Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I not plan to remember the incident that make me angry. In short, i can say that that's me. I always try hard to achieve my dream. You might not agree with my action but i think what i do is correct. I just don't want to regret in future. I can secure my future, it is in my hand.
My mom went for trip, left papa n i in house only. Today is the first day i talk so much with my dad. I prepared food for my dad, helped him to clean all the dirty plates etc. Normally i hate to do housework but i quite enjoy today. Maybe when you use your heart to do something or do something for your love one, everything will be so sweet and touch.
I talked about 1 hour + with him, although it was just normal talk but i rarely talk so much with him after i grow up. I always impatient when i teach my family members but i teach my dad computer very patient today, teach him step by step...ha... Maybe all this while i rarely talk with him, i think after i entered secondary school, our conversation just about very formal matter, money, fetch me to school, tuition etc.
My mom is correct, we should spend more time with my dad. Actually our relationship is good but we just rarely communicate. Maybe my dad likes to hide in room too much, while my mom always scolds us since we still a kid. Haha..so we already used to argue with mom. :p
I still remember that sometime my dad will help me to do colouring when i was in primary school or teach me how to do math. I like to sit beside him while i still a kid and mimic the way he reads newspaper. Ha! We all grow up now and my sis and bro are not here always, we all go for our dreams... I wan to say that no matter what happen, house in still da best. When you are unhappy or in trouble, just go home, it is da safest and warmest place.
Don't know why, my tears keep dropping, maybe i really enjoy the moment with my dad just now, feel so touch. Normally my dad zz at 9pm but he accompanied me until 12am just now. Ha! I love my family. All the unhappy incident just gone. Family is da best medicine.
(p/s: feel like wan to zz with my dad and manja him like a kid..haha, can i?)
Sunday, October 26, 2008
After today, i left 5 more weeks only..time flies......................Count down for the scary moment. I'll temporary away after monday. I mostly won't online already..sob sob...
See you all when i come back again...
Take care to all my friends, if got time can drop me a sms to make sure that i still alive. Haha..Sayonara!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Another love song which i like a lot. If you watch this movie before then you will quite familiar with this song.
My friend's mom said that the ending of this movie is very lousy like hang half way. For me, this is the most beautiful ending. Although the guy is in another world but inside her heart he still like beside her always.
I cried a lot in this movie, ha. I not very remember the plot already as i watched this movie few years ago. Although i feel that this movie is quite romantic but i don't like this type of love. The ending is too sad, she just live in her wonder world and never realise that he won't come back to her anymore. Anyway, sometime is better to know less.
I like to read love novel but i never imagine myself as one of the heroin until i found this 2 books. I love this kind of love story..These are 爱尔兰咖啡 and 寄生虫. I read these in my uni time. Up to date i still like this kind of love story..ha..I read few times but never feel bored.
Argh...if got time i wan to read 寄生虫 again. kaka... 2 people is so near yet so far.. Actually both of them already got special feeling among each other but both of them never realise it..until an accident made them together. I think sometime people is tend to like that, we never cherish things beside us until you realise that it is no longer belongs to you anymore.
Just same like this movie, the guy only know that she is da one he loves most when he is going to die.
Monday, October 20, 2008
This song basically sound very lonely..sob sob..how cham...
游不出回憶 卻學不會放手 怎麼走
游不出回憶 卻學不會放手 怎麼走
I'm very tension..because i found out that there are a lot of things which i don't understand and time is the main factor. I won't give up easily, i will endure everything and fight until the end. No matter how's the result, i already did my best.
Fight................................ Please give me a lot of support. The best support is let me alone and don't disturb me so that i can fully 100% concentrate. My temper is bad, like to scold people a lot recently. To those victims, i'm very sorry, i don't really mean it. My EQ is low only :p
Sunday, October 12, 2008
How good if money can fall from sky..dreaming....ya, is late now, can dreaming....
Am i too choosy? I dunno, i just don't like job hopping. Pray hard......must po pi me........
Sunday, October 5, 2008
If not because of need to study, i sure will go for a movie. Congrats to my friend on finally complete the MBA after struggling for some time.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Feel relief after settled it, finally can concentrate on my plans and tasks that wait for me to complete.
Work hard and good luck to myself :)
Thursday, October 2, 2008
I think he goes crazy today, don't want to bother him. Leave a comment said that i bluff him so i just deleted it. If don't want to believe then just go ahead but don't pretend to understand me well. Everybody has their own right to choose what to say and not to say. You taught who you are? I not even telling everything to my best friend, how about you? Everybody has their own secret.
I start to feel that you are very annoying. I think if this condition persists i'll start to hate you. I scare of login to my MSN because scare of you. Sometime i play with my friend and put some funny status and you start to ask why, what.... do i need to explain to you? My friend leave me comment in facebook, you can ask question. Pengsan... Hmm...
Yes, i admit that you are a nice guy and help me a lot too but ..... no comment.... If possible, i want to be Sueh Li No 2.
For you, i appreciate that you continue to be my friend but please don't make scare of you. I'm like that, i don't like people ask me a lot of personal question unless i willing to share and please don't act that understand me well.
You already made me angry of you recently and please stop it. I rather you feel that i bluff you and leave me alone and continue to be hi and bye friend.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Haha..this is not my feeling and story...just think of this song then i post it in my blog. I'm very clear that what i'm doing now. Although some people might not agree and don't know what i'm doing but i'm clear of my way.
Work hard for my target!