是工作，還包括愛情、家庭以及他所珍視的嗜好。

所以常會看他為工作焚膏繼晷、為子女忙得團團轉、為嗜好廢寢忘食。他就像一台筆記型電腦，總是要求自己在各方面表現完美；看起來雖然嚴肅謹慎，卻有著特殊的幽默感。為了所愛的人會不遠千里相會、不厭其煩地照顧，也很願意嘗試新事物。
只要是他所愛的，幾乎到了有求必應的地步，簡直就像可以隨身攜帶的萬事通。
而魔羯座自己也很樂於當筆記型電腦，能讓他在工作時分身照顧家庭、顧及他的嗜好，對他來講根本就是夢幻得不得了的好事。
雖然魔羯座守舊固執，不過只要愛人跟他撒個嬌，想要update輕鬆一下，去逛街旅遊或談天，什麼他都會照單全收。
水瓶座是【電視】 (01/20~02/18)
水瓶座的人很懶。
他們變宅男，是懶得認路；
他們愛睡覺，是懶得花力氣想東想西；
他們說話直，是懶得跟你耍心機；
他們多管閒事，是懶得等不公平的事得到報應；
他們對很多事情都有興趣，是懶得將一件事研究地太專精。
他們理性又有同情心、善於說理又是某種程度的生活白癡。
他們就像電視一樣，看似穩重卻多變，時而嚴肅時而戲謔。
就像看電視久了會被影響，跟水瓶座相處久了，很容易感染他們無厘頭的邏輯。
他們對於自己的判斷能力很自豪，總能以自信的態度地剖析事情，即使漏洞百出。
即使如此，聽他說話的人仍會被唬得一愣一愣。
如同電視裡的肥皂劇，就算劇情再怎麼荒謬也還是惹人沈迷。
水瓶座的人思想自由、形象多變，就像電視，每一次見面就像轉台一樣，都讓你有不同的驚喜。

雙魚座是【數位相機】 (02/19~03/20)
回憶，是雙魚座最珍視的東西。
因為雙魚座入微的觀察力加上善感的個性，
使他們就算長大成人，對於童年的歡樂與傷痛仍歷歷在目；
觀察暗戀對象的一切到瞭若指掌的地步；
即使分手很久，也能對戀情的始末如數家珍。
他們耽戀於痛苦的回憶，因為這會讓他們變得與眾不同。
他們就像數位相機，詳實記錄發生過的點滴，也同時竄改一些不愉快的細節。
雙魚座喜歡將回憶塗鴉成想要的樣子：
想像暗戀的對方也喜歡他，
想像暗戀久了對方就會注意他，
想像分手過了很多年還會復合，
想像家庭不和諧是因為前世的因緣，
想像工作不順利是因為命運的捉弄……。
很多雙魚座會不自覺地將幻想的事當真，讓聽的人覺得他們謊話連篇，但他們也僅僅眨著閃閃動人的眼睛表達無辜之情。

我們最大的情敵

2010-04-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

Another article would like to share with you........

那天，朋友問我，愛情是不是一種習慣？

某程度上，它是的。也許應該這麼說吧，年深日久，兩個人的關係，會逐漸成為習慣。有些習慣是甜蜜的，有些習慣卻不，但是，都習慣了。

可惜，習慣是可以改的，有時候，也不由得你不去改。

習慣了一個人，習慣了他的性情，習慣了他的可愛和可恨，習慣了生活中有他，這一切一切，像血肉骨頭似的，並不是能夠像戒掉咖啡或是香煙那麼輕易地可以頭也不回就割捨。然而，曾經多麼深情的習慣，一旦無法不戒掉，那麼，歲月也會讓你逐漸習慣。

「我們最大的情敵，不是第三者，而是歲月。」這段文字寫在《貼身感覺》的封面，摘自書裡其中一篇散文。這是我第一本書，那時我比現在年輕多了。

那時我想，時間一長，漸漸沒那麼愛了，疏懶了，沒那麼珍惜了，那才容得下第三者。即使沒有第三者，有些愛情也許還是會隨著時間流逝，當你發現的時候，它已經悄無蹤跡，拉不回來了。

這麼多年過去，對於當初寫下的東西，我有了新的看法，歲月是兩個人之間最大的的情敵，它也是一個人最大的情敵，它會挑戰你曾誓死捍衛的愛情，嘲笑你的忠貞。

有些人以為沒有了對方不行，即使他有了第三者，即使他沒那麼愛她了，即使他總是對她說謊，她還是會等。可是，時間一長，竟然覺得好像沒那麼痛苦了，再也不會那麼失望了。這一切，原來是可以習慣的，只是當時無論如何不肯相信。

今天仍然跟他一起，只因為最愛的終究是他，但是，為了保護自己不受傷害，有時寧願離他遠些，把自己對他的感情封存起來。沒以前那麼在乎，再也不會像以前那麼愛他了，學著對他自私一點，原來也是可以習慣的。

不是曾經撕心裂肺地愛著這個人，甚至願意為他含笑飲毒酒嗎？有一天，沒那麼愛了，不是出現了第三者，而是那樣的愛漸漸被歲月消磨。

時間是多麼吊詭的東西？它使我們離不開彼此，它也磨滅了我們的愛。

逝水如斯，是不是可以同你一起跨越時間的浩海，在千百次的回眸中依然守候著彼此的身影，今生今世，除你以外，再也不要習慣別的人？我是希望如此，但是，我和你，誰又知道歲月是否肯讓我們如願？

very meaningful. Do you found yr right 1?

very meaningful 心中的答案

2010-04-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

一段愛情是不是可以開花結果，到底是緣份還是努力？其實我心中早已經有答案。

沒有緣份，怎麼努力還是不成。要是緣份注定了兩個人誰也離不開誰，那麼，想要分開也不行。

要努力才能夠守住的一段關係，也太累人了吧？何況，努力不見得就能夠留住一個人。愛要消逝的時候，千軍萬馬也攔不住。

當你愛一個人，你只需要拿出一點點努力。那份努力有若行雲流水，不著痕跡。你不覺得自己在遷就他，不覺得你為了他苦苦改變自己，也不覺得你為他捨棄了些什麼。他愛你，他為你做什麼都願意，都不苦。你做什麼他都覺得可愛，連別人看不到的優點，他都看得到。他就是那麼愛你。

直到一天，他沒那麼愛你了，你好像也不愛他了，曾經以為可以廝守到老，無奈只是擦肩而過，惆悵回首。愛情的消逝，也是了無痕跡。

仍需努力，是為了讓自己問心無愧。我努力過了，可惜我們的緣份比我們的生命短暫。

芸芸眾生，跟你有著廝守終生的緣份的，只能是世上其中一個人，其他的，唯有黯然下台。然而，今生廝守，注定我倆誰也離不開誰的這種緣份，到底是幸福的，還是也夾雜著淚水，苦樂參半？我沒有答案。

I'm back..

2010-03-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

I'm back..finally i'm back after 3 months..life still busy but i've decided to start my blogging life again...

As usual, i 3 8 with the 38 gong in weekend again. He is using this song as his caller ringtone. It sounds familiar but i can't remember the song until he told me..This is one of the songs which i always listen recently but i just don't pay attention on it.

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
困住人一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步
却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了
为什么我却只想要哭

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

你说做自己吧
我们都做回自己
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
终于分别夙命一样准确
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲
承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号
只有你能明了
过了这一夜
我就全忘掉

This is another sad song..why u like sad song so much? =)

You told me that i've sent you a new year card before but i really forget about it.
Do you still remember what you have brought me when u were in europe? ha..

Although that's only a small present but i like the San Francisco's gift most. It is with me all the while..

Thanks for giving me the bag in my bday..It is the most practical gift..

Anyway, the most precious gift is i've a fren like you..thanks for listening to me when i'm down and 38 with me..hope that ur dream will come true...u r a good person and you deserve for it. :)

thanks again.........lastly, don't simply say die die die la...i'll slap u 1..ha! I'm serious..

(p/s: do u know tat i'm writing abt u?)

I'm tired!!

2009-12-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

Feel so tired after exam but i still hang around in facebook + MSN. I'm sad due to my poor performing in exam. I know my main problem is poor time management. I spend too much time on a part which cause me lack of time for the remaining question. In addition my EQ is not high enough to control my panic.

Although i manage to answer all the question but i don't have confidence on my answer. I just do whatever i feel correct and i can do..

God, please po pi me to get 50%.

No mood to zz, no mood to work...no mood.........

stress......

2009-10-31T00:06:00.001+08:00

I'm very stress..stress..stress....

Can i survive? How many obstacles i've to o through? arrhh.......

Back~

2009-09-12T11:19:00.002+08:00

I've 1 month not update anything over here. Life starts busy nowadays..Work + study...

Planned to write something here on 090909 but i end up just forget it. :p I remembered that during 060606, i told my friend that i wan to engage in 090909 but i just busy with my work on that day, not even celebrate this special day with my bf :p haha..
Sometime i feel that i'm bad because i always busy with my own stuff and not really spend time with bf, don't wonder his friend claimed that i'm not serious. Ha! Anyway, i'm just not a superman, i can't do everything in 1 time. Just be myself! Prioritise!

I'm not happy

2009-08-12T11:32:00.001+08:00

I'm walking at the T-junction..don't know which way gonna be my way. Somebody please give me a hand or show me the road.

123456789

2009-08-07T22:36:00.001+08:00

Today, (Friday) the 7th of August 2009, you lived through two unique moments of the Gregorian calendar.

Today afternoon at 12:34:56pm and at 12:34:56am the figures come up as 123456.

The figures 789 are for the date 7th, the month of August 8 and the year 2009.

Run in sequence it becomes 123456789.

You can live through it again if you live for a 100 years from now when it will be 2109, with the same time and date.

Not a new post!

2009-08-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

Think of something accidentally..You can bluff the whole world but you can't bluff yourselves. I can tell the whole world that I'm OK and make fun with them..but i know my feeling inside my heart...Deep inside my heart.

Listening to Jazz.....and is time to face the problem POSITIVELY.

Abnormal

2009-08-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

Write 2 blogs within few hours..haha..When I don't have mood to write, there are no new post for around a month. :p Mayb I can qualified under abnormal category.

Maybe I'm quite free today and not in good mood. Everybody is happy out there because today is my bro's convocation but I'm alone at home. In this kind of situation, i prefer to stay alone, at least i got chance to cool down and clear my mind. I know I've to wait and can't be keep on pressing myself but I'm just a normal human in certain extend. I scare that I can't handle "double attack".

Stay positive please! Just wait patiently and things might be good and not as worth as I think. Remember what you've read in "the secret"? As long as you think positively then good things will come to you...so you must control your anxiety. Positive! You can choose to have a joyful or unpleasant day. Cheer up~ I can overcome it, I can make it!! Positive!!

If you feel that the more you study then you can release yourselves then just go ahead.

(P/s: For those who want to leave a negative comment, please GO AWAY!)

07.08.09

2009-08-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

Today is my bro's convocation. Congrats ken, graduate lo..haha..Feel a bit sad because i fail to attend your convocation but i think it gonna be a great day not only to you but all our family members. We love you!!!

I went for second interview just now. In certain extend, i'm not that honest, ha! Anyway. I blame myself for not selling myself very good. I should perform better. :( What to do, over already..just wait for 2-3 weeks then i'll know the result...God, please po pi me :p

深情我欠得起

2009-07-13T23:37:00.002+08:00

good things to share...i still remember that a guy asked me to repay him after i rejected him. I'm very angry that time and feel that know a person like him is the most unlucky incident in my life. Things changed better now but when i see this article, i think of him again- a guy who ask me to repay him!

by 張小嫻

欠了別人的人情，總有一天是要還的吧？天底下沒有免費午餐，只是，人有時會一廂情願，或者心存僥倖，天真過了頭，以為大大小小的人情債沒有需要償還的一天。

你欠的人情有多大，你要還的人情也就有多大。

我不喜歡欠人家人情。深情我欠得起，人情倒是我欠不起的，要欠我寧願欠感情的債。

世上有那麼多的人，誰要你偏偏愛上我？如果是命中注定，這筆債倒不是我欠你，說不定是你前世欠了我呢。前世你是我放生的白狐，今世你在我腳邊廝磨，難得今生可以再見到我，來向我報恩，你該感謝我為你圓夢才是啊。

就算不相信前世今生，愛情又何曾公平？

有些女人埋怨男人耗掉她的青春，話不能這麼說，男人的青春也是青春，保養得不好的男人例外。

愛情永遠沒法衡量誰賺了誰又虧了，兩個人為什麼要恨恨地數傷口，然後說：「我有六十二個傷口，但你只得五十七個！」，相愛的那個過程，你也是享受過的吧？

有一天，緣盡了，不要去計算誰欠了誰。都是自願的，憑什麼說：「如果不是你，我會比現在幸福，會比現在過得好！」這些苦澀而沒意義的話？如果不是我，你也有可能是一片空白。

江湖再見的那日，別問是緣還是債。情本來就是債，只是，我們往往要等到情盡的那天才恍然。

The reason of being a failure..

2009-07-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

A always claims that being failure in relationship with people around.I still can't get a job currently is due to economy downturn. Everything has a reason.

Actually i observed A recently, finally i found out the reason. Communication skill. A totally lack of this skill. For this area, no one can help beside yourself. What i can say is beware of your words, every words have been spoken gonna be no return. Art of words is important.

I've told A about this, hope that this can help up a bit. Take care and all the best to you.

(p/s: actually i quite beh tahan sometimes too..wan to slap A)
A, paiseh ya.. :p come, let me slap..haha..

I CAN DO IT!!

2009-07-10T01:10:00.002+08:00

Every success person faces a lot of obstacles before they success. It is applicable to my case too. I strongly believe that. It is just the matter of time, I know that I no longer the old me. I equipped myself with better knowledge and understanding compared the previous me. People might dunno about my change, they don't see it not because I'm not good, but is the current economy.

Anyway, the small obstacle don't beat me down. I gonna be stronger and prove to them that they have made a wrong decision.!

Just wait and see the new me! U gonna drop your spec. Stay tuned!

I'm waiting..waiting...wait.........

2009-06-25T23:18:00.005+08:00

When my phone ring, I'll become very exciting. I hope that some companies are calling or C calls me. After interviewed on Monday, I'm so keen that HR will call me. I hate this kind of feeling, feel like the poison is killing me softly. I understand that i should enjoy this moment, after i start to work, i gonna miss it very much. Actually I try to enjoy it by watching dramas, hang out with friends and spend my time with him but i know that i can't always in this kind of phenomena. Beside study, i need my career too. I'm not that kind of person that waiting my husband to rear me, good career gives me lot's of satisfaction. I don't mind to go for extra miles, as long as there's good return.

Another time i feel that dizzysoldercrunch will understand my feeling :p Haha..paiseh ya, always talk about you in my blog :p

I tell myself, just do whatever you can do now, god will arrange for me. Stay positive!

Tomorrow is Friday, 1 week gonna over d......and i still waiting..................................wait...........wait.....wait.......

I'm back!!

2009-06-20T23:23:00.003+08:00

Yeah..back to my blog!! I've long time don't post any post already.

I would like to say congratulation to dizzysoldercrunch, finally you can walk out from the nightmare. Hope that i can follow your footsteps very soon, keen to have a new life and new start. Wish you all the best in your future undertaking and can kao 1 mui mui zai over there. Keke! :p

Lastly, would like to wish all daddy in these world happy father day :)

Hmm...

2009-05-14T17:37:00.002+08:00

Actually i got lots of things to write here..unfortunately I'm damn busy nowadays :( Exam in next month..busy..super busy..Hope that this semester can perform well and pass all my papers. (I'm not greedy :p)

In short, there are lots of happy stuffs and unhappy stuffs. Anyway, I'm quite happy although there are some incidents caused me mad..haha..I'm relief because i'm quite tired with those never ending story. Finally come to the end and can have a brand new days..And it is a wonderful day..yahoo! :p

Wish me full of lucks in next month. God po pi me...

鱼 fish.....

2009-04-19T09:46:00.000+08:00

我坐在椅子上
看日出复活
我坐在夕阳里
看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片叶子
让它代替我
观察离开后的变化
曾经狂奔舞蹈
贪婪地说话
随着冷的湿的
心腐化
带不走的丢不掉的
让大雨侵蚀吧
让它推向我在边界
奋不顾身挣扎
如果有一个怀抱
勇敢不计代价
别让我飞
将我温柔豢养
我坐在椅子上
看日出复活
我坐在夕阳里
看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片叶子
让它代替我
观察离开后的变化
曾经狂奔舞蹈
贪婪地说话
随着冷的湿的
心腐化
带不走的留不下的
我全都交付它
让它捧着我在手掌
自由自在挥洒
如果有一个世界混浊的不像话
原谅我飞
曾经眷恋太阳

带不走的丢不掉的
让大雨侵蚀吧
让它推向我在边界
奋不顾身挣扎
如果有一个世界混浊的不像话
我会疯狂的爱上
带不走的留不下的
我全都交付它
让它捧着我在手掌
自由自在挥洒
如果有一个怀抱
勇敢不计代价
别让我飞
将我温柔豢养
原谅我飞
曾经眷恋太阳

wish me luck...

2009-04-05T00:15:00.002+08:00

Gonna away for short while and mostly won't update my blog for sometime...Anyway, i need lots of luck in June..Please wish me luck and pray hard for me :)

Not much to write, take care to all my friends. :)

拍拖的一部分

2009-03-21T13:47:00.001+08:00

Another story to share...

Mar 18th, 2009 by 張小嫻

好多年前有一天，我住的大廈停電，沒有電梯。那時，剛好有個朋友住在我隔壁那幢大廈，他二話不說就爬上二十幾層樓來找我，然後陪我走下去。走下去容易，爬上來可辛苦了，事隔多年，我已經不記得小個子的他那個氣喘咻咻的模樣，但我感動依然。他是我的舊同事，年紀雖然比我大了一截，但我們一向很談得來，完全沒有男女之情。

我們還是同事的時候，有一次，大夥在電視台熬夜，離開的時候，已經是半夜了。那時，組裡只有我一個女孩子，我住得很遠，他和另一個男同事竟然主動送我回家。他們沒有車，不順路，也沒有義務送我回家，但他們卻願意在寂靜的夜晚陪我坐公車回家。

在他們身上，我看到了男性的光輝。我住的地方並不僻靜，也不危險，即使是後來的那一天，電梯壞了，我自己走下去也不成問題，但他們就是覺得女孩子是需要保護的。

不是每一個男人都是這麼想的。另一個男同事，是我的上司，也是朋友，我們那時是天南地北，無所不談的朋友。一天晚上，我和他，還有另外一男一女四個人熬夜開會。散會時，已經是半夜三點鐘，我和他兩個站在無人的街上一邊等車一邊聊天。一輛計程車駛來，他飛快地打開車門，跟我說了一聲再見就關上車門，丟下我一個人。望著車子絕塵而去的一刻，我真的是當場呆了。

我雖不至於弱質纖纖，看上去也並不楚楚可憐，但我無論如何也不會像女泰山、女黑俠或者女騎警吧？他不是應該把車讓給我，然後等下一部車嗎？

我不要求所有男人都有風度，但是，要是他有風度，我會覺得，這個男人還是不錯的。

所以，那天聽到一個男人說：「女人為什麼覺得男朋友理所當然要送她們回家啊？」我真的以為我聽錯了，我的驚訝不會少於我多年前那個晚上一個人被丟下等另一輛計程車的時候。

男人為什麼不應該送女朋友回家？

要是他怕黑，要是他女朋友比他健碩，他覺得她一個人深夜回家也不會有什麼危險，那麼，他大可以不送。

我不認為男人每一次約會後都應該送女朋友回家。當他還有工作要做，當他第二天要早起，當他很累，女人還是會很體貼地說：「我自己回家可以了，你不要送我。」

這時，他叮囑她：「你到家之後打電話給我。」

那是戀愛中一份甜蜜的叮嚀。

到家之後，她打電話給她，告訴他：「我到家了啊。」

這句話，也是戀愛中最甜蜜的其中一句話。

要是她在預定的時間還沒到家，他會焦急地打電話給她，生怕她出了什麼意外。當她聽到他思念的聲音，她心裡是甜的。

什麼是拍拖？就只是見面吃飯看電影嗎？他送她回家的這部分，不也是拍拖的一部分嗎？回家的路，是尾聲，也是幸福的時刻。

夜已深了，這天晚上，陪你到最後，依依惜別。每一次，我和你，總是說了再見，卻又回頭再看一眼，微笑再說一遍再見。

他總是要看著她走進屋裡才轉身離去，而她一進屋裡總是立刻飛奔到窗前，看著他離去的背影，直到他消失在她的視線裡。

兩個人在一起，就是共同擁有每一次的相聚和每一次離別的背影。

bad temper

2009-03-18T19:13:00.002+08:00

My mood always not too good in this week, angry easily...Will angry even a small matter although i don't show it out but i know i bo syok..

What happen to me? I not too sure about the cause but i must control myself.

My Fate...

2009-03-17T19:18:00.004+08:00

At first i plan to write this blog in Mandarin because somebody don't know how to read Mandarin, so i won't be teased, but just too lazy to type. My speed is slow. :p Don't worry la..i won't write your story in my blog anymore..so don't worry..steady :p

I gonna attend another interview on this Thursday (at first it is schedule on next Monday). This is my old company, i should feel comfortable with it but i feel a bit nervous. I start to worry that the interviewer might persecute me as I'm ex staff. Worry that how much they might pay me. They told me that mostly they will give me my old basic. Haih..Actually i don't care so much things already..The economy is poor now, i can't be so choosy. I just hope that i can pass my ACCA smoothly. I really scare that i'll be part of unemployed.

Haih..Just be positive thinking! Believe what i've read in the Secret. Law of Attraction and Law of Gravity! With positive mindset and feeling then your wish will comes true. SY, u can made it!! Believe yourself! Good Luck to me!!! Friends, please give me lots of support!

p/s: i ate a lot of crab..dunno will itchy and reddish spot on my body or not..scare scare...

Missing you...

2009-03-15T00:02:00.004+08:00

Maybe i read a lot of articles about love recently..that's why i found that my recent blogs mostly related to love matter..Anyway,i'm not like the dizzysoldercruch's comment..haha..Thanks on your caring :p

Yeah..another story to share...Of course this is my idol 張小嫻's work, an old post. :)

你說：「想像假如我現在已經沒有什麼想愛的人，那該多好？不用受牽掛之苦，也不用傷心。」

不用受牽掛之苦，可也沒有牽掛的甜蜜。

有一個可以牽掛的人，畢竟是幸福的。

愛上一個人，也就是從今開始有了一個牽掛的人，也被人牽掛著。他的身影總是盤踞在你心頭，你會每天想起他很多遍，想著他這一刻正在做什麼，你會等他的電話，你會想聽到他的聲音，想挨著他的肩膀，想見到他的臉，想伸手摸摸他的鼻子，想知道他今天過得好不好。

當他不在身邊，在另一個城市，你總是時時刻刻惦著你和他之間的時差，用思念把時差補滿。

愛情，就是彼此永不止息的思念，是永遠放不下的牽掛，是心甘情願的牽絆。

你問：「可不可以不要牽掛一個人？那種滋味太苦了。」

苦的，不是牽掛，而是沒有應答的牽掛。當你牽掛他的時候，他並沒有牽掛你。他從來不像你牽掛他那樣牽掛著你。

苦的，是沒有歸途的牽掛，從此以後，他牽掛的是另一個人。後來的一天，你牽掛的，也將是另一個人。

曾經眷戀的身影已然遠去，但我們永遠不會忘記牽掛著一個人的那份深情，不會忘記當時的自己。

愛裡的甜蜜與苦楚，說的往往是同一句話。

一起的時候，你甜絲絲地問他：「你有沒有想我？」

他微笑回你：「你說呢？我怎麼會沒有想你？」

分手的時候，你流著淚問：「你有沒有想我？」

有？沒有？有又怎樣？沒有又怎樣？是不是如果有的話，會沒那麼苦？

If manage to found somebody you like and he/she likes you as well, it will be a great and happy incident. On the other hand, lovesick will be suffering, because no matter how much you miss him, he won't know or appreciate that.

When i care for somebody, i'll send him text to assure that he is fine over there. When i fall in love, i'll miss him from day to night. A simple text from him already can cheer up my day. A simple word - miss you already made me in sweet mode. Ha!

Recently a guy told me that i'm important for him and would like to further our relationship. I totally get shock..Of course we are not together at last. Actually i quite like him last time and always hope that he will notice about me one day. After years, my dream had come true but i only realise that i no longer miss him and i can't feel that his feeling towards me. Maybe my mind is overwrite my heart for the another time.

I still looking for the feeling that you asking me "do you miss me?" and i reply "I miss you" from the bottom of my heart. A simple word already cause me happy for the day as i know you miss me over there too. :)

Miss the right person. Please don't miss your ex after break up. Ha!

會不會遇到很愛很愛的人？

2009-03-10T14:08:00.004+08:00

I fall in love with 張小嫻's article recently...found this article..it makes me think a lot of things after reading it..share share with you all here...

算命師說，一個人什麼時候結婚、什麼時候分手，都能算出來。

真有那麼神奇嗎？好奇的我禁不住問：「要是當一個算命師算出這個客人什麼時候結婚，也同時看到她將來會離婚，那麼，他會誠實告訴她嗎？」

算命師說：「會老實告訴客人啊！要不要幫你算算？」

呵呵，我不算命。

要是知道會分手，我也許還是會跟這個人戀愛。但是，要是早知道會離婚，我為什麼還要結婚？為什麼要麻煩自己、麻煩別人，也麻煩了兩家人？

明知道會分手，還是要愛這個人，因為，你享受那個過程。可我從來沒聽過一個離了婚的人說：「我享受那個過程。」

明知道會分手而還是跟這個人相愛，是浪漫。但是，有哪個笨蛋明知道會離婚卻還是跟這個人跑去結婚？

當我們長大了，當我們不那麼年輕了，我們終於很傷心地發現，人是會跟自己不愛的人結婚。然而，即使是這樣的人，也沒想過要離婚。

有些人比較幸運，一生中很愛的不只一人。另一些人沒那麼幸運，一生中說不上很愛很愛一個人，但最後還是跑去結婚了。

人到底會不會遇到很愛很愛的人？要一直等下去，還是乾脆不等了？因為時間和青春也不等人。

愛情到底是不是宿命的？

這些問題，從來沒有答案。這些問題，也不是用來回答，而是去經歷的。

After i read this, i think of 1 person, he just married, but the bride is not somebody he loves. We asked him that why he would like to choose this path as he still young. He replied that because he has no chance to get his ms right. Feel sorrow to listen this but we know that he is happy now and enjoying his marriage life. On the other hand, we not dare to ask the gal why she marry a guy which she never meet before...

The society is different with old time, but the percentage of single person become higher and higher from year to year especially in advance country. Is this a trend for current environment? Normally most of the successful woman are single nowadays, is this due to the guy feel shame to after a strong woman or woman become more and more materialistic?

愛情到底是不是宿命? I don't know.. If you found somebody you love, just express your feeling, no matter what's the result, whether is what you expected or not, at least you try..no regret! :) Sometime, those sifu words can change a people's life..believe or not up to you. My friend told me that face and palm reading are forbidden in Buddhism. Due to this, believe yourselves and create your own future.

Congrats!

2009-03-08T10:04:00.003+08:00

From facebook, i knew that you already found your ms right. Congratulation! She is a pretty gal and fashionable. Glad to hear that both of you have same thought and goals..I think with this characteristic, both of you can together long. :)

Continue..

2009-03-07T12:36:00.003+08:00

After i finished the blog, i found this article, written by 張小嫻. Cut and paste some part of the article. Quite true..I feel that this is not only from gal's view but from guy's view too..Just treat is as a sweet sweet dream then will happy always.

有些夢，最好永遠不要醒來。

我們都難免做著夢。有些女人以為她愛的男人天才橫溢，只是懷才不遇，時不我予。這個夢最好不要醒吧？

有些女人以為她愛著的男人最愛是她，這一生，他只愛她一人。這個夢，也最好不要醒吧？

有些女人以為自己生活在幸福裡。這個夢，也是不要醒來的好。

我們有時會嘲笑別人的夢，甚至忍心戳破別人的美夢，卻不認為自己也做著夢。

大夢誰先覺？

人都害怕做噩夢，美夢卻也許更難消受。噩夢最可怕的是醒過來的一刻，然後你會慶幸，只是一場夢。然而，一旦從美夢中醒來，看到自己一直沒看到的現實，人生的信念是不是一下子全都崩潰了？

可不可以，就當我們都住在一個做夢的星球上，我們坐在這個星球的表面上，快樂地晃著兩條腿，看著日升月落，看著漫天散落的星塵，並不知道是夢？我們是別人的夢，別人也在我們的夢裡，那多好啊。

I just like u alone!!

2009-03-07T11:57:00.002+08:00

My friend told me that his gf found a new 1 already and is time for him to let go and get a new one. Although this is just a simple words but made me think a lot of things..make me think of all those 山盟海誓 made during the courtship, I just will like you alone no matter what happen..bla bla bla...

When the outcome is not what you expected, then people will tend to calculate..It let me think of one of the phrase spoken by 窝可 in gem of life. His role in this drama is a guy who don't care whether his dream gal likes him or not, as long as he can stay there and do something for her then he will satisfy, that's all. But until the end of drama. he starts to calculate already..and said this phrase - 其实我跟其他人一样，我一边谈情一边在计算..Actually every human is like that..That's no right or wrong..At least you know what you are doing, that's enough.

Conclusion is when the relationship comes to the end, all the promises become zero. Nothing to sad actually, just go forward.. Some people might get a new 1 fast, some slow..Some even will simply pat toh with guy/gal who likes them when there are single...A lot of people out there with different characteristic..What i not appreciate most is ...aiya..not my matter also..

Friend, just continue your journey :) Don't think of the fool decision you have made last time, at least you enjoy all the process and moment together in the past.. No regret! Be a better person, i know you can make it :) Create your Malaysia Dream ;)

I'm not happy

2009-03-04T11:37:00.001+08:00

I can't think of any reason y i'm unhappy..but yet i'm unhappy now :(
why???

涂鸦

2009-03-03T14:14:00.003+08:00

今天身体有点不舒服。。。觉得有些闷闷的。。

又中Tag啦，哈哈哈！I think this is the hottest tag in facebook now. Ha..Copy n paste over here n start to play this game..anyone who view my blog are welcome to join this loop :p

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
Choc or ice-cream :P

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Relax :)

3.if you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past?
过去的就让它去吧, i look for future 1..keke..

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
Have a nice dinner together with my family and friends.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
Of course! Family...

6. Do you feel loved in this world?
Yes, always. My family and friends love me so so so so much :)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and my friends

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
Rest and travel.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No, timid n useless fellow :(

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
Nice, polite, humble, understanding, funny, knowledgeable

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
每天都安康 n happy always :)

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
Life is short, enjoy it :)

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
don't want to waste my time and energy.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Dunno leh..so much nice food out there..

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Happy, i always appreciate :)

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
bcome smarter :P

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
I believe everything are available there, leave it for my family and friends.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
Angel brought me here..my forever love song...

19.What makes you feel happy?
A lot of things..from minor to big 1..

20.How much you will told the people if he/she ask you how much is you ?
My life is priceless, same to everybody out there...

Complicated feeling..

2009-02-25T10:08:00.002+08:00

My good old friend visit me again. Ha! Just tell myself to do n try my best...It's useless to think too much...Wish i fast fast receive phone call...pray hard neh..wish me luck...Wish good luck fast fast come to me..good luck come..i love u so much...haha..siao d :p

Since yesterday night, i keep on sing this song..an old song...Actually i not really like this song..but i can't stop my brain to stop thinking this song..weird..

你是我的幸福吗?

总是相信有更好的,
会在前方,
就不顾一切的飘洋过海去,
用尽一生寻找
倦了累了渴望拥抱,
却找不到,
才忽然想起你还在我身后,
静静等着我,给我依靠
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
爱上你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意..
总是相信有更好的,
会在前方,就不顾一切的飘洋过海去,
用尽一生寻找
倦了累了渴望拥抱,
却找不到,
才忽然想起你还在我身后,
静静等着我,给我依靠
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
爱上你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意..
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
爱上你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意

The curious case of Benjamin Button

2009-02-23T17:32:00.002+08:00

I personally feel that this is the best picture for the year. MUST WATCH. It just amazing!!!!!!! I watched til tears dropped. It is so touching...

Spend 2 hours 45 min for this movie when u free..worth to watch!! 5/5! :p

The curious case of Benjamin Button

2009-02-19T13:52:00.005+08:00

Very sien, would like to watch this movie but it only available in GSC, somemore not all GSC are are showing this movie. Only 2 cinemas in Penang show it. Lousy lousy lousy.......According to newspaper and friends, this movie is one of the MUST WATCH movie in 2009. If not mistaken, it has 17 nomination for Oscar (not sure, have to check) and it rated 7.5/10.

Haha..my friend said that this movie is 极力推荐，再出完奶力推荐！棒！haha..a bit weird recommendation :P

"I was born under unusual circumstances." And so begins "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button," adapted from the story by F. Scott Fitzgerald about a man who is born in his eighties and ages backwards: A man, like any of us, who is unable to stop time. We follow his story set in New Orleans from the end of World War I, into the 21st century, following his journey that is as unusual as any man's life can be. Director by David Fincher and starring Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett with Taraji P. Henson, Tilda Swinton, Jason Flemyng, Elias Koteas and Julia Ormond, "Benjamin Button," is a grand tale of a not so ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the keys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

(Source: Warner Brothers)

On the other hand, the below is the detailed storyline.

The elderly Daisy (Cate Blanchett) is on her deathbed with her daughter Caroline (Julia Ormond) in a New Orleans hospital as Hurricane Katrina approaches in August 2005. Daisy tells the story of a blind clockmaker named Gateau (Elias Koteas), who was commissioned to create a clock to hang in the New Orleans train station. After receiving news of his son's death in World War I, he continued work on his clock, but intentionally designed it to run backward, in the hope that it would bring back those who died in the war. After her cryptic story, Daisy asks Caroline to read aloud from a diary containing photographs and postcards written by Benjamin Button (Brad Pitt). Caroline begins to read as the story transitions to Benjamin's narration.

On November 11, 1918, just as the people of New Orleans are celebrating the end of World War I, a baby boy is born with the appearance and physical maladies of an elderly man. The mother of the baby dies shortly after giving birth, and the father, Thomas Button, takes the baby and abandons him on the porch of a nursing home. Queenie (Taraji P. Henson) and Tizzy (Mahershalalhashbaz Ali), a couple who work at the nursing home, find the baby. Queenie, who is unable to conceive, decides to take the baby in as her own, against Tizzy's wishes. She names the baby Benjamin.

Over the course of the story, Benjamin begins to biologically grow younger. In 1930, while still appearing to be in his seventies, he meets a young girl named Daisy (Elle Fanning), whose grandmother lives in the nursing home. The children play together and listen to Daisy's grandmother read from a storybook.

A few years later, Benjamin goes to work on a tugboat on the docks of New Orleans for Captain Mike (Jared Harris). In their free time, the captain takes him to brothels and bars. For the first time, Benjamin meets Thomas Button, who does not reveal that he is Benjamin's father. Later, Benjamin leaves New Orleans with the tugboat crew for a long-term work engagement; Daisy asks him to send her postcards from his travels, which Benjamin does.

During a stay in Russia, Benjamin meets a British woman named Elizabeth Abbott (Tilda Swinton) and falls in love with her; Daisy is visibly hurt to receive this news via postcard. Elizabeth is already married, but she has an affair with Benjamin. The fling ends the day after the Pearl Harbor attack, when Elizabeth abruptly departs.

Benjamin gets caught up in World War II when Captain Mike's boat and crew are enlisted by the United States Navy. After engaging a German U-boat in battle, Captain Mike and most of the sailors perish. After this, Benjamin, after seeing a hummingbird, sees death in a different way, as opposed to the retirement home where death seemed more natural.

In 1945, Benjamin returns to New Orleans, and learns that Daisy has become a successful dancer in New York City. When he travels there to meet Daisy at a performance, he finds Daisy has fallen in love with a fellow dancer, and tries to accept that their lives have separated.

Benjamin again meets Thomas Button, who is dying. Thomas reveals to Benjamin that he is his father and bequeaths all of his assets to Benjamin, including the house and the family button-making business. Benjamin eventually makes peace with his father before the elder Button dies.

Daisy's dance career is ended by a car accident in Paris. When Benjamin goes to see her, Daisy is amazed at his youthful appearance, but frustrated at her own injuries, turns him away.

In 1962, Daisy returns to New Orleans and meets Benjamin again. Now the same physical age, they fall in love and move in together. They experience the 1960s together, in large part blissfully but increasingly aware of Benjamin growing younger while Daisy grows older.

After Daisy gives birth to a girl, Caroline, Benjamin, believing he cannot be a father to his daughter due to his reverse aging, and not wanting to burden Daisy with having to raise two children, sells his belongings, and leaves them to Daisy and Caroline before leaving them both to travel the world.

Reading this account in the hospital room of 2005, Caroline learns that Benjamin is her father. She is upset that Daisy took such a long time to inform her of this, but finds that Benjamin sent her a postcard from everywhere for each of her birthdays expressing his love for his daughter.

In 1980, Benjamin, now looking like a young man, returns to meet Daisy in her dance studio. The aging Daisy is now married to Robert Williams, a kind man who supports her well, to Benjamin's relief. Daisy introduces Benjamin to Robert and the 12-year-old Caroline as a long-time family friend. Daisy and Benjamin then meet privately in Benjamin's hotel where they share their passion for each other, but they mutually realize that Daisy has become too old for Benjamin.

Benjamin departs again and continues to grow younger. One day Daisy receives a phone call from social workers. They inform her that they found Benjamin - now a young pre-teen just hitting puberty - living in a condemned building, and that they called her because they saw her name all over his diary. The social workers believe that he has dementia as he sometimes forgets that he had just eaten and cannot remember Daisy or much of his past. Daisy moves into the nursing home where Benjamin grew up and takes care of him as he becomes a confused 5-year-old boy with a growing temper.

In 2002, Mr. Gateau's old clock is removed from the train station. Shortly afterward, in the spring of 2003, the now-physically infant, 85-year-old Benjamin dies in Daisy's arms. At the moment before Benjamin dies, Daisy claims to have seen in his eyes that he still remembered her.

In the 2005 hospital room, the hurricane raging outside downs the electrical system. As Caroline briefly leaves the room, Daisy passes away, her wish of seeing Benjamin again seemingly answered by a hummingbird hovering outside the storm-drenched windows. Against the sounds of the city's emergency sirens and reports of breached levees, the backwards clock is shown in a basement, still working, as floodwaters envelope the storage room where it is kept.

Enjoy the movie!!!

Play with camera..

2009-02-18T14:01:00.009+08:00

Paddington bear..cute?

dunno

2009-02-17T17:00:00.004+08:00

是我小气或什么..算! NJ Star got problem, change back to English. I feel that people who hate you won't be nice to you... Thanks anyway, that's all i can say..basically i've no comment...

Received a funny call today, angry me without reason and make me blur..haha..No comment also..Maybe today is not my day :p

Feb 16

2009-02-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

Feb 17, 12.47am - Finally the moment i scare most is over...phew! Received a lot of sms and calls from friends. Ha! feel that there are equally excited as me. Maybe i keep on mentioning about Feb 16.

Today i help my friend to settle a problem, although just a normal phone call but i really hope that i manage to help. Anyway, who can help me now?? Is ok, since i wait for so long d, few more weeks is not a problem for me. Just use the time to study. I will keep this momentum until end. Hope you well..from bottom of my heart.

Today happen a not so happy incident, hmm...currently still don't know how to figure out. Don't know..don't want to think of it, time will tell me. Anyway, i want to say the power of word. 1 word already can affect my mood. Maybe..maybe....this is what we called power.

Recently i chat with wendy's bf a lot..haha.. If you want me to comment, i can say that he is a cute guy but i know you 2 already cannot stand with me as i like to tease you 2 so much. haha..

Listen to the song and think of you...

:p :p ...

2009-02-15T18:49:00.002+08:00

Today is 15th February, Valentine day is over...Erm...actually these few days happen some things but lazy to write..i even lazy to transfer the pictures i took yesterday to my pc. Haha..bad girl...

Basically 13 Februray (black friday) happened some creepy incident here..think of it still feel a bit cold..but no mood to share...oklah..wait for my mood :p But ee get the first hand info when it happened..ok, dun think of it anymore.

Feb 14, Valentine day..It was a busy day for me and quite tired. Took some photos only, will transfer to my pc when i free. For those who keen to see those photos..paiseh la ya :p I think only my bro can't wait to see, he even send me sms. Basically i can say Gurney was jam, luckily we reached there around 6+.

Oklah...upload my pics and write the scary story when i really got mood :p

Gem of life

2009-02-10T14:44:00.002+08:00

This drama gonna end by this Friday. I would like to do some prediction on the ending based on the 77 episodes i watched so far. See how's the accuracy of my prediction..

Sylvia
I think she gonna together with Ko Chiong Seng.

Constance
From the preview of Astro On Demand, she looks like gonna turn bad at last so she might be a powerful and influential woman but Terrance feel that she just like Jessica and won't be together.

Jessica
I predict she might follow Martin's footstep, sot jor.. Haha..

Elise
Start her new life in US. Wo Ho and Will gonna forgive her.

Wo Ho and Ah Will
Continue with their current life, work as usual.

Haha..the answer is out there on this friday. See i got potential to be scrip writer or not.haha :p

Goodbye~

2009-02-10T09:37:00.002+08:00

My parent went to send my relative's last journey in life..but i'm at home..Actually he is my close relatives but i rarely see them even don't know who are them. Basically just know this person..that's all..

I heard my mom said that they rarely contact with my grandma because of arguments but my mom also not sure about the content. No matter how, would like to show my last respect to him.

Goodbye to the past and have a new beginning.

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Other matter,

Yesterday night, i clean up my pc and delete some of the files..Goodbye to all those files..after empty the recycle bin, it will totally out of my sight. Of course, there are those useless things for me anymore..old files.. Maybe like to store a lot of sampah last time :p I won't see the files again.. (I say this to my roomie, but she said ada maksud tersirat, haha...)

心机

2009-02-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

我有心机的做了一件事, 我成功了但 like not so good (NJStar got problem, continue in english). :p Actually i don't know that i can success easily because i always be the victim. Maybe i know the person weakness well. Hmm..this gonna be another knowledge to learn. Although i always feel that 心机 is not a good thing, but i did it today..It's ok, i get the answer i want to know and know what to do next.. Actually is he taught me how to play this game, he used this technique on me first..Is this called revenge? I don't know..Just don't step on woman's tail..君子报仇十年未晚..

Compare with other, my knowledge in the area still shallow, want to continue? Yes, i'll, to protect myself..Sorry to say that...Lastly, please not ever try to step on me, i'll let you die, FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!! To some people, there's no FORGIVE this word..

REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID ON ME, I'LL MAKE SURE THAT YOU PAY THE PRICE!!!

Last day of CNY

2009-02-09T12:35:00.002+08:00

Today is last day of CNY, nothing special for me. I just study and watch tv at home. Feel glad that i take up my book again. This is what i promise myself, although i keen to get job soon but i've to pia pia pia at the same time. I stick to my original plan, no shopping, no movie (don't have any nice movie actually :p) and i really made it. So, my wallet still safe :p

What happen and what i've done in this 1 week..hmm..abk replied my mail already..so basically need to wait for their reopen. Knew a cute guy in Ong's open house on last Saturday (Wendy's potential bf) :p Ha! the funniest time was the conference chat, keke..Wendy sure mad with us. Ya, Dan became daddy already, he seemed happy plus a bit complicated feeling, maybe because of the big responsibility. Congrats to him ;)

Still remember that i wrote a blog regarding expiry date before and i've this feeling again. Share the story with friends, although they feel that his action is a bit..., but we all feel that this is the best solution for him. We all are adults and know our path to go and choose. If we really meet accidentally on the street, i know what to do next as i'll do what he asked for. Ee commented it correctly actually..haha..Good in evaluation guy. Ha..

Ee will start to work in S'pore in April. All the best to her and wait for me. Ee, waiting for you to bring me over :p HE, CC, meet you all there. :) Elaine, miss you but still can't fulfill our promise :p

Sad mode..

2009-02-03T18:45:00.002+08:00

Although this is nothing to be sad but should be happy...but i'm sad now...Don't know how to say the feeling..just take it as a lesson..Anyway, today is a good lesson for me, and let me know that everything comes not easy, they are a lot of things to improve and learn...As long as don't give up, success will be yours. :)

Feb 1

2009-02-01T11:12:00.003+08:00

Today is Feb 1, is the first day for me to concentrate on my study again. This is what i promise myself before CNY and i going to implement it. My motto, success comes from hard work and motivation. He always use this phrase to motivate me last time, although we no longer couple but feel happy that we still can be friend. Actually i feel surprise to receive his phone call from Singapore. The phone call really made me so warm and touch as i know that we already put the past aside and we will be friend. During CNY time we continue to have conflict due to my hectic schedule but everything is over. Maybe this time we really settle our problem. :) He knows what is important for me and what i pursue in my life. A lot of people might not agree with me but i know what i'm doing and what is important for me.

Both my sis and bro backed to their "house" again. Just send my bro back, while my sis backed yesterday. This year CNY is a very memorable and happy CNY, my sis didn't back for CNY last year due to her job over there, so we feel very happy for the reunion. :) The days are short, but we really enjoy it especially on Friday. We have a lot of laughter and food. Ha! But i've a bit sad that time because the moment we together gonna be shorter and shorter from the moment onwards. On 31 Jan early morning 6am+, my sis went to KL and depart to Newcastle eventually. While waiting for her flight in KLIA, she called us again, have a short talk with her. Ha..we are so old already but my bro and i still "grab" her ang pow which she forget to take :p childish! I purposely teased her over the phone because she can't do anything d. Keke..

We took some photos and video during CNY, have to ask from relatives. Beh tahan with my biao ge, he likes to take video and those pics which we are not aware. Those pics really very funny and geli :p but i can see that my grandma are happy to see those pictures. All her grandchild are healthy and happy :)

No matter how, everything is over and have to back to my journey again. This holidays is really busy for me, i don't have time to meet my friends at all except i went to colleague's open house yesterday. Ha! Sob sob..sorry Mei Sia and my fellow friends, meet you all next time la. Although i no time to meet you all this time but my heart is always there. Miss ya :) Hoping for the best, we are the BEST :)

Illusion

2009-01-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

This is a fact or just an illusion? Sometime the thing we see might not be the fact. That's why there's magic in this world. Since we know that this is just a magic, why so many people still wan to go see it? Is this due to people's curiosity?

There's a lot of thing which we don't understand. I also don't understand but i want to know it, because i want to know the reason.

Aiya..

2009-01-15T13:24:00.002+08:00

Hmm..learn a lesson today..next time dun simplified everything, sometime what you feel is correct or nothing 1 but this might not acceptable for other. Sorry for the wrong message. Anyway, i know what to do in future. Ya, sometime human is complicated and must be hard a bit sometime. No mean no, yes mean yes, don't have maybe.

Have to think of how to face this in future. Anyway everything had been clarified and settled. No mean No NO NO NO NO NO................

男人女人一样可怕

2009-01-14T13:13:00.001+08:00

我又写blog了。我相信我写了这篇文章该会惹人讨厌但这都是发生在我四周的事。我的朋友失恋了。一位拍拖多年的男友因爱上了别的女生而选择分手。可悲的是那男的欠女的一笔不少的钱但那男生拒绝偿还因为在 courtship 里，男的花了不少钱在女的身上如旅费，名牌包包，手表等。我觉得那男的太小气了，那些钱是他 willing to spend on her, 而不是女的逼他。他没想到那女的为了借他钱而选择 credit card cash advance，为了他而负债累累但那负心汉却一走了之。幸亏女的家境不错，债已清可是那笔钱已是她在 Australia 一年的学费了。我们几个姐妹去探望了她，她已经慢慢康复了。。要快点站起身。

那天的夜晚，我们在黑夜里谈了许久。。我们都觉得爱情太没安全感了，说来就来，说走就走。正如张小娴之名言要做个独立的女生，那样才不怕被他人欺负。她的妈妈也教了我们，身为女友或老婆也不要有“钱的problem” 在没有爱情的夫妻，钱或孩子就会扮演重要的觉角色。(不知道我在写什么，总之一言难竟)

故事还未结束但有些懒惰再继续，我的打华语字 speed too slow 了：P

(to be continue..)

女人真可怕

2009-01-14T00:31:00.003+08:00

哈！今天我才认为女人真可怕，千万别得罪女人。今天我无意间看见了我的ex和他
现任女友的照片，心里有了一些的不平衡。其实我和他已成为朋友，有时还能说能
笑，还能一起去逛街，我也清楚知道他已不是我要的对象。那纯脆是年少时的初
，但看见那个女的不禁让我想起他当时的无情，选择了她而放弃了我。
该生气的应该是那男生啊，为何我要不爽那女人？也许我认为她是我当时的情敌吧！
可笑的是那已是陈年往事.

算了吧！他和她也在一起多年，我相信她才是他的命中天女。我应该祝福他们，
也许是一时勾起我的回忆。其实事发多年后我也有了新的对象，也有了新恋情。。
该说在我的生命里发生了许多于他无关的事，为何还要为了小事不爽。。
这时让我想起 Mars Vs Venus 里的一句话，对于旧情人，
女人总是要显得大方得体并且要比他活得更好 :p 也许我现在的生活有些不如意吧。

I still waiting.......

2009-01-13T12:31:00.002+08:00

I'm not waiting for CNY. Yes, I'm waiting for calls again..Keep my phone on all the while, hope that my phone will ring..I feel so weird..haha..because the calls are not the call i wan to listen :p (not i choosy..i just too keen to see those no number's call)

I start to worry when i look at my bank book, the money become less and lessor..More headache when i look at the bills which i need to pay. Outsider might think that i'm still good here but nobody knows that my situation. Anyway, i not really complain with any also..maybe will mumble a bit sometime. Ha! How good if money can drop from the sky..dreaming........

It's ok..CNY is coming. Another source of income :p Pray hard that all my relatives will give me big ang pow..but it is mission impossible as the economy is so bad now..hope for miracle.

What else i waiting for...yes, a lot of thing....things that i keen to know yet scare to know the result. hehe..Feb 16. Another thing i'm waiting for is the answer from my ex-boss. I miss abk (nick name of my ex-boss).

Today is tuesday 13 Jan 2009. I hope that everything will end after cny. Don't dwell with the past, still got a lot of things waiting for me to settle..

Don't think negatively....................................................no matter what, i can do it and i can face it :)

blogging...

2009-01-10T23:49:00.003+08:00

I've sometime not really write a proper blog..maybe my life just too simple and normal recently, nothing much to write. I fall in love with this old song..quite some time already..i think this song is popular few years ago but not now. Dunno y, i just simply addicted to this song recently. I like the lyrics so much. hehe :p

从开始到现在

如果这是最后的结局
为何我还忘不了你
时间改变了我们告别了单纯
如果重缝也无法继续
失去才算是永恒
惩罚我的认真是我太过天真
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人
如果再见是为了再分
失去才算是永恒
一次新的记忆为何还要再生
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人
拿什么作证
从未想过爱一个人
需要那么残忍才证明爱得深

林俊杰 - 我还想她

2008-12-31T13:38:00.001+08:00

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过

究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白办不到的承诺

就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱他

笑著难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白办不到的承诺

就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱他

笑著难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂

我的心早已掏空

真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱他

笑著难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她

就让沉默代替所有回答

Sad........

2008-12-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

I feel sad..i don't like to wait...just give me an answer no matter is a good news or not. I just know to wait but beside wait what else i can do? Nothing..

Wait wait wait..............................

期待爱

2008-12-17T12:19:00.003+08:00

林俊杰&金莎-期待爱

My Life 一直在等待

空荡的口袋

想在里面放一份爱

Why 总是被打败

真的好无奈

其实我实实在在

不管帅不帅

想要找回来

自己的节拍

所以这一次

我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱

无所不在我自然而然的关怀

你的存在心灵感应的方向

我一眼就看出来

是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱

绕几个弯越靠近越明白

不要走开

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

有效日期

2008-12-12T11:52:00.002+08:00

我发觉原来在我们的日常生活样样东西都有expiry date. 即使是人与人之间也不例外。朋友久没联络会疏远，感情会随风而释。。什么东西会是永久？

突然觉得很感慨。。也许该学会珍惜拥有，不在乎天长地久。。

i'm still a kid :p

2008-10-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

I should zz now as i need to wake up early but i can't control my fingers, feel that must write this down. Today happen 2 incidents which make me very happy and feel like want to kill people.

I not plan to remember the incident that make me angry. In short, i can say that that's me. I always try hard to achieve my dream. You might not agree with my action but i think what i do is correct. I just don't want to regret in future. I can secure my future, it is in my hand.

My mom went for trip, left papa n i in house only. Today is the first day i talk so much with my dad. I prepared food for my dad, helped him to clean all the dirty plates etc. Normally i hate to do housework but i quite enjoy today. Maybe when you use your heart to do something or do something for your love one, everything will be so sweet and touch.

I talked about 1 hour + with him, although it was just normal talk but i rarely talk so much with him after i grow up. I always impatient when i teach my family members but i teach my dad computer very patient today, teach him step by step...ha... Maybe all this while i rarely talk with him, i think after i entered secondary school, our conversation just about very formal matter, money, fetch me to school, tuition etc.

My mom is correct, we should spend more time with my dad. Actually our relationship is good but we just rarely communicate. Maybe my dad likes to hide in room too much, while my mom always scolds us since we still a kid. Haha..so we already used to argue with mom. :p

I still remember that sometime my dad will help me to do colouring when i was in primary school or teach me how to do math. I like to sit beside him while i still a kid and mimic the way he reads newspaper. Ha! We all grow up now and my sis and bro are not here always, we all go for our dreams... I wan to say that no matter what happen, house in still da best. When you are unhappy or in trouble, just go home, it is da safest and warmest place.

Don't know why, my tears keep dropping, maybe i really enjoy the moment with my dad just now, feel so touch. Normally my dad zz at 9pm but he accompanied me until 12am just now. Ha! I love my family. All the unhappy incident just gone. Family is da best medicine.

(p/s: feel like wan to zz with my dad and manja him like a kid..haha, can i?)

Happy Deepavali

2008-10-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavali to all Hindu and Happy Holiday to all......

After today, i left 5 more weeks only..time flies......................Count down for the scary moment. I'll temporary away after monday. I mostly won't online already..sob sob...

See you all when i come back again...

Take care to all my friends, if got time can drop me a sms to make sure that i still alive. Haha..Sayonara!!!!!!!!!!!

生日快乐

2008-10-25T23:39:00.003+08:00

彷佛你就在我身边
等待了一年又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐

I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念代替了相处
瞬间是永远谈情变祝福
可惜甜言也带苦

I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子靠今天接触
瞬间是永远谈情变祝福
可惜都於事无补

今夜有人陪你庆祝
不枉我一年的孤独
请你原谅我不多写一个字
像普通人糢糊
多一字多份痛
今夜我不想哭
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You

Another love song which i like a lot. If you watch this movie before then you will quite familiar with this song.

My friend's mom said that the ending of this movie is very lousy like hang half way. For me, this is the most beautiful ending. Although the guy is in another world but inside her heart he still like beside her always.

I cried a lot in this movie, ha. I not very remember the plot already as i watched this movie few years ago. Although i feel that this movie is quite romantic but i don't like this type of love. The ending is too sad, she just live in her wonder world and never realise that he won't come back to her anymore. Anyway, sometime is better to know less.

I like to read love novel but i never imagine myself as one of the heroin until i found this 2 books. I love this kind of love story..These are 爱尔兰咖啡 and 寄生虫. I read these in my uni time. Up to date i still like this kind of love story..ha..I read few times but never feel bored.

Argh...if got time i wan to read 寄生虫 again. kaka... 2 people is so near yet so far.. Actually both of them already got special feeling among each other but both of them never realise it..until an accident made them together. I think sometime people is tend to like that, we never cherish things beside us until you realise that it is no longer belongs to you anymore.

Just same like this movie, the guy only know that she is da one he loves most when he is going to die.

沿海公路的出口

2008-10-20T23:13:00.003+08:00

Another song that made me listen for n times everyday..Don't know why, i like this song very much.. maybe i'm those type of people who like sad song.

This song basically sound very lonely..sob sob..how cham...

用一根火柴燒一場蜃樓　借這場大雨讓自己逃走
荒茫公路無人的漂泊　寂寞海嘯把我捲走

用一段感情換一個朋友　每一句再見割一道傷口
躲在萬劫不復的街頭　微笑參透覆水難收

＊倘若說放一次手　就像咳一個嗽
我又何苦　在乎得不到的溫柔

我坐在公路的出口　等待天黑以後無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落　緊抱一個醉生夢死的枕頭
游不出回憶　卻學不會放手　怎麼走

REPEAT＊

＊我坐在公路的出口　等待天黑以後無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落　緊抱一個醉生夢死的枕頭
游不出回憶　卻學不會放手　怎麼走

Thanks to my song provider.

Time Flies..

2008-10-20T19:11:00.002+08:00

Tik Tak Tik Tak...time flies without sign and signal....going to November now. The scary moment is nearer and nearer, my heart beat become faster and faster.

I'm very tension..because i found out that there are a lot of things which i don't understand and time is the main factor. I won't give up easily, i will endure everything and fight until the end. No matter how's the result, i already did my best.

Fight................................ Please give me a lot of support. The best support is let me alone and don't disturb me so that i can fully 100% concentrate. My temper is bad, like to scold people a lot recently. To those victims, i'm very sorry, i don't really mean it. My EQ is low only :p

very sien....again....

2008-10-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

Very sien again...exam is coming...got a lot of things to study..job searching but don't have much opportunity, maybe economy is not good. A lot of company is freezing now...haih...sien...

How good if money can fall from sky..dreaming....ya, is late now, can dreaming....

Am i too choosy? I dunno, i just don't like job hopping. Pray hard......must po pi me........

Happy :)

2008-10-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

Feel happy today, long time don't have this feel already :) A call from my long time no contact friend. Talk a lot of nonsense, from north to south, from west to east..haha

If not because of need to study, i sure will go for a movie. Congrats to my friend on finally complete the MBA after struggling for some time.

Selamat hari Raya

2008-10-03T08:23:00.002+08:00

Raya holiday is over, my brother gonna go back to KL this Saturday. October now, really have to do some planning to fully utilise my remaining months.

Feel relief after settled it, finally can concentrate on my plans and tasks that wait for me to complete.

Work hard and good luck to myself :)

Funny people

2008-10-02T12:58:00.003+08:00

Rearrange my blog and delete some comment, saved some blog to draft instead of showing in public. Although blog is a place to write and view our comment but not everybody is open to accept.

I think he goes crazy today, don't want to bother him. Leave a comment said that i bluff him so i just deleted it. If don't want to believe then just go ahead but don't pretend to understand me well. Everybody has their own right to choose what to say and not to say. You taught who you are? I not even telling everything to my best friend, how about you? Everybody has their own secret.

I start to feel that you are very annoying. I think if this condition persists i'll start to hate you. I scare of login to my MSN because scare of you. Sometime i play with my friend and put some funny status and you start to ask why, what.... do i need to explain to you? My friend leave me comment in facebook, you can ask question. Pengsan... Hmm...

Yes, i admit that you are a nice guy and help me a lot too but ..... no comment.... If possible, i want to be Sueh Li No 2.

For you, i appreciate that you continue to be my friend but please don't make scare of you. I'm like that, i don't like people ask me a lot of personal question unless i willing to share and please don't act that understand me well.

You already made me angry of you recently and please stop it. I rather you feel that i bluff you and leave me alone and continue to be hi and bye friend.

~°®ÎÒµÄÈËºÍÎÒ°®µÄÈË~

2008-10-01T23:31:00.003+08:00

A old song but i think it is nice. This song is my ex-roommate's favourite song. Ha!

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

Haha..this is not my feeling and story...just think of this song then i post it in my blog. I'm very clear that what i'm doing now. Although some people might not agree and don't know what i'm doing but i'm clear of my way.

Work hard for my target!

对不起，谢谢

2008-09-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

看了你的部落格，我无言相对。。只希望你能早日接受事实。

有许多事情是不必说了再说，我希望这是最后一次。我只能说谢谢你成为我的朋友，谢谢你的帮助。可是友情和爱情无法相同并论。每当我开心，伤心。。第一个浮现我的脑海的人不是你。每当我没事做，想找个人去玩，对象也不是你。每当我想找人聊天，kacau 的人也不是你。也许事实是残酷但能早日接受事实是对你最好的帮助。

你会是我的朋友。。谢谢你的帮忙及鼓励但对不起，我无法接受你的美意。

New robbery techniques

2008-09-29T10:14:00.002+08:00

I not sure whether you guys receive this mail before but no harm to share. The safety over here is very poor recently, must be more careful and alert to surrounding.

(1) Today i passed by a building which has an ATM machine. There was an old man looking at me and suddenly called me. He said he doesn't know how to read, so he gave me an ATM card and asked me to help him take money from the ATM machine. I answered him 'NO!! If you need help, ask the security to help you.' Then he said 'never mind.. ' and just continue to find other people to help him...
REMEMBER : ATM machines have CCTV. If you help him, and later he says you have robbed him or stole his ATM card, or even his ATM card wasn't his too. So please be careful for these frauds.

(2) When the house electricity suddenly goes off, seeing from the windows that my neighbours still have lights, went out my house to check the Meter Box. But once i open the door, a knife was pointing at the door to stop me from closing it. And they robbed and injured us.

REMEMBER : Even though your electricity suddenly goes off, DO NOT open your door immediately. Look around to see if there is anything unusual or sounds.

(3) This is another story. You think you had heard it before, but this is slightly different. Its about a girl, she saw a kid by the roadside crying. When she asked the kid, the kid said he was lost and wanted her to take him home. The kid even gave her a paper which he said it was his house address. So she took him home. But when she ring the bell on the door. She was shocked by pressing the door bell with high-voltage electric. Once she woke up, she was naked in an empty room.

REMEMBER : Being such a compassion person might not be a good thing. Pass this on and girls, especially, please be careful..AND DON'T BE TOO GOOD!!

(4) I was at the ATM machine to take my money. Behind me, there was an old lady asked me whether i'm able to take my money or not, because she said there's a button might be spoiled, and i don't know since when a small girl came beside me. The small girl was squeezing to my side but i didn't notice, i thought she was just naughty and playful. But then, the small girl put her hand at the hole of the ATM machine where the money comes out, ready to take my money. I felt something wrong and immediately push the small girl away. Then i thought, the small girl and the old lady cooperate together to take my money. The old lady distracted me so that the small girl can take my money away.

REMEMBER: Be VERY CAREFUL when you are at an ATM machine and be alert for anyone suspicious around you.

5) My parents are retired and they stay at home. One afternoon, there was a young stranger said his motorcycle has no more petrol and the petrol station is too far, it's hard to push the motorcycle for such a long distance, so he asked my parents for an empty coke bottle to buy petrol. He said he will pay 2, 3 bucks for it. So my mum took one coke bottle for him. He really did took out money from his pocket, but it was a RM 100 note, and even let my mum to find change for him.But luckily my mum was smart, she said just take and go.

REMEMBER : obviously that note is fake!! Who would want to pay for a stupid empty coke bottle!! Its OBVIOUS to know that that starnger is a fraud!!

(6) this happened in Bali . A newly married couple were having their honeymoon at the hotel. When both are in the changing room, the wife suddenly gone missing. The husband was very anxious and went around to find her. He asked the hotel staffs to help him find her too. Then he thought his wife was just playing hide and seek or wat. So he went back and waited for his wife. After a few hours, he decided to call the police. 3 weeks has passed, there were no news about his missing wife. So he went back and his honeymoon just ended up like that. He was so disappointed and has no mood to work and so he went to travel to other places. Few years later, he came back to Bali , to watch 'FREAK SHOW' in an old house. He saw a dirty and rusty metal cage, there was a lady without limbs, body including the face, full of scars. When she was distorted on the ground, she gives out a sound of a monster-like voice. when he saw her face, he was shocked. He could not recognise the face anymore, her missing wife's face with a red birthmark.

(7) this happened in shanghai. Few yeas ago, a girl reported to the police that her cousin sister was missing in the shopping complex. But after 5 years, one of her friend found her cousin sister begging beside one of the street in Bangkok , Thailand . The worst thing is that her cousin sister has no more limbs and her body is tied to a lamp post with a Shackle (metal chain).

(8) Let's just shorten this story. DO NOT open your house door when you hear some sound of a BABY CRYING!! It might be a trap! Women in the house must be alert in these case. The police said it will be a murderer using a recorder with the baby crying sound to attract your attention. These normally happens at night and when you are only alone in the house. G IR LS, especially, please be careful.

9) i read an email that was sent by my friend. Her friend, which is known as A, went to Luo Hu Commercial City with 2 friends, B and C. Luo Hu Commercial City is Shenzhen counterfeit goods distribution center, there are many people there, its also near to the ShenZhen train station and Hong Kong's Luo Hu Port.

Its says, C wants to go to the toilet. So A and B waited outside. But then after they waited for so long, they felt weird and went into the toilet to ask her to hurry up. But once they went in, there were nobody inside there. Both were scared as they called C's phone but no one answered. So they called the police. The police asked them whether they had saw anyboby suspicious went into the toilet. Both said there were none and its impossible to bring an alive person with more then 100 kg out of the toilet without them noticing. Then A remember there was a cleaner pushing a trolley in, and then came back out...the police told them this is not the 1st time happening. The police has already suspect a gang of criminals that always attacks the toilet in a complex where many people are. They use cleaners to kidnap or trafficking in human organs.

REMEMBER : please be careful when using the toilet. For anybody, not only girls, boys too!! Do not go to the wash room or toilet ALONE!!

Please at least have a partner with you.

祝我生日快乐

2008-09-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

11.02pm now, another 58 min then my big day will over. Nothing special happen today, everything in peace. Anyway, nothing mean good thing :)

My birthday wish is hope that everything will go smoothly beside those n years never change wishes. Pray hard........Thank you on all the wishes, i really feel touch..hehe :p

My wish list:
1) Get a good and high pay job
2) Pass all my ACCA papers in first attempt

N years never change list:
1) Everybody is healthy and happy.

Luck luck faster come :p

我很任性

2008-09-22T13:29:00.002+08:00

我不喜欢就是不喜欢，请别叫我做我不喜欢的事。
我不要就是不要，请别逼我要。
无法忍受我的任性就给我滚！别想改变我！

我爱做我爱的事，请别阻挡我。
我爱我行我素，请别来劝我。
无法忍受我的任性就给我滚！别想阻止我！

我爱但不爱我的人请一巴一巴的刮醒我。
爱我但我不爱的人请别来烦我。
爱我和我爱的人。。我不知道。。

Very sien...

2008-09-21T23:45:00.003+08:00

Don't know what to say and how to describe my feeling. I wan to put down everything and go to a place which nobody knows me. I wan go to a place which has beautiful landscape, nice trees, nice river and beautiful scenery.

Arrh...what happen to me? I don't like current of me. Sien ar.......

Fate

2008-09-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

從前有個書生 , 和未婚妻約好在某年某月某日結婚 .
到那一天 , 未婚妻卻嫁給了別人 . 書生受此打擊 , 一病不起 .
家人用盡各種辦法都無能為力 , 眼看奄奄一息 .
這時 , 路過一游方僧人 , 得知情況 , 決定點化一下他 .

僧人到他床前 , 從懷裡摸出一面鏡子叫書生看 .
書生看到茫茫大海 , 一名遇害的女子一絲不掛地躺在海灘上 .
路過一人 , 看一眼 , 搖搖頭 , 走了 ....
又路過一人 , 將衣服脫下 , 給女屍蓋上 , 走了 ....
再路過一人 , 過去 , 挖個坑 , 小心翼翼把屍體掩埋了 ............
疑惑間 , 畫面切換 . 書生看到自己的未婚妻 . 洞房花燭 ,
被她丈夫掀起蓋頭的瞬間 ...
書生不明所以 .

僧人解釋道 , 那具海灘上的女屍 , 就是你未婚妻的前世 .
你是第 2 個路過的人 , 曾給過他一件衣服 . 她今生和你相戀 , 只為還你一個情 .
但是她最終要報答一生一世的人 , 是最後那個把她掩埋的人 , 那人就是他現在的丈夫 .

書生大悟 , 唰地從床上做起 , 病癒 !
幾年前 , 初戀的愛人去世時 , 我痛不欲生 .
有朋友就找來這故事開導我 , 讓我釋懷不少 .
也許 , 她來到這個世界上 , 就是為了還我一片情吧 ..
她做完了她想做的事 , 就走了 .
以後 , 我都用這個故事開導身邊的朋友 .

緣這個東西 , 是最不可思議的 .
電影 ' 不見不散 ' 的主題歌這樣唱道 :

' 這世界說大就大 , 說小就小 .
就算是我們今生的約定 , 也要用一生去尋找 ....'
緣分這東西不可強求 . 該你的 , 早晚是你的 :
不該你的 , 怎麼努力 , 也得不到 .
但無論任何時候 , 我們都不要絕望 .
不要放棄自己對真 , 善 , 美的愛情追求 .

人生的價值 , 在某種意義上講 , 就是愛和被愛的成熟 .
當真愛來臨 , 如果也就成熟了 .
隨緣 ............
　隨意 ............ ...
　　隨遇 ..........
　　　隨喜 ...........

懂得『珍惜、知足、感恩』，就擁有了生命滴光彩
在我的內心裡，有著一份感覺 . 感動與感恩之情，
在此時此刻腦海裡出現著你的影像，
讓我也想要和你一起分享這一篇文章，
因為你是我的朋友我的家人

p/s: touching, copy from internet

一天到晚游泳的鱼

2008-09-20T19:34:00.004+08:00

情愿困在你怀中
困在你温柔
不想一个人寂寞
无边漂泊
就象鱼儿水里游
你的心河流向我
不眠不休的追求
一天到晚游泳的鱼啊
鱼不停游
一天到晚想你的人啊
爱不停休
从来不想回头
不问天长地久
因为我的爱覆水难收
多少喜乐在心中慢慢游
多少忧愁不肯走流向心头
就像鱼儿水里游
永远不会问结果
他们知道爱情没尽头
一天到晚游泳的鱼啊
鱼不停游
一天到晚想你的人啊
爱不停休
沧海多么辽阔
再也不能回首
只要你心里永远留我

哑子吃黄连有苦说不出，在面对与逃避之间我选择了逃避。原因我没勇气去面对因为我没有信心。天生是个失败者。好想逃跑。时间应该可以冲淡一切，如果时间是良药，那是几久呢？一年？十年？

在中学时期就爱这首歌，但是现在我却明白了这首歌的心情。错中复杂。

对于他，我还是希望你放我走吧，那是给我最好的礼物。

中秋节

2008-09-14T23:30:00.005+08:00

中秋节是一家人团圆的日子，是农历的八月十五号. 中秋节的时候，中国人赏月现在人们也在节日喝酒和祝福他们亲朋好友。

中秋节有几个传说，最有名的是嫦娥的故事，那个女神住在月亮里。很久以前地球上太热了这样因为有十个太阳结果很多人热死了。一天嫦娥的丈夫射下了九个太阳，地球天气变得凉快了。后来他偷一个女神的仙丹，这样他永远不会死，可是他是暴君，所以嫦娥偷吃她了丈夫的仙丹，这样他就不会再欺压百姓了。嫦娥把仙丹吃了以后，飞到了月亮上，她的丈夫留在了地球上。虽然他可以射下月亮，但是他不想，因为他太爱嫦娥了，他不想杀他妻子。这样，人们在这一天纪念她。

中秋节有很长的历史。商朝的时候，人们就开始过中秋节。周朝的时候，随著社会发展, 人们举行月亮舞会，迎接冬天的来，而这个时候也是水果蔬菜收获的季节。从周朝到唐朝，中国人越来越喜欢中秋节，但是是在宋朝，人们开始做月饼，月饼至今还是中秋节传统食物。也是在这个时候，人们给亲戚送月饼。明朝和清朝，不同的地方有不同的风俗习惯，比方说挂灯笼, 还有种中秋树。

see this article from the net which talk about mooncake festival. Today, just a normal day for me, study and rest at home plus study group in library. The most interesting part is i not even eat any single piece of mooncake today. Very weird. Maybe the economy nowadays is not as good as previous year so this year's celebration consider very quiet. People nowadays are more concern about the latest ISA case after Ahmad Ismail's issue. If Ahmad Ismail's case is a tsunami then the reporter's incident is the after shock effect.

Today is Sept 14, 2 more days to come. What will happen on Sept 16? I don't know and can't predict, as this is their political techniques. I'm just a normal citizen who looks for harmony and safe lifestyle only.

One of my friend who is furthering her study in Netherlands asked that the moon out there is same with Malaysia? From scientific view is yes but in every occasion, we might feel different as we don't have the most familiar scene and view around. The feeling is different.

I miss my sis and bro.

Parlimen Malaysia - You Tak Suka, You Keluar Dari Malaysia

2008-09-13T12:02:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBGQADED_Mw

Wow...so interesting..please read the comments too..haha...Really sia sui la..let the whole world see this video.

...

2008-09-12T23:37:00.003+08:00

Dunno y, i feel quite tired now but still don't feel like to zz...

Surfed jobstreet just now but like don't have any job suit for me. I really have to work in big four? I'm so reluctant to go back to my previous lifeless lifestyle. Never mind, still have time, sure can get a job which is suit for me.

Pray hard for my future and exam :)

Angels Brought Me Here

2008-09-07T11:28:00.000+08:00

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle

If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)

My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

my long time favourite song..

愿你一切安好。

2008-09-07T10:42:00.003+08:00

你对我说你已无法控制你的眼泪，总是情不自禁的掉泪，常以泪洗脸到入眠，原因就是他。身为旁观者，我们会对你说是时候放手了但对于当事者就不是那么轻易的说放了就放。
他已大方的和他人约会，难道还能不放手吗？心是伤了但是也要有梦醒了的时候。。再持续下去只有伤心，痛心。。不要再执着了。。
对于已失去的爱情就让他去吧，大方的祝福他们，愿他们一切安好。心也是该收回了，一切将会是我们美好的回忆，他走过了我们生命的痕迹。
再见了。。再多的不舍也要让你走了。。

I love my country.

2008-09-06T18:31:00.002+08:00

My grandma is in penang for few days. My parent visited her just now while waiting for me. One of my relative is applying migration to Australia currently. We thought that grandma will feel sad as all her "cucu" are separate throughout the world like Singapore, Hong Kong, UK etc and now another one is going to Australia. Surprisingly, she feel happy as we all have this opportunity to explore ourselves outside instead of always "hide" in Malaysia.

My mom always asks my sis not to come back also since she is enjoying her life over there. All the while, my mom likes me to stay with her as my bro n sis are not around but she suggested me to go out after i complete my ACCA. I really surprise that my mom will say this to me.
After a while, i understand that not my mom doesn't want us to stay together but is feel a bit disappointed to our country's MP. Although we already independence for 51 years but Chinese still treated as migrant , what a disappointment. Not only me, my parent are born n grow up in Malaysia too. I wonder why all this issues still can't be solved. Maybe our country still far behind developed country and not open minded. US can accept Obama as their "potential" president. Not to say as a PM, normal rights and respect from our beloved friends also is a dream for us.
What i can say is that more and more knowledgeable Malaysian are working abroad, the reason behind this issues is known by everybody.

"Bukit Bendera Umno division chief Ahmad Ismail has claimed that his decision not to apologise for his racially inflammatory remarks has received “tremendous support” from Malay-Muslim groups."

Can't comment too much over here, if not ISA has their rights to catch us.

Wondering in library..:P

2008-09-03T11:23:00.002+08:00

Today is wednesday, as usual, study in library after class. I'm a bit unhappy today but it won't affect my morale to pursue for my dream but it really inspire me a lot. I met 1 of my old schoolmate in class yesterday. She is my secondary schoolmate, eventually i met her again in college not long ago. In our conversation, i feel that she is really commited to her job and ACCA. She works as an auditor in KPMG yet can pass 2 papers out of 3 in her last sitting. I really salute her as auditor's working life is lifeless. Although she said that she is lucky because her senior let her attend all the classes and allowed her to take long study leave. Other can so y not me? I still have 3 months to go, must fully utilise my time to prepare and study hard. Success comes from hardwork and determination.

Is time to prepare my time table for final. My target, settle my ACCA asap and see me in Singapore. Beside that, must pray hard that i manage to get job after december too.

Is time to work hard...........study hard.........and of course play hard after exam :p

暗恋

2008-08-31T22:46:00.003+08:00

好闷啊！！天气真的热死人了。。快下雨啦。。
无聊的扭开收音机，正好播着杨丞琳的暧昧，好久没听这首歌了，感觉还不错。

歌词：

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

听着，听着让我想起了我们姐妹帮的话题-暗恋。。
好久没有这种感觉了，结果我们讨论了许多如果。
明明是有了感觉但是考虑了很多问题结果还是往肚子里吞了，为何不敢表白？原因是担心还是面子？有句名言，世上最遥远的距离不是天涯海角，而是我站在你面前，而你不知道我爱你。好悲伤啊。

我的中文部落格

2008-08-31T15:43:00.002+08:00

哈，有一股兴奋的感觉，因为我终于可以用中文打字。。可是我的速度可说是像乌龟一样慢，可能是太久没有练习了。

其实，我并没有特别的事情想分享，只想试试我的software :p

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I'm tired!!

stress......

Back~

I'm not happy

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wish me luck...

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會不會遇到很愛很愛的人？

Congrats!

Continue..

I just like u alone!!

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涂鸦

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The curious case of Benjamin Button

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