i'm still a kid :p

I should zz now as i need to wake up early but i can't control my fingers, feel that must write this down. Today happen 2 incidents which make me very happy and feel like want to kill people.

I not plan to remember the incident that make me angry. In short, i can say that that's me. I always try hard to achieve my dream. You might not agree with my action but i think what i do is correct. I just don't want to regret in future. I can secure my future, it is in my hand.

My mom went for trip, left papa n i in house only. Today is the first day i talk so much with my dad. I prepared food for my dad, helped him to clean all the dirty plates etc. Normally i hate to do housework but i quite enjoy today. Maybe when you use your heart to do something or do something for your love one, everything will be so sweet and touch.

I talked about 1 hour + with him, although it was just normal talk but i rarely talk so much with him after i grow up. I always impatient when i teach my family members but i teach my dad computer very patient today, teach him step by step...ha... Maybe all this while i rarely talk with him, i think after i entered secondary school, our conversation just about very formal matter, money, fetch me to school, tuition etc.

My mom is correct, we should spend more time with my dad. Actually our relationship is good but we just rarely communicate. Maybe my dad likes to hide in room too much, while my mom always scolds us since we still a kid. Haha..so we already used to argue with mom. :p

I still remember that sometime my dad will help me to do colouring when i was in primary school or teach me how to do math. I like to sit beside him while i still a kid and mimic the way he reads newspaper. Ha! We all grow up now and my sis and bro are not here always, we all go for our dreams... I wan to say that no matter what happen, house in still da best. When you are unhappy or in trouble, just go home, it is da safest and warmest place.

Don't know why, my tears keep dropping, maybe i really enjoy the moment with my dad just now, feel so touch. Normally my dad zz at 9pm but he accompanied me until 12am just now. Ha! I love my family. All the unhappy incident just gone. Family is da best medicine.

(p/s: feel like wan to zz with my dad and manja him like a kid..haha, can i?)

Happy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali to all Hindu and Happy Holiday to all......

After today, i left 5 more weeks only..time flies......................Count down for the scary moment. I'll temporary away after monday. I mostly won't online already..sob sob...

See you all when i come back again...

Take care to all my friends, if got time can drop me a sms to make sure that i still alive. Haha..Sayonara!!!!!!!!!!!

生日快乐

彷佛你就在我身边
等待了一年 又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等 这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐

I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 甜言也带苦


I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 都於事无补

今夜 有人陪你庆祝
不枉 我一年的孤独
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
像 普通人糢糊
多一字 多份痛
今夜 我不想哭
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You

Another love song which i like a lot. If you watch this movie before then you will quite familiar with this song.

My friend's mom said that the ending of this movie is very lousy like hang half way. For me, this is the most beautiful ending. Although the guy is in another world but inside her heart he still like beside her always.

I cried a lot in this movie, ha. I not very remember the plot already as i watched this movie few years ago. Although i feel that this movie is quite romantic but i don't like this type of love. The ending is too sad, she just live in her wonder world and never realise that he won't come back to her anymore. Anyway, sometime is better to know less.

I like to read love novel but i never imagine myself as one of the heroin until i found this 2 books. I love this kind of love story..These are 爱尔兰咖啡 and 寄生虫. I read these in my uni time. Up to date i still like this kind of love story..ha..I read few times but never feel bored.

Argh...if got time i wan to read 寄生虫 again. kaka... 2 people is so near yet so far.. Actually both of them already got special feeling among each other but both of them never realise it..until an accident made them together. I think sometime people is tend to like that, we never cherish things beside us until you realise that it is no longer belongs to you anymore.

Just same like this movie, the guy only know that she is da one he loves most when he is going to die.

沿海公路的出口

Another song that made me listen for n times everyday..Don't know why, i like this song very much.. maybe i'm those type of people who like sad song.

This song basically sound very lonely..sob sob..how cham...

用一根火柴燒一場蜃樓　借這場大雨讓自己逃走
荒茫公路無人的漂泊　寂寞海嘯把我捲走

用一段感情換一個朋友　每一句再見割一道傷口
躲在萬劫不復的街頭　微笑參透覆水難收

＊倘若說放一次手　就像咳一個嗽
我又何苦　在乎得不到的溫柔

我坐在公路的出口　等待天黑以後無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落　緊抱一個醉生夢死的枕頭
游不出回憶　卻學不會放手　怎麼走

REPEAT＊

＊我坐在公路的出口　等待天黑以後無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落　緊抱一個醉生夢死的枕頭
游不出回憶　卻學不會放手　怎麼走

Thanks to my song provider.

Time Flies..

Tik Tak Tik Tak...time flies without sign and signal....going to November now. The scary moment is nearer and nearer, my heart beat become faster and faster.

I'm very tension..because i found out that there are a lot of things which i don't understand and time is the main factor. I won't give up easily, i will endure everything and fight until the end. No matter how's the result, i already did my best.

Fight................................ Please give me a lot of support. The best support is let me alone and don't disturb me so that i can fully 100% concentrate. My temper is bad, like to scold people a lot recently. To those victims, i'm very sorry, i don't really mean it. My EQ is low only :p

very sien....again....

Very sien again...exam is coming...got a lot of things to study..job searching but don't have much opportunity, maybe economy is not good. A lot of company is freezing now...haih...sien...

How good if money can fall from sky..dreaming....ya, is late now, can dreaming....

Am i too choosy? I dunno, i just don't like job hopping. Pray hard......must po pi me........

Happy :)

Feel happy today, long time don't have this feel already :) A call from my long time no contact friend. Talk a lot of nonsense, from north to south, from west to east..haha

If not because of need to study, i sure will go for a movie. Congrats to my friend on finally complete the MBA after struggling for some time.

Selamat hari Raya

Raya holiday is over, my brother gonna go back to KL this Saturday. October now, really have to do some planning to fully utilise my remaining months.

Feel relief after settled it, finally can concentrate on my plans and tasks that wait for me to complete.

Work hard and good luck to myself :)

Funny people

Rearrange my blog and delete some comment, saved some blog to draft instead of showing in public. Although blog is a place to write and view our comment but not everybody is open to accept.

I think he goes crazy today, don't want to bother him. Leave a comment said that i bluff him so i just deleted it. If don't want to believe then just go ahead but don't pretend to understand me well. Everybody has their own right to choose what to say and not to say. You taught who you are? I not even telling everything to my best friend, how about you? Everybody has their own secret.

I start to feel that you are very annoying. I think if this condition persists i'll start to hate you. I scare of login to my MSN because scare of you. Sometime i play with my friend and put some funny status and you start to ask why, what.... do i need to explain to you? My friend leave me comment in facebook, you can ask question. Pengsan... Hmm...

Yes, i admit that you are a nice guy and help me a lot too but ..... no comment.... If possible, i want to be Sueh Li No 2.

For you, i appreciate that you continue to be my friend but please don't make scare of you. I'm like that, i don't like people ask me a lot of personal question unless i willing to share and please don't act that understand me well.

You already made me angry of you recently and please stop it. I rather you feel that i bluff you and leave me alone and continue to be hi and bye friend.

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A old song but i think it is nice. This song is my ex-roommate's favourite song. Ha!

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍 我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问 我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问 我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

Haha..this is not my feeling and story...just think of this song then i post it in my blog. I'm very clear that what i'm doing now. Although some people might not agree and don't know what i'm doing but i'm clear of my way.

Work hard for my target!