Sunday, August 31, 2008

暗恋

好闷啊!!天气真的热死人了。。快下雨啦。。
无聊的扭开收音机,正好播着杨丞琳的暧昧,好久没听这首歌了,感觉还不错。

歌词:

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

听着,听着让我想起了我们姐妹帮的话题-暗恋。。
好久没有这种感觉了, 结果我们讨论了许多如果。
明明是有了感觉但是考虑了很多问题结果还是往肚子里吞了,为何不敢表白?原因是担心还是面子?有句名言,世上最遥远的距离不是天涯海角,而是我站在你面前,而你不知道我爱你。好悲伤啊。

我的中文部落格

哈,有一股兴奋的感觉,因为我终于可以用中文打字。。可是我的速度可说是像乌龟一样慢,可能是太久没有练习了。

其实,我并没有特别的事情想分享, 只想试试我的software :p

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

No title

I can't think of any title for this blog, as i just drop by to write something and not really have any specific topic to write.

I think my life become very messy after my result. Not i'm in low morale again but have to replan everything. I always think of work in Singapore after i grad but i start to worry that it is too far from me. I really hope that all subjects can be passed smoothly after that. Anyway, i've no choice but have to work in next semester to retake those subject i fail in my attemp. Hope that god listen to my prayer and don't upset me for another time.

Recently, there's lot of good and bad news around my friends. 1 of my long times good fren already found her so called "Mr. Right", but she looks down after together with him. Doesn't know what happen actually, just hope that she will recover soon and settle her problems. Maybe she cares too much of the bomoh's words --> he is not her right 1.

One of my unimate is very sad recently, even can't sleep well at night. She told me that she keeps on crying until fall zz or has sleepless night sometime. Thing happened after she left Penang. I think should say that problem occurs even she still here. She is facing big problem with her long time boyfriend and having "cold war". We would like to help her, but we can't do anything..hope that she will relief herselves after sometime. Furthermore, your relationship with your superior can be improved. I don't like politic in office at all.

Not only them, actually i'm facing some problems too. When people grows older, the problem we face become more and more. Doraemon can bring me to my happy old time? Ha..dreaming..
People grows older should face the problems bravely instead of avoiding the problem and indecisive.

I tell myself, you sure can handle it!!!!!!!!!!! Same to my fellow friends.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

ACCA result is going to release on 18-8-2008

Today is 17-8-2008, 18-8-2008 will be coming in few hours time, it mean that the moment i scare most is coming. I'm so nervous, i scare that i can't face the fact. I start to feel that tears in my eye even though i still waiting for the result.

This is not the first time i take result, had been gone through it in UPSR, PMR, SPM and university time. I still remember that i checked whether i managed to get first class or not for particular semester last time in university but things totally different now. My target is pass but i still totally no confidence at all.

ACCA really makes my life crazy. Ha! It might due to i've stop studying for 4 years after i graduate. I totally lost myself now, even feel curious about my decision to further ACCA. Is it worth to sacrifice my work to come back for my study. I still in part 2 due to i'm not accounting student and i already feel so tough, how i go to my part 3. If everything go smooth, i'll take it in next semester. Hope that i can go through it.

I'm so nervous due to i can't perform well in my exam. It is really a tough exam and i salute those top scorer and those who pass every paper through 1 sitting.

I should face it bravely, if i fail (most probably) just try for 2nd attempt. I believe that as long as there is a will, success will be yours. Pray hard that somebody will employ me in future and do my professional development.

Hope that this world got miracle. Praying hard....I already tried and did my best. No regret! U can make it! Don't ever give up! Success comes from hard work and determination.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Lee Chong Wei - Our Heroes




Bravo Lee Chong Wei! He secured at least a silver for Malaysia in this Beijing Olympic 2008. He defeated South Korean player Lee Hyun Il in 3 games, 21-18, 13-21, 21-13.

He has secured RM300K in his pocket currently, if he manage to win Malaysia's first gold medal, he will become millionaire after this Olympic. Government will grant RM1M to the player who win gold medal.

The game was very exciting and interesting. He performed not so good in 2nd game and made a lot of mistakes, luckily he managed to hold back his emotion and beat the Korean player. Overall, he already made Malaysia proud of him.

Congratulation to Lee Chong Wei, must perform well in final and beat Lin Dan (i think should be him). All Malaysian has fate in you and you make us proud. Lee Chong Wei forever! We will support you on 17 Aug 2008 final.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

who cares my feeling..

I put all my phone in silence mode and keep it into my drawer after i received a sms. I'm very unhappy after i received the sms. I'm really very tired with it already. I even feel very unfair, why you have to interrupt my freedom to make friends. I have to explain to you every guy in my friendster, facebook and phone book.

I'm not a kid and i know what i'm doing. I never ask you anything about the girls in your phone book and even those gals who express their feeling towards you because i believe you. I always very obedient and answer you the questions one by one, even after the incident. I thought that you will respect me one day but i feel that it is in my dream only. I totally can't imagine that things will become worse than last time, even comment in blog also can make you feel uncomfortable.

Don't know what to say and continue..Hope that this is the last time i tell you about this, feel tired to tell you again and again. If i wan to betray our relationship, it can happen long long time ago. Moreover, after the incident, i think i no need to answer you those questions anymore. If you wan to accept the girl as your new gf, just go ahead..you no need to ask me because you have the right to choose.

Please respect me as a human not your pet.

Nuffnang Gift Ideas


Actually i also not sure what happen around, just feel bored and surfing around without any purpose. Since i saw this contest and feel bored so just drop by to write something. Good entertainment beside Olympic game :p

I choose this wind trial computer backpack because i feel that it is useful to our daily life. Nowadays, computer plays an important role in our life and occupied most of our time in work and home. The most attractive part is blogger can carry their laptop around and write down every moment that he/she would like to share with others..haha...

I feel that I'm disturbing around only :p