告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫
明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力
明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系
告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫
明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力
明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系
明知道我爱你 假装不在意
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系
Monday, May 2, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
最動人的情話
If i not found this from siu han, i think i'll forget abt my blog already because i not even can remember the url. Terrible...
When i read this, a lots of image come across my mind...how abt yrs?? I clearly know the message of Siu Han because i experienced it before..A lot of things would like to write, unfortunately time not allowed. I'm damn sleepy and I'm sick...I hope i can continue tomorrow but not after few months :)
這一生，你聽過最動人的一句情話是哪一句？
聽過太多，我都記不起來了。也許，不是我聽太多，而是我寫太多，混淆了。尋常生活裡，要找一句動聽的情話，那肯定不是「生死相許」這四個字吧？
一句情話是否在那一瞬間打動了你，從此刻骨銘心，得要看是誰說的，也要看是在什麼時候說。心情糟透了、忙得喘不過氣來的一刻，聽到「我愛你」，大概也感動不起來。氣在頭上、正想摔東西發洩，這時聽到「不怕，有我在！」，也許只想踹他。
不愛一個人，他說的「我愛你」就像一個不好笑的笑話。愛一個人，他說的最尋常的一句話，甚至是一句戲謔的俏皮話，也可能讓你眼含熱淚。
不愛他了，他卻說「我養你」，那一刻，只有感傷而沒有感動。愛著他，他不過說了一句：「這麼晚了，怎麼還沒吃飯呢？走！咱們吃飯去！」，你突然就感動得淚眼模糊。
愛情從來不公平，可又為什麼要公平啊？
Haih..............................not fair at all...........Hahahhaha..but what to do..Because ppl believe that work hard = with return..but this theory is not applicable to every situation..I'm still learning...
When i read this, a lots of image come across my mind...how abt yrs?? I clearly know the message of Siu Han because i experienced it before..A lot of things would like to write, unfortunately time not allowed. I'm damn sleepy and I'm sick...I hope i can continue tomorrow but not after few months :)
這一生，你聽過最動人的一句情話是哪一句？
聽過太多，我都記不起來了。也許，不是我聽太多，而是我寫太多，混淆了。尋常生活裡，要找一句動聽的情話，那肯定不是「生死相許」這四個字吧？
一句情話是否在那一瞬間打動了你，從此刻骨銘心，得要看是誰說的，也要看是在什麼時候說。心情糟透了、忙得喘不過氣來的一刻，聽到「我愛你」，大概也感動不起來。氣在頭上、正想摔東西發洩，這時聽到「不怕，有我在！」，也許只想踹他。
不愛一個人，他說的「我愛你」就像一個不好笑的笑話。愛一個人，他說的最尋常的一句話，甚至是一句戲謔的俏皮話，也可能讓你眼含熱淚。
不愛他了，他卻說「我養你」，那一刻，只有感傷而沒有感動。愛著他，他不過說了一句：「這麼晚了，怎麼還沒吃飯呢？走！咱們吃飯去！」，你突然就感動得淚眼模糊。
愛情從來不公平，可又為什麼要公平啊？
Haih..............................not fair at all...........Hahahhaha..but what to do..Because ppl believe that work hard = with return..but this theory is not applicable to every situation..I'm still learning...
Saturday, January 8, 2011
病情恶化
今天得知病情恶化时我忍不住哭了。。 在回家途中眼泪都不受我控制。我知道我有些悲观，甚至认为若病情恶化我也不想活了。。 若我在高中生病时就走了，现在的我会怎样？那时我幸运的活下来了，现在的我应更努力的去面对。。我看我的生命线还蛮长的，所以我要更积极的去面对。。也许我很快的就康复了。。
愿神明保佑。。
愿神明保佑。。
Monday, December 6, 2010
sad
nothing much to say but i'm very sad today...sad sad sad.......................
help me....................................
help me....................................
Sunday, October 17, 2010
小嫺 - 愛情從未光臨
我身邊有一些朋友和親戚，長得不錯，條件不錯，人也很好，可是，愛情要不是從未光臨就是很久沒光臨，上一次談戀愛，好像已經是上一個世紀的事。
眼看也許要孤獨終老，雖然只能坦然接受，但是，有時終究不明白命運的安排；尤其是眼看那些她們認識與不認識的女人，即使長得像阿凡達或是像豬頭，人也很討厭，卻有人愛，甚至愛到死心塌地。
多麼不公平啊？再怎麼豁達的女人，還是會有點不甘心。她們命裡五行不缺，金、木、水、火、土都齊全，就是欠了桃花。
我常常跟她們說，說不定她們前世是西門慶，配額已經用完了。所以，這輩子比較清閒。
當然了，假使不肯認命，跟自己說，好歹也要談一場戀愛，好歹也要嫁一次，於是像餓狼撲兔那樣，硬是要撲幾隻兔子看看，這樣的結局通常很糟糕，吃不到兔子，還重重摔一跤。
不管這生這世的姻緣是好是壞，姻緣的確是命中注定的。所有的緣份不都是這樣嗎？就像有些人出生在一個美滿的家庭，有些人來自破碎的家庭。姻緣也是一樣。這本來就是一個充滿遺憾的世界。然而，每一個遺憾，都使我們學會珍惜手上握著的幸福，也讓我們滿懷謙卑去探究命運的波譎雲詭。
萬一前世真的是西門慶或是潘金蓮，又或者是面首三千的武則天、喜歡玩弄愛情的絕世尤物，那麼，是不是就要忍受往後一千年的孤獨？抑或，要是在其中一輩子覺醒，也就能夠改變以後的命運？
Touch~~
眼看也許要孤獨終老，雖然只能坦然接受，但是，有時終究不明白命運的安排；尤其是眼看那些她們認識與不認識的女人，即使長得像阿凡達或是像豬頭，人也很討厭，卻有人愛，甚至愛到死心塌地。
多麼不公平啊？再怎麼豁達的女人，還是會有點不甘心。她們命裡五行不缺，金、木、水、火、土都齊全，就是欠了桃花。
我常常跟她們說，說不定她們前世是西門慶，配額已經用完了。所以，這輩子比較清閒。
當然了，假使不肯認命，跟自己說，好歹也要談一場戀愛，好歹也要嫁一次，於是像餓狼撲兔那樣，硬是要撲幾隻兔子看看，這樣的結局通常很糟糕，吃不到兔子，還重重摔一跤。
不管這生這世的姻緣是好是壞，姻緣的確是命中注定的。所有的緣份不都是這樣嗎？就像有些人出生在一個美滿的家庭，有些人來自破碎的家庭。姻緣也是一樣。這本來就是一個充滿遺憾的世界。然而，每一個遺憾，都使我們學會珍惜手上握著的幸福，也讓我們滿懷謙卑去探究命運的波譎雲詭。
萬一前世真的是西門慶或是潘金蓮，又或者是面首三千的武則天、喜歡玩弄愛情的絕世尤物，那麼，是不是就要忍受往後一千年的孤獨？抑或，要是在其中一輩子覺醒，也就能夠改變以後的命運？
Touch~~
Sunday, September 5, 2010
败犬女王
This term become very popular few years ago. It mean a woman who reach marriage age but still single.
I've lots of old sms which i still kept in my phone and i found a friend send me a message regarding this term. I feel that I definitely have this potential to become a 败犬. No, this is a fact. Ha! Due to this, I've to ensure that I have to perform better in other field of my life.
I've lots of old sms which i still kept in my phone and i found a friend send me a message regarding this term. I feel that I definitely have this potential to become a 败犬. No, this is a fact. Ha! Due to this, I've to ensure that I have to perform better in other field of my life.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
MACC
This is another blog that I would like to comment about politic in Malaysia. I know there are lots of constraint in commenting in internet. My country is not as open as US or other developed countries. There are Multimedia Act and ISA to keep an eye on us. Ha!
Recently there are few actions from MACC eg, bring Dr Ling to drink coffee and Sime Darby's GM case. Beside this, they are taking ICAC (HK) as benchmark. The most funny thing is they use ICAC as benchmark but their action is not as transparent as them. There are too much power in MACC's hand. Can this call LPPL (talk = no talk, not sense)
I watched a local program in Astro yesterday. They interview the citizens of this lovely country. Their comments are as per following:-
1) They just make movies only.
2) All the Datuk, Politician sure won't get charged.
3) There are trying to do big things but not sure can work or not etc.
Ha! What a shame..Your peoples not even have confidence in you. Lastly i believe that the result would like other case, no story at the end or government will "control" the media.
Pity to Teoh Beng Hock.....who die in MACC's building......
Recently there are few actions from MACC eg, bring Dr Ling to drink coffee and Sime Darby's GM case. Beside this, they are taking ICAC (HK) as benchmark. The most funny thing is they use ICAC as benchmark but their action is not as transparent as them. There are too much power in MACC's hand. Can this call LPPL (talk = no talk, not sense)
I watched a local program in Astro yesterday. They interview the citizens of this lovely country. Their comments are as per following:-
1) They just make movies only.
2) All the Datuk, Politician sure won't get charged.
3) There are trying to do big things but not sure can work or not etc.
Ha! What a shame..Your peoples not even have confidence in you. Lastly i believe that the result would like other case, no story at the end or government will "control" the media.
Pity to Teoh Beng Hock.....who die in MACC's building......
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