Monday, December 14, 2009

I'm tired!!

Feel so tired after exam but i still hang around in facebook + MSN. I'm sad due to my poor performing in exam. I know my main problem is poor time management. I spend too much time on a part which cause me lack of time for the remaining question. In addition my EQ is not high enough to control my panic.

Although i manage to answer all the question but i don't have confidence on my answer. I just do whatever i feel correct and i can do..

God, please po pi me to get 50%.

No mood to zz, no mood to mood.........

Saturday, October 31, 2009


I'm very stress..stress..stress....

Can i survive? How many obstacles i've to o through? arrhh.......

Saturday, September 12, 2009


I've 1 month not update anything over here. Life starts busy nowadays..Work + study...

Planned to write something here on 090909 but i end up just forget it. :p I remembered that during 060606, i told my friend that i wan to engage in 090909 but i just busy with my work on that day, not even celebrate this special day with my bf :p haha..
Sometime i feel that i'm bad because i always busy with my own stuff and not really spend time with bf, don't wonder his friend claimed that i'm not serious. Ha! Anyway, i'm just not a superman, i can't do everything in 1 time. Just be myself! Prioritise!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

I'm not happy

I'm walking at the T-junction..don't know which way gonna be my way. Somebody please give me a hand or show me the road.

Friday, August 7, 2009


Today, (Friday) the 7th of August 2009, you lived through two unique moments of the Gregorian calendar.

Today afternoon at 12:34:56pm and at 12:34:56am the figures come up as 123456.

The figures 789 are for the date 7th, the month of August 8 and the year 2009.

Run in sequence it becomes 123456789.

You can live through it again if you live for a 100 years from now when it will be 2109, with the same time and date.

Not a new post!

Think of something accidentally..You can bluff the whole world but you can't bluff yourselves. I can tell the whole world that I'm OK and make fun with them..but i know my feeling inside my heart...Deep inside my heart.

Listening to Jazz.....and is time to face the problem POSITIVELY.


Write 2 blogs within few hours..haha..When I don't have mood to write, there are no new post for around a month. :p Mayb I can qualified under abnormal category.

Maybe I'm quite free today and not in good mood. Everybody is happy out there because today is my bro's convocation but I'm alone at home. In this kind of situation, i prefer to stay alone, at least i got chance to cool down and clear my mind. I know I've to wait and can't be keep on pressing myself but I'm just a normal human in certain extend. I scare that I can't handle "double attack".

Stay positive please! Just wait patiently and things might be good and not as worth as I think. Remember what you've read in "the secret"? As long as you think positively then good things will come to you must control your anxiety. Positive! You can choose to have a joyful or unpleasant day. Cheer up~ I can overcome it, I can make it!! Positive!!

If you feel that the more you study then you can release yourselves then just go ahead.

(P/s: For those who want to leave a negative comment, please GO AWAY!)


Today is my bro's convocation. Congrats ken, graduate lo..haha..Feel a bit sad because i fail to attend your convocation but i think it gonna be a great day not only to you but all our family members. We love you!!!

I went for second interview just now. In certain extend, i'm not that honest, ha! Anyway. I blame myself for not selling myself very good. I should perform better. :( What to do, over already..just wait for 2-3 weeks then i'll know the result...God, please po pi me :p

Monday, July 13, 2009


good things to share...i still remember that a guy asked me to repay him after i rejected him. I'm very angry that time and feel that know a person like him is the most unlucky incident in my life. Things changed better now but when i see this article, i think of him again- a guy who ask me to repay him!

by 張小嫻










Saturday, July 11, 2009

The reason of being a failure..

A always claims that being failure in relationship with people around.I still can't get a job currently is due to economy downturn. Everything has a reason.

Actually i observed A recently, finally i found out the reason. Communication skill. A totally lack of this skill. For this area, no one can help beside yourself. What i can say is beware of your words, every words have been spoken gonna be no return. Art of words is important.

I've told A about this, hope that this can help up a bit. Take care and all the best to you.

(p/s: actually i quite beh tahan sometimes too..wan to slap A)
A, paiseh ya.. :p come, let me slap..haha..

Friday, July 10, 2009


Every success person faces a lot of obstacles before they success. It is applicable to my case too. I strongly believe that. It is just the matter of time, I know that I no longer the old me. I equipped myself with better knowledge and understanding compared the previous me. People might dunno about my change, they don't see it not because I'm not good, but is the current economy.

Anyway, the small obstacle don't beat me down. I gonna be stronger and prove to them that they have made a wrong decision.!

Just wait and see the new me! U gonna drop your spec. Stay tuned!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I'm waiting..waiting...wait.........

When my phone ring, I'll become very exciting. I hope that some companies are calling or C calls me. After interviewed on Monday, I'm so keen that HR will call me. I hate this kind of feeling, feel like the poison is killing me softly. I understand that i should enjoy this moment, after i start to work, i gonna miss it very much. Actually I try to enjoy it by watching dramas, hang out with friends and spend my time with him but i know that i can't always in this kind of phenomena. Beside study, i need my career too. I'm not that kind of person that waiting my husband to rear me, good career gives me lot's of satisfaction. I don't mind to go for extra miles, as long as there's good return.

Another time i feel that dizzysoldercrunch will understand my feeling :p Haha..paiseh ya, always talk about you in my blog :p

I tell myself, just do whatever you can do now, god will arrange for me. Stay positive!

Tomorrow is Friday, 1 week gonna over d......and i still waiting..................................wait...........wait.....wait.......

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I'm back!!

Yeah..back to my blog!! I've long time don't post any post already.

I would like to say congratulation to dizzysoldercrunch, finally you can walk out from the nightmare. Hope that i can follow your footsteps very soon, keen to have a new life and new start. Wish you all the best in your future undertaking and can kao 1 mui mui zai over there. Keke! :p

Lastly, would like to wish all daddy in these world happy father day :)

Thursday, May 14, 2009


Actually i got lots of things to write here..unfortunately I'm damn busy nowadays :( Exam in next month..busy..super busy..Hope that this semester can perform well and pass all my papers. (I'm not greedy :p)

In short, there are lots of happy stuffs and unhappy stuffs. Anyway, I'm quite happy although there are some incidents caused me mad..haha..I'm relief because i'm quite tired with those never ending story. Finally come to the end and can have a brand new days..And it is a wonderful! :p

Wish me full of lucks in next month. God po pi me...

Sunday, April 19, 2009

鱼 fish.....



Sunday, April 5, 2009

wish me luck...

Gonna away for short while and mostly won't update my blog for sometime...Anyway, i need lots of luck in June..Please wish me luck and pray hard for me :)

Not much to write, take care to all my friends. :)

Saturday, March 21, 2009


Another story to share...

Mar 18th, 2009 by 張小嫻




















Wednesday, March 18, 2009

bad temper

My mood always not too good in this week, angry easily...Will angry even a small matter although i don't show it out but i know i bo syok..

What happen to me? I not too sure about the cause but i must control myself.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

My Fate...

At first i plan to write this blog in Mandarin because somebody don't know how to read Mandarin, so i won't be teased, but just too lazy to type. My speed is slow. :p Don't worry la..i won't write your story in my blog don't worry..steady :p

I gonna attend another interview on this Thursday (at first it is schedule on next Monday). This is my old company, i should feel comfortable with it but i feel a bit nervous. I start to worry that the interviewer might persecute me as I'm ex staff. Worry that how much they might pay me. They told me that mostly they will give me my old basic. Haih..Actually i don't care so much things already..The economy is poor now, i can't be so choosy. I just hope that i can pass my ACCA smoothly. I really scare that i'll be part of unemployed.

Haih..Just be positive thinking! Believe what i've read in the Secret. Law of Attraction and Law of Gravity! With positive mindset and feeling then your wish will comes true. SY, u can made it!! Believe yourself! Good Luck to me!!! Friends, please give me lots of support!

p/s: i ate a lot of crab..dunno will itchy and reddish spot on my body or not..scare scare...

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Missing you...

Maybe i read a lot of articles about love recently..that's why i found that my recent blogs mostly related to love matter..Anyway,i'm not like the dizzysoldercruch's comment..haha..Thanks on your caring :p

Yeah..another story to share...Of course this is my idol 張小嫻's work, an old post. :)
















If manage to found somebody you like and he/she likes you as well, it will be a great and happy incident. On the other hand, lovesick will be suffering, because no matter how much you miss him, he won't know or appreciate that.

When i care for somebody, i'll send him text to assure that he is fine over there. When i fall in love, i'll miss him from day to night. A simple text from him already can cheer up my day. A simple word - miss you already made me in sweet mode. Ha!

Recently a guy told me that i'm important for him and would like to further our relationship. I totally get shock..Of course we are not together at last. Actually i quite like him last time and always hope that he will notice about me one day. After years, my dream had come true but i only realise that i no longer miss him and i can't feel that his feeling towards me. Maybe my mind is overwrite my heart for the another time.

I still looking for the feeling that you asking me "do you miss me?" and i reply "I miss you" from the bottom of my heart. A simple word already cause me happy for the day as i know you miss me over there too. :)

Miss the right person. Please don't miss your ex after break up. Ha!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009


I fall in love with 張小嫻's article recently...found this makes me think a lot of things after reading it..share share with you all here...


真有那麼神奇嗎? 好奇的我禁不住問:「要是當一個算命師算出這個客人什麼時候結婚,也同時看到她將來會離婚,那麼,他會誠實告訴她嗎?」











After i read this, i think of 1 person, he just married, but the bride is not somebody he loves. We asked him that why he would like to choose this path as he still young. He replied that because he has no chance to get his ms right. Feel sorrow to listen this but we know that he is happy now and enjoying his marriage life. On the other hand, we not dare to ask the gal why she marry a guy which she never meet before...

The society is different with old time, but the percentage of single person become higher and higher from year to year especially in advance country. Is this a trend for current environment? Normally most of the successful woman are single nowadays, is this due to the guy feel shame to after a strong woman or woman become more and more materialistic?

愛情到底是不是宿命? I don't know.. If you found somebody you love, just express your feeling, no matter what's the result, whether is what you expected or not, at least you regret! :) Sometime, those sifu words can change a people's life..believe or not up to you. My friend told me that face and palm reading are forbidden in Buddhism. Due to this, believe yourselves and create your own future.

Sunday, March 8, 2009


From facebook, i knew that you already found your ms right. Congratulation! She is a pretty gal and fashionable. Glad to hear that both of you have same thought and goals..I think with this characteristic, both of you can together long. :)

Saturday, March 7, 2009


After i finished the blog, i found this article, written by 張小嫻. Cut and paste some part of the article. Quite true..I feel that this is not only from gal's view but from guy's view too..Just treat is as a sweet sweet dream then will happy always.









I just like u alone!!

My friend told me that his gf found a new 1 already and is time for him to let go and get a new one. Although this is just a simple words but made me think a lot of things..make me think of all those 山盟海誓 made during the courtship, I just will like you alone no matter what happen..bla bla bla...

When the outcome is not what you expected, then people will tend to calculate..It let me think of one of the phrase spoken by 窝可 in gem of life. His role in this drama is a guy who don't care whether his dream gal likes him or not, as long as he can stay there and do something for her then he will satisfy, that's all. But until the end of drama. he starts to calculate already..and said this phrase - 其实我跟其他人一样,我一边谈情一边在计算..Actually every human is like that..That's no right or wrong..At least you know what you are doing, that's enough.

Conclusion is when the relationship comes to the end, all the promises become zero. Nothing to sad actually, just go forward.. Some people might get a new 1 fast, some slow..Some even will simply pat toh with guy/gal who likes them when there are single...A lot of people out there with different characteristic..What i not appreciate most is ...aiya..not my matter also..

Friend, just continue your journey :) Don't think of the fool decision you have made last time, at least you enjoy all the process and moment together in the past.. No regret! Be a better person, i know you can make it :) Create your Malaysia Dream ;)

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I'm not happy

I can't think of any reason y i'm unhappy..but yet i'm unhappy now :(

Tuesday, March 3, 2009


今天身体有点不舒服 。。。 觉得有些闷闷的。。

又中Tag啦,哈哈哈!I think this is the hottest tag in facebook now. Ha..Copy n paste over here n start to play this game..anyone who view my blog are welcome to join this loop :p

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
Choc or ice-cream :P

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Relax :)

3.if you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past?
过去的就让它去吧, i look for future 1..keke..

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
Have a nice dinner together with my family and friends.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
Of course! Family...

6. Do you feel loved in this world?
Yes, always. My family and friends love me so so so so much :)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and my friends

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
Rest and travel.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No, timid n useless fellow :(

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
Nice, polite, humble, understanding, funny, knowledgeable

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
每天都安康 n happy always :)

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
Life is short, enjoy it :)

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
don't want to waste my time and energy.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Dunno much nice food out there..

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Happy, i always appreciate :)

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
bcome smarter :P

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
I believe everything are available there, leave it for my family and friends.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
Angel brought me forever love song...

19.What makes you feel happy?
A lot of things..from minor to big 1..

20.How much you will told the people if he/she ask you how much is you ?
My life is priceless, same to everybody out there...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Complicated feeling..

My good old friend visit me again. Ha! Just tell myself to do n try my best...It's useless to think too much...Wish i fast fast receive phone call...pray hard neh..wish me luck...Wish good luck fast fast come to me..good luck come..i love u so much...haha..siao d :p

Since yesterday night, i keep on sing this old song...Actually i not really like this song..but i can't stop my brain to stop thinking this song..weird..



Monday, February 23, 2009

The curious case of Benjamin Button

I personally feel that this is the best picture for the year. MUST WATCH. It just amazing!!!!!!! I watched til tears dropped. It is so touching...

Spend 2 hours 45 min for this movie when u free..worth to watch!! 5/5! :p

Thursday, February 19, 2009

The curious case of Benjamin Button

Very sien, would like to watch this movie but it only available in GSC, somemore not all GSC are are showing this movie. Only 2 cinemas in Penang show it. Lousy lousy lousy.......According to newspaper and friends, this movie is one of the MUST WATCH movie in 2009. If not mistaken, it has 17 nomination for Oscar (not sure, have to check) and it rated 7.5/10. friend said that this movie is 极力推荐,再出完奶力推荐!棒!haha..a bit weird recommendation :P

"I was born under unusual circumstances." And so begins "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button," adapted from the story by F. Scott Fitzgerald about a man who is born in his eighties and ages backwards: A man, like any of us, who is unable to stop time. We follow his story set in New Orleans from the end of World War I, into the 21st century, following his journey that is as unusual as any man's life can be. Director by David Fincher and starring Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett with Taraji P. Henson, Tilda Swinton, Jason Flemyng, Elias Koteas and Julia Ormond, "Benjamin Button," is a grand tale of a not so ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the keys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

(Source: Warner Brothers)

On the other hand, the below is the detailed storyline.

The elderly Daisy (Cate Blanchett) is on her deathbed with her daughter Caroline (Julia Ormond) in a New Orleans hospital as Hurricane Katrina approaches in August 2005. Daisy tells the story of a blind clockmaker named Gateau (Elias Koteas), who was commissioned to create a clock to hang in the New Orleans train station. After receiving news of his son's death in World War I, he continued work on his clock, but intentionally designed it to run backward, in the hope that it would bring back those who died in the war. After her cryptic story, Daisy asks Caroline to read aloud from a diary containing photographs and postcards written by Benjamin Button (Brad Pitt). Caroline begins to read as the story transitions to Benjamin's narration.

On November 11, 1918, just as the people of New Orleans are celebrating the end of World War I, a baby boy is born with the appearance and physical maladies of an elderly man. The mother of the baby dies shortly after giving birth, and the father, Thomas Button, takes the baby and abandons him on the porch of a nursing home. Queenie (Taraji P. Henson) and Tizzy (Mahershalalhashbaz Ali), a couple who work at the nursing home, find the baby. Queenie, who is unable to conceive, decides to take the baby in as her own, against Tizzy's wishes. She names the baby Benjamin.

Over the course of the story, Benjamin begins to biologically grow younger. In 1930, while still appearing to be in his seventies, he meets a young girl named Daisy (Elle Fanning), whose grandmother lives in the nursing home. The children play together and listen to Daisy's grandmother read from a storybook.

A few years later, Benjamin goes to work on a tugboat on the docks of New Orleans for Captain Mike (Jared Harris). In their free time, the captain takes him to brothels and bars. For the first time, Benjamin meets Thomas Button, who does not reveal that he is Benjamin's father. Later, Benjamin leaves New Orleans with the tugboat crew for a long-term work engagement; Daisy asks him to send her postcards from his travels, which Benjamin does.

During a stay in Russia, Benjamin meets a British woman named Elizabeth Abbott (Tilda Swinton) and falls in love with her; Daisy is visibly hurt to receive this news via postcard. Elizabeth is already married, but she has an affair with Benjamin. The fling ends the day after the Pearl Harbor attack, when Elizabeth abruptly departs.

Benjamin gets caught up in World War II when Captain Mike's boat and crew are enlisted by the United States Navy. After engaging a German U-boat in battle, Captain Mike and most of the sailors perish. After this, Benjamin, after seeing a hummingbird, sees death in a different way, as opposed to the retirement home where death seemed more natural.

In 1945, Benjamin returns to New Orleans, and learns that Daisy has become a successful dancer in New York City. When he travels there to meet Daisy at a performance, he finds Daisy has fallen in love with a fellow dancer, and tries to accept that their lives have separated.

Benjamin again meets Thomas Button, who is dying. Thomas reveals to Benjamin that he is his father and bequeaths all of his assets to Benjamin, including the house and the family button-making business. Benjamin eventually makes peace with his father before the elder Button dies.

Daisy's dance career is ended by a car accident in Paris. When Benjamin goes to see her, Daisy is amazed at his youthful appearance, but frustrated at her own injuries, turns him away.

In 1962, Daisy returns to New Orleans and meets Benjamin again. Now the same physical age, they fall in love and move in together. They experience the 1960s together, in large part blissfully but increasingly aware of Benjamin growing younger while Daisy grows older.

After Daisy gives birth to a girl, Caroline, Benjamin, believing he cannot be a father to his daughter due to his reverse aging, and not wanting to burden Daisy with having to raise two children, sells his belongings, and leaves them to Daisy and Caroline before leaving them both to travel the world.

Reading this account in the hospital room of 2005, Caroline learns that Benjamin is her father. She is upset that Daisy took such a long time to inform her of this, but finds that Benjamin sent her a postcard from everywhere for each of her birthdays expressing his love for his daughter.

In 1980, Benjamin, now looking like a young man, returns to meet Daisy in her dance studio. The aging Daisy is now married to Robert Williams, a kind man who supports her well, to Benjamin's relief. Daisy introduces Benjamin to Robert and the 12-year-old Caroline as a long-time family friend. Daisy and Benjamin then meet privately in Benjamin's hotel where they share their passion for each other, but they mutually realize that Daisy has become too old for Benjamin.

Benjamin departs again and continues to grow younger. One day Daisy receives a phone call from social workers. They inform her that they found Benjamin - now a young pre-teen just hitting puberty - living in a condemned building, and that they called her because they saw her name all over his diary. The social workers believe that he has dementia as he sometimes forgets that he had just eaten and cannot remember Daisy or much of his past. Daisy moves into the nursing home where Benjamin grew up and takes care of him as he becomes a confused 5-year-old boy with a growing temper.

In 2002, Mr. Gateau's old clock is removed from the train station. Shortly afterward, in the spring of 2003, the now-physically infant, 85-year-old Benjamin dies in Daisy's arms. At the moment before Benjamin dies, Daisy claims to have seen in his eyes that he still remembered her.

In the 2005 hospital room, the hurricane raging outside downs the electrical system. As Caroline briefly leaves the room, Daisy passes away, her wish of seeing Benjamin again seemingly answered by a hummingbird hovering outside the storm-drenched windows. Against the sounds of the city's emergency sirens and reports of breached levees, the backwards clock is shown in a basement, still working, as floodwaters envelope the storage room where it is kept.

Enjoy the movie!!!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


是我小气或什么..算! NJ Star got problem, change back to English. I feel that people who hate you won't be nice to you... Thanks anyway, that's all i can say..basically i've no comment...

Received a funny call today, angry me without reason and make me blur..haha..No comment also..Maybe today is not my day :p

Feb 16

Feb 17, 12.47am - Finally the moment i scare most is over...phew! Received a lot of sms and calls from friends. Ha! feel that there are equally excited as me. Maybe i keep on mentioning about Feb 16.

Today i help my friend to settle a problem, although just a normal phone call but i really hope that i manage to help. Anyway, who can help me now?? Is ok, since i wait for so long d, few more weeks is not a problem for me. Just use the time to study. I will keep this momentum until end. Hope you well..from bottom of my heart.

Today happen a not so happy incident, hmm...currently still don't know how to figure out. Don't know..don't want to think of it, time will tell me. Anyway, i want to say the power of word. 1 word already can affect my mood. Maybe..maybe....this is what we called power.

Recently i chat with wendy's bf a lot..haha.. If you want me to comment, i can say that he is a cute guy but i know you 2 already cannot stand with me as i like to tease you 2 so much. haha..

Listen to the song and think of you...

Sunday, February 15, 2009

:p :p ...

Today is 15th February, Valentine day is over...Erm...actually these few days happen some things but lazy to write..i even lazy to transfer the pictures i took yesterday to my pc. Haha..bad girl...

Basically 13 Februray (black friday) happened some creepy incident here..think of it still feel a bit cold..but no mood to share...oklah..wait for my mood :p But ee get the first hand info when it happened..ok, dun think of it anymore.

Feb 14, Valentine day..It was a busy day for me and quite tired. Took some photos only, will transfer to my pc when i free. For those who keen to see those photos..paiseh la ya :p I think only my bro can't wait to see, he even send me sms. Basically i can say Gurney was jam, luckily we reached there around 6+.

Oklah...upload my pics and write the scary story when i really got mood :p

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Gem of life

This drama gonna end by this Friday. I would like to do some prediction on the ending based on the 77 episodes i watched so far. See how's the accuracy of my prediction..

I think she gonna together with Ko Chiong Seng.

From the preview of Astro On Demand, she looks like gonna turn bad at last so she might be a powerful and influential woman but Terrance feel that she just like Jessica and won't be together.

I predict she might follow Martin's footstep, sot jor.. Haha..

Start her new life in US. Wo Ho and Will gonna forgive her.

Wo Ho and Ah Will
Continue with their current life, work as usual.

Haha..the answer is out there on this friday. See i got potential to be scrip writer or not.haha :p


My parent went to send my relative's last journey in life..but i'm at home..Actually he is my close relatives but i rarely see them even don't know who are them. Basically just know this person..that's all..

I heard my mom said that they rarely contact with my grandma because of arguments but my mom also not sure about the content. No matter how, would like to show my last respect to him.

Goodbye to the past and have a new beginning.


Other matter,

Yesterday night, i clean up my pc and delete some of the files..Goodbye to all those files..after empty the recycle bin, it will totally out of my sight. Of course, there are those useless things for me anymore..old files.. Maybe like to store a lot of sampah last time :p I won't see the files again.. (I say this to my roomie, but she said ada maksud tersirat, haha...)

Monday, February 9, 2009


我有心机的做了一件事, 我成功了但 like not so good (NJStar got problem, continue in english). :p Actually i don't know that i can success easily because i always be the victim. Maybe i know the person weakness well. Hmm..this gonna be another knowledge to learn. Although i always feel that 心机 is not a good thing, but i did it today..It's ok, i get the answer i want to know and know what to do next.. Actually is he taught me how to play this game, he used this technique on me first..Is this called revenge? I don't know..Just don't step on woman's tail..君子报仇十年未晚..

Compare with other, my knowledge in the area still shallow, want to continue? Yes, i'll, to protect myself..Sorry to say that...Lastly, please not ever try to step on me, i'll let you die, FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!! To some people, there's no FORGIVE this word..


Last day of CNY

Today is last day of CNY, nothing special for me. I just study and watch tv at home. Feel glad that i take up my book again. This is what i promise myself, although i keen to get job soon but i've to pia pia pia at the same time. I stick to my original plan, no shopping, no movie (don't have any nice movie actually :p) and i really made it. So, my wallet still safe :p

What happen and what i've done in this 1 week..hmm..abk replied my mail basically need to wait for their reopen. Knew a cute guy in Ong's open house on last Saturday (Wendy's potential bf) :p Ha! the funniest time was the conference chat, keke..Wendy sure mad with us. Ya, Dan became daddy already, he seemed happy plus a bit complicated feeling, maybe because of the big responsibility. Congrats to him ;)

Still remember that i wrote a blog regarding expiry date before and i've this feeling again. Share the story with friends, although they feel that his action is a bit..., but we all feel that this is the best solution for him. We all are adults and know our path to go and choose. If we really meet accidentally on the street, i know what to do next as i'll do what he asked for. Ee commented it correctly actually..haha..Good in evaluation guy. Ha..

Ee will start to work in S'pore in April. All the best to her and wait for me. Ee, waiting for you to bring me over :p HE, CC, meet you all there. :) Elaine, miss you but still can't fulfill our promise :p

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Sad mode..

Although this is nothing to be sad but should be happy...but i'm sad now...Don't know how to say the feeling..just take it as a lesson..Anyway, today is a good lesson for me, and let me know that everything comes not easy, they are a lot of things to improve and learn...As long as don't give up, success will be yours. :)

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Feb 1

Today is Feb 1, is the first day for me to concentrate on my study again. This is what i promise myself before CNY and i going to implement it. My motto, success comes from hard work and motivation. He always use this phrase to motivate me last time, although we no longer couple but feel happy that we still can be friend. Actually i feel surprise to receive his phone call from Singapore. The phone call really made me so warm and touch as i know that we already put the past aside and we will be friend. During CNY time we continue to have conflict due to my hectic schedule but everything is over. Maybe this time we really settle our problem. :) He knows what is important for me and what i pursue in my life. A lot of people might not agree with me but i know what i'm doing and what is important for me.

Both my sis and bro backed to their "house" again. Just send my bro back, while my sis backed yesterday. This year CNY is a very memorable and happy CNY, my sis didn't back for CNY last year due to her job over there, so we feel very happy for the reunion. :) The days are short, but we really enjoy it especially on Friday. We have a lot of laughter and food. Ha! But i've a bit sad that time because the moment we together gonna be shorter and shorter from the moment onwards. On 31 Jan early morning 6am+, my sis went to KL and depart to Newcastle eventually. While waiting for her flight in KLIA, she called us again, have a short talk with her. Ha..we are so old already but my bro and i still "grab" her ang pow which she forget to take :p childish! I purposely teased her over the phone because she can't do anything d. Keke..

We took some photos and video during CNY, have to ask from relatives. Beh tahan with my biao ge, he likes to take video and those pics which we are not aware. Those pics really very funny and geli :p but i can see that my grandma are happy to see those pictures. All her grandchild are healthy and happy :)

No matter how, everything is over and have to back to my journey again. This holidays is really busy for me, i don't have time to meet my friends at all except i went to colleague's open house yesterday. Ha! Sob sob..sorry Mei Sia and my fellow friends, meet you all next time la. Although i no time to meet you all this time but my heart is always there. Miss ya :) Hoping for the best, we are the BEST :)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009


This is a fact or just an illusion? Sometime the thing we see might not be the fact. That's why there's magic in this world. Since we know that this is just a magic, why so many people still wan to go see it? Is this due to people's curiosity?

There's a lot of thing which we don't understand. I also don't understand but i want to know it, because i want to know the reason.

Thursday, January 15, 2009


Hmm..learn a lesson time dun simplified everything, sometime what you feel is correct or nothing 1 but this might not acceptable for other. Sorry for the wrong message. Anyway, i know what to do in future. Ya, sometime human is complicated and must be hard a bit sometime. No mean no, yes mean yes, don't have maybe.

Have to think of how to face this in future. Anyway everything had been clarified and settled. No mean No NO NO NO NO NO................

Wednesday, January 14, 2009


我又写blog了。我相信我写了这篇文章该会惹人讨厌但这都是发生在我四周的事。我的朋友失恋了。一位拍拖多年的男友因爱上了别的女生而选择分手。可悲的是那男的欠女的一笔不少的钱但那男生拒绝偿还因为在 courtship 里,男的花了不少钱在女的身上如旅费,名牌包包,手表等。我觉得那男的太小气了,那些钱是他 willing to spend on her, 而不是女的逼他。他没想到那女的为了借他钱而选择 credit card cash advance,为了他而负债累累但那负心汉却一走了之。幸亏女的家境不错,债已清可是那笔钱已是她在 Australia 一年的学费了。我们几个姐妹去探望了她,她已经慢慢康复了。。要快点站起身。

那天的夜晚,我们在黑夜里谈了许久。。我们都觉得爱情太没安全感了,说来就来,说走就走。正如张小娴之名言要做个独立的女生,那样才不怕被他人欺负。她的妈妈也教了我们,身为女友或老婆也不要有“钱的problem” 在没有爱情的夫妻,钱或孩子就会扮演重要的觉角色。(不知道我在写什么,总之一言难竟)

故事还未结束但有些懒惰再继续,我的打华语字 speed too slow 了:P

(to be continue..)



这时让我想起 Mars Vs Venus 里的一句话,对于旧情人,
女人总是要显得大方得体并且要比他活得更好 :p 也许我现在的生活有些不如意吧。

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I still waiting.......

I'm not waiting for CNY. Yes, I'm waiting for calls again..Keep my phone on all the while, hope that my phone will ring..I feel so weird..haha..because the calls are not the call i wan to listen :p (not i choosy..i just too keen to see those no number's call)

I start to worry when i look at my bank book, the money become less and lessor..More headache when i look at the bills which i need to pay. Outsider might think that i'm still good here but nobody knows that my situation. Anyway, i not really complain with any also..maybe will mumble a bit sometime. Ha! How good if money can drop from the sky..dreaming........

It's ok..CNY is coming. Another source of income :p Pray hard that all my relatives will give me big ang pow..but it is mission impossible as the economy is so bad now..hope for miracle.

What else i waiting for...yes, a lot of thing....things that i keen to know yet scare to know the result. hehe..Feb 16. Another thing i'm waiting for is the answer from my ex-boss. I miss abk (nick name of my ex-boss).

Today is tuesday 13 Jan 2009. I hope that everything will end after cny. Don't dwell with the past, still got a lot of things waiting for me to settle..

Don't think matter what, i can do it and i can face it :)

Saturday, January 10, 2009


I've sometime not really write a proper blog..maybe my life just too simple and normal recently, nothing much to write. I fall in love with this old song..quite some time already..i think this song is popular few years ago but not now. Dunno y, i just simply addicted to this song recently. I like the lyrics so much. hehe :p