Illusion

This is a fact or just an illusion? Sometime the thing we see might not be the fact. That's why there's magic in this world. Since we know that this is just a magic, why so many people still wan to go see it? Is this due to people's curiosity?

There's a lot of thing which we don't understand. I also don't understand but i want to know it, because i want to know the reason.

Aiya..

Hmm..learn a lesson today..next time dun simplified everything, sometime what you feel is correct or nothing 1 but this might not acceptable for other. Sorry for the wrong message. Anyway, i know what to do in future. Ya, sometime human is complicated and must be hard a bit sometime. No mean no, yes mean yes, don't have maybe.

Have to think of how to face this in future. Anyway everything had been clarified and settled. No mean No NO NO NO NO NO................

男人女人一样可怕

我又写blog了。我相信我写了这篇文章该会惹人讨厌但这都是发生在我四周的事。我的朋友失恋了。一位拍拖多年的男友因爱上了别的女生而选择分手。可悲的是那男的欠女的一笔不少的钱但那男生拒绝偿还因为在 courtship 里，男的花了不少钱在女的身上如旅费，名牌包包，手表等。我觉得那男的太小气了，那些钱是他 willing to spend on her, 而不是女的逼他。他没想到那女的为了借他钱而选择 credit card cash advance，为了他而负债累累但那负心汉却一走了之。幸亏女的家境不错，债已清可是那笔钱已是她在 Australia 一年的学费了。我们几个姐妹去探望了她，她已经慢慢康复了。。要快点站起身。

那天的夜晚，我们在黑夜里谈了许久。。我们都觉得爱情太没安全感了，说来就来，说走就走。正如张小娴之名言要做个独立的女生，那样才不怕被他人欺负。她的妈妈也教了我们，身为女友或老婆也不要有“钱的problem” 在没有爱情的夫妻，钱或孩子就会扮演重要的觉角色。(不知道我在写什么，总之一言难竟)

故事还未结束但有些懒惰再继续，我的打华语字 speed too slow 了：P

(to be continue..)

女人真可怕

哈！今天我才认为女人真可怕，千万别得罪女人。今天我无意间看见了我的ex和他
现任女友的照片，心里有了一些的不平衡。其实我和他已成为朋友，有时还能说能
笑，还能一起去逛街，我也清楚知道他已不是我要的对象。那纯脆是年少时的初
，但看见那个女的不禁让我想起他当时的无情，选择了她而放弃了我。
该生气的应该是那男生啊，为何我要不爽那女人？也许我认为她是我当时的情敌吧！
可笑的是那已是陈年往事.

算了吧！他和她也在一起多年，我相信她才是他的命中天女。我应该祝福他们，
也许是一时勾起我的回忆。其实事发多年后我也有了新的对象，也有了新恋情。。
该说在我的生命里发生了许多于他无关的事，为何还要为了小事不爽。。
这时让我想起 Mars Vs Venus 里的一句话，对于旧情人，
女人总是要显得大方得体并且要比他活得更好 :p 也许我现在的生活有些不如意吧。

I still waiting.......

I'm not waiting for CNY. Yes, I'm waiting for calls again..Keep my phone on all the while, hope that my phone will ring..I feel so weird..haha..because the calls are not the call i wan to listen :p (not i choosy..i just too keen to see those no number's call)

I start to worry when i look at my bank book, the money become less and lessor..More headache when i look at the bills which i need to pay. Outsider might think that i'm still good here but nobody knows that my situation. Anyway, i not really complain with any also..maybe will mumble a bit sometime. Ha! How good if money can drop from the sky..dreaming........

It's ok..CNY is coming. Another source of income :p Pray hard that all my relatives will give me big ang pow..but it is mission impossible as the economy is so bad now..hope for miracle.

What else i waiting for...yes, a lot of thing....things that i keen to know yet scare to know the result. hehe..Feb 16. Another thing i'm waiting for is the answer from my ex-boss. I miss abk (nick name of my ex-boss).

Today is tuesday 13 Jan 2009. I hope that everything will end after cny. Don't dwell with the past, still got a lot of things waiting for me to settle..

Don't think negatively....................................................no matter what, i can do it and i can face it :)

blogging...

I've sometime not really write a proper blog..maybe my life just too simple and normal recently, nothing much to write. I fall in love with this old song..quite some time already..i think this song is popular few years ago but not now. Dunno y, i just simply addicted to this song recently. I like the lyrics so much. hehe :p

从开始到现在

如果这是最后的结局
为何我还忘不了你
时间改变了我们告别了单纯
如果重缝也无法继续
失去才算是永恒
惩罚我的认真是我太过天真
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人
如果再见是为了再分
失去才算是永恒
一次新的记忆为何还要再生
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人
拿什么作证
从未想过爱一个人
需要那么残忍才证明爱得深