Complicated feeling..

My good old friend visit me again. Ha! Just tell myself to do n try my best...It's useless to think too much...Wish i fast fast receive phone call...pray hard neh..wish me luck...Wish good luck fast fast come to me..good luck come..i love u so much...haha..siao d :p

Since yesterday night, i keep on sing this song..an old song...Actually i not really like this song..but i can't stop my brain to stop thinking this song..weird..

你是我的幸福吗?

总是相信有更好的,
会在前方,
就不顾一切的飘洋过海去,
用尽一生寻找
倦了累了渴望拥抱,
却找不到,
才忽然想起你还在我身后,
静静等着我,给我依靠
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
爱上你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意..
总是相信有更好的,
会在前方,就不顾一切的飘洋过海去,
用尽一生寻找
倦了累了渴望拥抱,
却找不到,
才忽然想起你还在我身后,
静静等着我,给我依靠
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
爱上你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意..
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
爱上你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意

The curious case of Benjamin Button

I personally feel that this is the best picture for the year. MUST WATCH. It just amazing!!!!!!! I watched til tears dropped. It is so touching...

Spend 2 hours 45 min for this movie when u free..worth to watch!! 5/5! :p

The curious case of Benjamin Button

Very sien, would like to watch this movie but it only available in GSC, somemore not all GSC are are showing this movie. Only 2 cinemas in Penang show it. Lousy lousy lousy.......According to newspaper and friends, this movie is one of the MUST WATCH movie in 2009. If not mistaken, it has 17 nomination for Oscar (not sure, have to check) and it rated 7.5/10.

Haha..my friend said that this movie is 极力推荐，再出完奶力推荐！棒！haha..a bit weird recommendation :P

"I was born under unusual circumstances." And so begins "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button," adapted from the story by F. Scott Fitzgerald about a man who is born in his eighties and ages backwards: A man, like any of us, who is unable to stop time. We follow his story set in New Orleans from the end of World War I, into the 21st century, following his journey that is as unusual as any man's life can be. Director by David Fincher and starring Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett with Taraji P. Henson, Tilda Swinton, Jason Flemyng, Elias Koteas and Julia Ormond, "Benjamin Button," is a grand tale of a not so ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the keys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

(Source: Warner Brothers)

On the other hand, the below is the detailed storyline.

The elderly Daisy (Cate Blanchett) is on her deathbed with her daughter Caroline (Julia Ormond) in a New Orleans hospital as Hurricane Katrina approaches in August 2005. Daisy tells the story of a blind clockmaker named Gateau (Elias Koteas), who was commissioned to create a clock to hang in the New Orleans train station. After receiving news of his son's death in World War I, he continued work on his clock, but intentionally designed it to run backward, in the hope that it would bring back those who died in the war. After her cryptic story, Daisy asks Caroline to read aloud from a diary containing photographs and postcards written by Benjamin Button (Brad Pitt). Caroline begins to read as the story transitions to Benjamin's narration.

On November 11, 1918, just as the people of New Orleans are celebrating the end of World War I, a baby boy is born with the appearance and physical maladies of an elderly man. The mother of the baby dies shortly after giving birth, and the father, Thomas Button, takes the baby and abandons him on the porch of a nursing home. Queenie (Taraji P. Henson) and Tizzy (Mahershalalhashbaz Ali), a couple who work at the nursing home, find the baby. Queenie, who is unable to conceive, decides to take the baby in as her own, against Tizzy's wishes. She names the baby Benjamin.

Over the course of the story, Benjamin begins to biologically grow younger. In 1930, while still appearing to be in his seventies, he meets a young girl named Daisy (Elle Fanning), whose grandmother lives in the nursing home. The children play together and listen to Daisy's grandmother read from a storybook.

A few years later, Benjamin goes to work on a tugboat on the docks of New Orleans for Captain Mike (Jared Harris). In their free time, the captain takes him to brothels and bars. For the first time, Benjamin meets Thomas Button, who does not reveal that he is Benjamin's father. Later, Benjamin leaves New Orleans with the tugboat crew for a long-term work engagement; Daisy asks him to send her postcards from his travels, which Benjamin does.

During a stay in Russia, Benjamin meets a British woman named Elizabeth Abbott (Tilda Swinton) and falls in love with her; Daisy is visibly hurt to receive this news via postcard. Elizabeth is already married, but she has an affair with Benjamin. The fling ends the day after the Pearl Harbor attack, when Elizabeth abruptly departs.

Benjamin gets caught up in World War II when Captain Mike's boat and crew are enlisted by the United States Navy. After engaging a German U-boat in battle, Captain Mike and most of the sailors perish. After this, Benjamin, after seeing a hummingbird, sees death in a different way, as opposed to the retirement home where death seemed more natural.

In 1945, Benjamin returns to New Orleans, and learns that Daisy has become a successful dancer in New York City. When he travels there to meet Daisy at a performance, he finds Daisy has fallen in love with a fellow dancer, and tries to accept that their lives have separated.

Benjamin again meets Thomas Button, who is dying. Thomas reveals to Benjamin that he is his father and bequeaths all of his assets to Benjamin, including the house and the family button-making business. Benjamin eventually makes peace with his father before the elder Button dies.

Daisy's dance career is ended by a car accident in Paris. When Benjamin goes to see her, Daisy is amazed at his youthful appearance, but frustrated at her own injuries, turns him away.

In 1962, Daisy returns to New Orleans and meets Benjamin again. Now the same physical age, they fall in love and move in together. They experience the 1960s together, in large part blissfully but increasingly aware of Benjamin growing younger while Daisy grows older.

After Daisy gives birth to a girl, Caroline, Benjamin, believing he cannot be a father to his daughter due to his reverse aging, and not wanting to burden Daisy with having to raise two children, sells his belongings, and leaves them to Daisy and Caroline before leaving them both to travel the world.

Reading this account in the hospital room of 2005, Caroline learns that Benjamin is her father. She is upset that Daisy took such a long time to inform her of this, but finds that Benjamin sent her a postcard from everywhere for each of her birthdays expressing his love for his daughter.

In 1980, Benjamin, now looking like a young man, returns to meet Daisy in her dance studio. The aging Daisy is now married to Robert Williams, a kind man who supports her well, to Benjamin's relief. Daisy introduces Benjamin to Robert and the 12-year-old Caroline as a long-time family friend. Daisy and Benjamin then meet privately in Benjamin's hotel where they share their passion for each other, but they mutually realize that Daisy has become too old for Benjamin.

Benjamin departs again and continues to grow younger. One day Daisy receives a phone call from social workers. They inform her that they found Benjamin - now a young pre-teen just hitting puberty - living in a condemned building, and that they called her because they saw her name all over his diary. The social workers believe that he has dementia as he sometimes forgets that he had just eaten and cannot remember Daisy or much of his past. Daisy moves into the nursing home where Benjamin grew up and takes care of him as he becomes a confused 5-year-old boy with a growing temper.

In 2002, Mr. Gateau's old clock is removed from the train station. Shortly afterward, in the spring of 2003, the now-physically infant, 85-year-old Benjamin dies in Daisy's arms. At the moment before Benjamin dies, Daisy claims to have seen in his eyes that he still remembered her.

In the 2005 hospital room, the hurricane raging outside downs the electrical system. As Caroline briefly leaves the room, Daisy passes away, her wish of seeing Benjamin again seemingly answered by a hummingbird hovering outside the storm-drenched windows. Against the sounds of the city's emergency sirens and reports of breached levees, the backwards clock is shown in a basement, still working, as floodwaters envelope the storage room where it is kept.

Enjoy the movie!!!

Play with camera..

Paddington bear..cute?

dunno

是我小气或什么..算! NJ Star got problem, change back to English. I feel that people who hate you won't be nice to you... Thanks anyway, that's all i can say..basically i've no comment...

Received a funny call today, angry me without reason and make me blur..haha..No comment also..Maybe today is not my day :p

Feb 16

Feb 17, 12.47am - Finally the moment i scare most is over...phew! Received a lot of sms and calls from friends. Ha! feel that there are equally excited as me. Maybe i keep on mentioning about Feb 16.

Today i help my friend to settle a problem, although just a normal phone call but i really hope that i manage to help. Anyway, who can help me now?? Is ok, since i wait for so long d, few more weeks is not a problem for me. Just use the time to study. I will keep this momentum until end. Hope you well..from bottom of my heart.

Today happen a not so happy incident, hmm...currently still don't know how to figure out. Don't know..don't want to think of it, time will tell me. Anyway, i want to say the power of word. 1 word already can affect my mood. Maybe..maybe....this is what we called power.

Recently i chat with wendy's bf a lot..haha.. If you want me to comment, i can say that he is a cute guy but i know you 2 already cannot stand with me as i like to tease you 2 so much. haha..

Listen to the song and think of you...

:p :p ...

Today is 15th February, Valentine day is over...Erm...actually these few days happen some things but lazy to write..i even lazy to transfer the pictures i took yesterday to my pc. Haha..bad girl...

Basically 13 Februray (black friday) happened some creepy incident here..think of it still feel a bit cold..but no mood to share...oklah..wait for my mood :p But ee get the first hand info when it happened..ok, dun think of it anymore.

Feb 14, Valentine day..It was a busy day for me and quite tired. Took some photos only, will transfer to my pc when i free. For those who keen to see those photos..paiseh la ya :p I think only my bro can't wait to see, he even send me sms. Basically i can say Gurney was jam, luckily we reached there around 6+.

Oklah...upload my pics and write the scary story when i really got mood :p

Gem of life

This drama gonna end by this Friday. I would like to do some prediction on the ending based on the 77 episodes i watched so far. See how's the accuracy of my prediction..

Sylvia
I think she gonna together with Ko Chiong Seng.

Constance
From the preview of Astro On Demand, she looks like gonna turn bad at last so she might be a powerful and influential woman but Terrance feel that she just like Jessica and won't be together.

Jessica
I predict she might follow Martin's footstep, sot jor.. Haha..

Elise
Start her new life in US. Wo Ho and Will gonna forgive her.

Wo Ho and Ah Will
Continue with their current life, work as usual.

Haha..the answer is out there on this friday. See i got potential to be scrip writer or not.haha :p

Goodbye~

My parent went to send my relative's last journey in life..but i'm at home..Actually he is my close relatives but i rarely see them even don't know who are them. Basically just know this person..that's all..

I heard my mom said that they rarely contact with my grandma because of arguments but my mom also not sure about the content. No matter how, would like to show my last respect to him.

Goodbye to the past and have a new beginning.

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Other matter,

Yesterday night, i clean up my pc and delete some of the files..Goodbye to all those files..after empty the recycle bin, it will totally out of my sight. Of course, there are those useless things for me anymore..old files.. Maybe like to store a lot of sampah last time :p I won't see the files again.. (I say this to my roomie, but she said ada maksud tersirat, haha...)

心机

我有心机的做了一件事, 我成功了但 like not so good (NJStar got problem, continue in english). :p Actually i don't know that i can success easily because i always be the victim. Maybe i know the person weakness well. Hmm..this gonna be another knowledge to learn. Although i always feel that 心机 is not a good thing, but i did it today..It's ok, i get the answer i want to know and know what to do next.. Actually is he taught me how to play this game, he used this technique on me first..Is this called revenge? I don't know..Just don't step on woman's tail..君子报仇十年未晚..

Compare with other, my knowledge in the area still shallow, want to continue? Yes, i'll, to protect myself..Sorry to say that...Lastly, please not ever try to step on me, i'll let you die, FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!! To some people, there's no FORGIVE this word..

REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID ON ME, I'LL MAKE SURE THAT YOU PAY THE PRICE!!!

Last day of CNY

Today is last day of CNY, nothing special for me. I just study and watch tv at home. Feel glad that i take up my book again. This is what i promise myself, although i keen to get job soon but i've to pia pia pia at the same time. I stick to my original plan, no shopping, no movie (don't have any nice movie actually :p) and i really made it. So, my wallet still safe :p

What happen and what i've done in this 1 week..hmm..abk replied my mail already..so basically need to wait for their reopen. Knew a cute guy in Ong's open house on last Saturday (Wendy's potential bf) :p Ha! the funniest time was the conference chat, keke..Wendy sure mad with us. Ya, Dan became daddy already, he seemed happy plus a bit complicated feeling, maybe because of the big responsibility. Congrats to him ;)

Still remember that i wrote a blog regarding expiry date before and i've this feeling again. Share the story with friends, although they feel that his action is a bit..., but we all feel that this is the best solution for him. We all are adults and know our path to go and choose. If we really meet accidentally on the street, i know what to do next as i'll do what he asked for. Ee commented it correctly actually..haha..Good in evaluation guy. Ha..

Ee will start to work in S'pore in April. All the best to her and wait for me. Ee, waiting for you to bring me over :p HE, CC, meet you all there. :) Elaine, miss you but still can't fulfill our promise :p

Sad mode..

Although this is nothing to be sad but should be happy...but i'm sad now...Don't know how to say the feeling..just take it as a lesson..Anyway, today is a good lesson for me, and let me know that everything comes not easy, they are a lot of things to improve and learn...As long as don't give up, success will be yours. :)

Feb 1

Today is Feb 1, is the first day for me to concentrate on my study again. This is what i promise myself before CNY and i going to implement it. My motto, success comes from hard work and motivation. He always use this phrase to motivate me last time, although we no longer couple but feel happy that we still can be friend. Actually i feel surprise to receive his phone call from Singapore. The phone call really made me so warm and touch as i know that we already put the past aside and we will be friend. During CNY time we continue to have conflict due to my hectic schedule but everything is over. Maybe this time we really settle our problem. :) He knows what is important for me and what i pursue in my life. A lot of people might not agree with me but i know what i'm doing and what is important for me.

Both my sis and bro backed to their "house" again. Just send my bro back, while my sis backed yesterday. This year CNY is a very memorable and happy CNY, my sis didn't back for CNY last year due to her job over there, so we feel very happy for the reunion. :) The days are short, but we really enjoy it especially on Friday. We have a lot of laughter and food. Ha! But i've a bit sad that time because the moment we together gonna be shorter and shorter from the moment onwards. On 31 Jan early morning 6am+, my sis went to KL and depart to Newcastle eventually. While waiting for her flight in KLIA, she called us again, have a short talk with her. Ha..we are so old already but my bro and i still "grab" her ang pow which she forget to take :p childish! I purposely teased her over the phone because she can't do anything d. Keke..

We took some photos and video during CNY, have to ask from relatives. Beh tahan with my biao ge, he likes to take video and those pics which we are not aware. Those pics really very funny and geli :p but i can see that my grandma are happy to see those pictures. All her grandchild are healthy and happy :)

No matter how, everything is over and have to back to my journey again. This holidays is really busy for me, i don't have time to meet my friends at all except i went to colleague's open house yesterday. Ha! Sob sob..sorry Mei Sia and my fellow friends, meet you all next time la. Although i no time to meet you all this time but my heart is always there. Miss ya :) Hoping for the best, we are the BEST :)